Recap:

“Araso! _____, saranghae!” Eunhyuk said.

_____ smiled & replied, “Saranghae, Eunhyuk oppa.”

That phrase pierced right through my heart… I can’t believe it. I won’t believe it. I couldn’t.

But I couldn’t let it show. I had to be happy. For _____.

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Weeks passed since Eunhyuk & I started dating.

You could say that I was happy these past few weeks.

Eunhyuk had been treating me like a princess.

And maybe, just maybe. My feelings for Lee Donghae were subsiding.

…

Donghae hyung had changed. So did Eunhyuk hyung.

Donghae was miserable… & it all started weeks ago.

On the other hand, Eunhyuk was in heaven… & that also started weeks ago.

I mean, I felt happy for Eunhyuk hyung but Donghae hyung… I couldn’t stand seeing him like this.

So I went to his room.

~Knock Knock Knock~

“Wae?” He sounded miserable.

“Hyung, can I talk to you?”

“Maknae?” At least he sounded better knowing it was me.

He opened the door.

“Hyung, let’s talk.”

“Alright. Come in.” And he shut the door behind me.

“Yeah, maknae. What’s up?”

“Hyung…”

“Wae? Something wrong?”

“Hyung. I don’t like seeing you like this.” I pouted.

He chuckled.

For the first time in weeks, he chuckled. He didn’t smile, but at least he chuckled.

“Pabo. There’s nothing wrong with me, don’t worry.”

“Ah, hyungggggg.” I whined.

“Araso, araso. It’s okay, maknae. Don’t worry about it.”

“But hyunggg.” I pouted.

“Yah, maknae. Don’t make me pinch your cheeks.”

I pouted even more.

“Hyung, I’m happy that Eunhyuk hyung is happy but… you’re not. And I want you to be happy. It makes me sad when you’re not.”

He stopped smiling.

“Maknae. I am happy. Eunhyuk is happy too. So everything’s fine.” He forced a smile.

It showed that it pained him to even have said that.

“Hyunggggg~.”

“Aish, maknae. I’m fine.”

“Really?”

I got up off the bed & made my way over to his desktop.

“If you’re really fine & claim to be happy, then what’s this?”

I showed him sites of his fans asking ‘Why is Hae oppa sad even though he smiles?’

‘Hyuk oppa is happy… but Hae oppa isn’t.’ ‘What happened to oppa?’

Donghae got a shock.

He let out a sigh.

“Kyu, is it really that obvious… that I’m not happy?” he asked.

“Deh. Hyung, everyone notices. But uh, Eunhyuk hyung? I’m not sure about him. He’s way too happy to notice anything but _____.”

“It’s been weeks already… I don’t even know why I still love _____ just as much. It’s wrong of me to love someone who has a boyfriend, right? Especially since her boyfriend is one of our members.”

“Hyung… there’s nothing wrong with loving someone. Whether they have a boyfriend or not. You can’t control love. It just happens.”

All Donghae could do was sigh.

“But hyung… I do have to tell you something & I’m sorry for keeping it from you for so long.”

“Wae? What is it?”

“Erhm… hyung. _____... she…”

“She…?” Donghae was anxious to know.

“She… she…” But I couldn’t bring myself to tell him… I felt too guilty.

And then someone opened the door.

“Aish, maknae. Just say it. Put him out of his misery!”

“Heechul hyung!”

“Say what…?”

“Are you going to tell him or am I?” Heechul asked.

“Hyung…” I hesitated.

“Then I guess it’s going to be me.” Heechul said.

“Wae?” Donghae asked.

“You should’ve asked _____ out a long time ago. She liked you too… this whole time. She only agreed to go out with Eunhyuk because she thought it would help her suppress her feelings for you. But now? I’m not sure if she still does.”

And with that, Heechul left the room & closed the door.

Donghae’s eyes widened.

“Bwoh!? Maknae, is all that true?” Donghae asked.

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Sorry for being dead for almost a year. ;X !

I guess I kinda... didnt feel like writing anymore ? Haha.

Also because I kinda got up to like chapter 8 or 9 & lost everything cos my stupid laptop had a virus & I forgot to save it to my usb. ;(

BUT. I`ve started writing again & I`m determined to finish. :)