CUBE 

 

*where junhyung?

"i dont know!

*mirae!!!!!!!

"doojoon oppa, please! im hurt enough because of him!

*but he need someone......

"not me. 

 

the fashback keep appering in my mind. it hurt me a lot!i just watch him from here. i keep starring the watch. doonjoon oppa will take time to came here. obvious, it a secret place. the weather getting cold....

 

i walk slowly towards him.......holding a jacket in my arm. as i walk near him, i can see the tears from his eyes. i stoped at once.keep asking myself! 

why i the one who supposed to be with him. why me? why i the one who care about him? 

 

the more i see the tears from his eyes make me hurt! it hurt me! did he cry for me? did he ever regret break up with me? did he ever think about me?

did he doing the same thing he doing now when break up with me??thousand question came to me. question about him when it come to me. 

 

i just stopped in front him . my tears keep flowing away from my eyes. it hurt me! even now! did he hurt when he loss me?please.... dont get hurt! 

 

*mirae.

 

i wipe my tears when i hear the voice. i turn around. give doonjoon oppa a jacket to pass to junhyung.i can see junhyung is dying of cool at this time.  

 

"im leaving. 

 

i walk slowly.......

 

#u dont wanna say anything to me? really? 

 

i stopped walk.... he know im here?!!!

 

i saw her facing back myself. i know she will be here. she the only one know about this place. only both of us. i know she keep standing in front of me,

crying! i know how she hurt. i know she crying because of me. i know it! but i cant help myself....i wish her just came nearly to me hug me and say it alright. i wish that happen. but..... she stand still in front of me. that hurt me. 

 

#mirae! say something. 

 

i turn around and look at his face.

 

"are u alright? dont worry, everything will be alright! anything i can for u? just tell me.

u want me to ask that question right? but...... why me? why i should ask that question. who are u? 

 

*mirae. what u saying!

 

i holding harder my tears. i know my answer really mean to him but i just wanna it short!i know doonjoon oppa will watch everything about us tonight!

i know he starring at me!i turn my back but.........he grab my arms and hold it really tighly! 

 

#mirae!!!!!!!! u hear that question thousand time since u break up wuth me right? SAY IT! SAY IT TO ME! MIRAE!!!!

 

*junhyung! yaaa. calm down.u hurting her! 

 

"WHY ME?????? LET ME GO!!!! U HURTING MEEEEEEEE!!!!

 

#SAY IT TO ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i yelling to her!!!!!i grab me really tighly. i know i hurting her but i want to hear that!

 

#SAY TI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I keep yelling and hurting her!!! HARA IS MY WOMAN,U KNOW RIGHT!!!!!!U KNOW HOW IT HURT RIGHT???? 

U KNOW HOW TO BE HEARTBROKEN RIGHT? U KNOW HOW TO BE............... 

 

"ENOUGH! ENOUGH! PLEASE!!!!!!!! ENOUGH! DONT SAY THAT! PLEASE!

 

#ASK ME! ASK ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!ASKKK.....SAY IT LOUD!!!!!! SAY IT!!!!!!!

 

*PLEASE. ACCEPT THAT YOUR WOMAN............

 

*mirae! dont think to say it!!!!

 

#SAY IT LIOUD!!!SAY ITTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT

 

"YOUR WOMAN IN OTHERS MAN ARM!!!!!

 

*MIRAE!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 

"PLEASE ACCEPT THAT YOUR WOMAN IN OTHER MAN ARM"

 

i just let go her arms. i just wanna somebody to told me that....i want someone told me to make this things clearly happen. i dont wanna make any memories regarding to hara. I wanna hate her as much as i can. tears flowing away from my eyes.....

 

"yes! i accept......a man i love in others woman arm. i did that! tears keep flowwing away from my tears. i cant hold it any longer. we look at each other eyes. 

we can see and feel each other pain............. i walk away from there fast. i just wanna go from here!!!!

 

sorry, mirae.now, i know how the pain u been through. i know! i know! i fall down with crying at doonjoon arm... see her walk away with tears!mirae.....sorry!

 

i garb my car key........ i wanna go out from here. i dont see him! but.......i shaking badly!!!!!!! the tears become more louder than before....

i can feel my heart pain. i can see mflashback of myself, what i feel, what i been through...hurt! hurt! without reliazing it, i just sat down at my car holding my chest and cry badly!

 

"PLEASE.........IT HURT! PLEASE............i cry it loud.i dont want hide no more. i just cry! i been hide this feeling since the day!!!i just wanna let it go.

i cry so badly............

 

i saw her sit down and cry loudly. i can feel her pain. i walk towards her....the closer i with her,more pain i feel. i want hug her! but me either feel the same pain. i just stand behind her watching her crying badly..........so do i.i just sat down behind her. cry as well as her. we feel the same pain. same pain. it hurt!

the night end with tears........one things for sure! love keep hurting us....

 

 

 

 

THIS IS NOT THE END....WILL BE UPDATE SOON OR LATER.

 

HUG & KISS,XOXO.