Chapter 14

“Mir I’m sorry.”

“But, but I thought that you…”Mir started, but he couldn’t find his voice anymore as Joon interrupted him.

“Please stop! It is already hard to believe that you read my entire diary and you want me to return my feelings for you.”

 “Please…” Mir pleaded.

“No, please…” Joon whispered. Mir’s tears were falling like rain, he never felt like this before – it broke his heart to know that Joon rejected him. He looked at the older male, he could see his unreadable expression; Mir sobbed and ran away. Joon had fallen down to the ground the second the younger left the room, the tears were forming in his eyes; he looked down and punched the floor - his anger was building up. The thought of lying the younger was unbearable, he knew he should have told the truth, but he kept his promise to Cheondung.

He was shouting and screaming at nobody, punching the floor even harder his knuckles already in blood, he knew he had done wrong. He knew it from the start.

“Hey Joon are you here?” Seungho asked suddenly appearing in the room. “Joon?” He asked again, moving forward he saw a heartbreaking picture. “Joon… Oh my god Joon what happened? Please tell me?” The older male was beside his friend immediately; Seungho hugged him and lulled him so he could calm down.

“I’m so sorry Mir; it is for your own good.”

And in that moment Seungho realized how unstable Joon really was.

As soon as Mir left he was greeted my whispers from girls and boys, he sniffed as he slowed his step a little.

“Hey Mireu!” Cheondung was excited as ever, he came closer to him and saw the tear drenched face of the younger. “Mireu what happened to you, who made you cry.” The male asked with worried voice.

“Leave me alone, Cheondung.” Mir said with a rigid voice.

“But I want to help you.”

“I have enough of it Cheondung; it’s your fault that I’m like this. After the day we were interrupted from Joon you acted strangely. I don’t like you don’t you understand…” Mir spat at the older boy, he looked at his shocked and confused face. “… Don’t look at me like that. It’s your fault, after I left the both of you that day I knew you would do something stupid. And what about last week, you were persuading me to do something I should’ve done long before that…

…Is it because of the diary? I returned it today with the only thought to forget that boy - who actually was Joon all the time, I confessed to him and I was rejected, do you like that, huh??”

“I’m sorry Mir, but please listen to me first.” The male started. “I was just do