“AH!” Minsoo almost jumped as he woke up with a scream. Another nightmare. He was tired of having them, but since he met Myungsoo they became worst and more realistic. It was like the other man was controlling his dreams, making them rich in details, to the point he could hear voices behind his head begging to stay alive.

He was sweating and his heart was beating faster than normal. “Minsoo...are you alright?” hearing the gentle voice, he looked to the side he saw Krystal rubbing her eyes and looking at him, with a very worried look. He tried to force a smile and caressed her face as she seat on the bed next to him. “I'm fine...just a nightmare...” He whispered but she continued staring at him with worried eyes. “Again?” He nodded. “Do you want to talk about them?” She asked concerned but he forced a smile again and kissed her forehead, saying everything was alright and that she should go back to sleep. “I'll be fine...” She just nodded and after giving him a gentle kiss, she went back to sleep. Minsoo on the other hand knew he wouldn't be able to rest, not even for five minutes.

Getting up from the bed, he walked towards his closet and grabbed a sweat-shirt and a pair of track pants. He had to get out of the room, he had to get out of the house, just for a little while. He knew Krystal wouldn't worry because she was used to his late night walks. It was the only way he had to relax and forget about his problems. He changed clothes in seconds and not wasting any time, he left his small apartment and went for a run.

He need to feel the fresh air against his face, he needed to feel his bore sore, he needed to feel exhausted. He needed to forget. He needed to forget Myungsoo's words, he needed to forget Myungsoo's face! Every time he thought about the man's face he would feel his soul freeze and he couldn't help but remember the impact that man had on Krystal. It was impossible not to see. She would look at him like he was some kind of god, even if she didn't realized it herself. No, he wasn't jealous. He wasn't that guy. He didn't mind having his girlfriend smiling to other guys. He trusted her. But not with Myungsoo. That guy had some weird power on her and she didn't even knew it.

Minsoo on the other hand could see it very well and he got even more scared. He knew nothing would stop Myungsoo from getting what he wanted. But why Krystal? Why it had to be her? Minsoo wouldn't be able to live without her. She was the only thing that he had in his life. He didn't had a family, he didn't had friends. He just had her. Without her, he would rather die. She had always been there for him. When his parents died she was there. When he graduated she was there, when he was sick she was there next to him, taking care of him and loving him. So no. He wouldn't allow Myungsoo to steal her from him. That guy had already taken his parents from him. He wasn't going to steal the most precious thing in his life. Not without a fight.

“Shut up! Shut up!” Myungsoo shouted as he walked around his apartment in despair. He didn't know what to do. The voices inside his head were getting worst by the second and he could swear he was about to insane, if he wasn't already. He just wanted it to stop. He wanted those voices to be gone, he wanted them to stop. He was walking around his living room and bumping against the couch, the coffee table, everywhere. He had his hands on his head, like it was about to fall if he stopped supporting it. Tears were running down his face and his lips were bruised because of the strength he was using to bite them. His whole house was a mess. Mirrors were broken, the bed sheets were on the floor, paper all over the house. He just wanted it to stop. Oh, poor baby. He heard the voice with a sarcastic tone. “Stop talking! Stop talking!” Myungsoo screamed. He was desperate. He wanted this to end. How you managed to switch places with me, I'll never know, but it will cost you!

Myungsoo continued crying and seat on the floor, the strength of his legs disappearing. He was weak. He hadn't been eating for 2days and he haven't been sleeping properly. He didn't go to work, he didn't even left the house. He was scared to go outside. He was scared that he would see Krystal and that he would lose it and do something he would regret forever. No. he had to stay inside his house. At least there he knew Krystal and Minsoo were safe. He wasn't scared of himself, he was scared that he could do something incredibly stupid and end with the couple's lives. Why did he had to fall in love with her? Why? He spent 4years with the same, boring, predictable life and he was happy! But why did she had to appear? Why did she had to appear and make him turn into the person he hated the most? Why?

Don't be such a . You want her as bad as I do. And we both know what's the only thing keeping us from having her. He heard the mean, cold voice speaking. All he wanted was for that voice to shut up and leave him alone. It wasn't too much to ask for was it? It was all he wanted, nothing else. He wanted his boring life back, he wanted to be normal again. He wanted this voice to die and never comeback, to leave him alone. “No. They belong together!” Myungsoo said, his voice nothing more than a whisper. He couldn't talk louder. He didn't had the voice for it. He was so tired, he just wanted to rest for a little while. Stop lying to yourself you little coward. You want her. Go after her! The voice made a pause and Myungsoo could feel his tears running down his face even faster than before. Why was this happening to him? Why? Just let me come out for a while. I'll take care of him and then you'll have her.

Hearing this Myungsoo almost jumped. “NO! You're not touching him! You're not going to harm him in any way! No!” He shouted as he got up from the floor and started walking around the house. His neighbors would probably think he was having a very nasty fight with someone. But all he was doing was fighting with himself. If that didn't made him look insane, he didn't know what would. Stop protecting him! If you love her, you would want her to yourself. You wouldn't care about what you had to do to have her! Myungsoo was getting scared, he honestly was and he didn't know what to do. He couldn't make the voice stop, he tried everything but it seemed the more he tried the worst it got. “That's not love! That's a disease! I....” Myungsoo made a pause and he felt his tears falling. He was so weak that he couldn't stop himself from crying and from falling on his knees. What else was he suppose to do? What else could he do?

“...I just want her to be happy...” As he said it, he looked at himself in a small piece of mirror that was on the floor. He grabbed it and scanned his reflection. Look at yourself. You're pitiful! The voice said full of hate and disgust. Myungsoo continued staring at himself in the sharp piece and he allowed his head to hit the wall. You should die. You should die and leave my body. The voice said and Myungsoo could hear the smile in the voice. He knew the voice wanted him dead by all means, no matter what. “If I die...you die too...”

Myungsoo whispered. He closed his eyes and placed the sharp piece or mirror in a position that allowed him to hurt himself, with just one single movement. It would be so easy. Way too easy. It's a small price to pay to have you gone. He heard the laughter and Myungsoo couldn't help but feel even worst. The voice was willing to disappear, that was a fact. But just when he died. Just kill yourself. You'll be doing a favor to all mankind! Myungsoo couldn't help but think that maybe the voice was right. Maybe he would be doing a favor to everyone.

After all, he was just bothering everyone and ending with Minsoo and Krystal's relationship. He wanted her, god he did, but if having her meant end with Minsoo's life, he didn't want something like that, he just wanted. “Shut up...” He whispered and he heard the voice groan in annoyance. If I could, I would kill you right now with my bare hands. Your existence is annoying me. Myungsoo smirked weakly. “Oh, we don't want that, do we?” He could see the voice was confused with that statement. “I'm not going to kill myself...or die.” Another groan of anger and Myungsoo smirked even more. He knew he was risking too much at that point, but he had nothing to lose. Nothing! “I'll stop you L....even if it's the last thing I do.”