Chapter 10 - Goodbye

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We stay in that position for quite some time when Myungsoo whispered, “Yoonah ah, you made my life turn upside down you know? I fell so hard, for you.”

“Myung ah, nado, saranghae~” With that, we cuddled into each other’s arms and drift off.

And for a moment, the entire world just fades away, and it’s just You and I.

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(Your POV)

I slowly opened my eyes.

Golden rays of sunlight shone through the curtains.

Hmmm…This is not my room…

I thought as I felt an arm around my waist.

I then realize my head was actually resting on Myungsoo’s chest.

My face heats up as I recalled what happen last night.

I slowly shift myself such that I am supporting myself on my arms, but still on his chest.

I looked at the sleeping face of my beloved boyfriend.

I examined his gorgeous face.

He is still so handsome even when he is sleeping.

I stretched my hands to touch his face.

I trailed my fingers down his face.

From his bushy eyebrows, down to his nose and to his lips…

His lips….Oh god...

It reminds me of those hot and passionate kisses last night.

I continue to stare at Myungsoo’s flawless face as I touch and feel his cheeks.

Until, I felt someone grab onto my wrist lightly, stopping my actions.

Oh no… Don’t tell me he was awake all this time!

I mentally slapped myself when I saw him smile and interrupted my thoughts, still closing his eyes.

“Chagiya…It’s rude to stare at people when they are sleeping, you know? Well, I know I am handsome but there’s no need to do that… What are you thinking?” he teased me while opening his eyes slowly and pulled me closer to him.

Now I am totally on top of him, with my palms on his chest to prevent him to pull me closer, our face are going to touch soon!

“A… ani!! W… when did I stare at you…I…I…there’s just ... something on y…your face…” I stammered while going all red.

“Jinja? I thought you were touching my face as well? Are you sure you are just…”

“Ahhh…Molla!!!” I flustered in embarrassment as I cut his sentence.

I tried to get up from Myungsoo but he pulled me back down.

My head is once again resting on his chest and I heard him whispered, “Where’s my morning kiss?”

Aishhh… Kim Myungsoo…I thought.

I got up and saw him smiling at me, the smile that I can never resist.

I gave him a peck on the lips and got off the bed.

“Where are you going, chagiya?” He asked, still lying on the bed with just a wife beater and a pants on.

Oh my, he is hot…

Suddenly I realized I was just in his dress shirt, and the thought made me go red again.

I turn away from Myungsoo as I kept trying to pull down the dress shirt, hoping that it would cover more of my thigh.

Arghhh, it’s embarrassing, especially after last night.

Myungsoo was amused by my actions and said playfully, “Chagiya, don’t bother covering, remember? I saw everything last night!”

He then stood up and walk towards me.

“Come, take this, wear it before you go back to your hostel, I don’t want anybody but me to see you dress like this” He smiled and handed me a pants of his.

It was big, but it definitely felt more comfortable with pants on.

I put them on hastily.

Before I leave, Myungsoo spun me around and gave me a peck on the forehead, “Thanks for staying last night~” before letting me go off.

Oh, his words totally make my cheeks burn as I nodded shyly and exited his hostel.

A night with Myungsoo, I can’t believe it, but it was great.

(Myungsoo POV)

Last night was a wonderful night.

I thought to myself when Yoonah left my room.

I just wish we could spend our nights together like this.

I sigh as I walked to the bath room to wash up.

“Namjaga saranghal ddaen ggok hangsang gyeote meomulmyeonseo neul~”

The ringtone of my phone sounded through the room.

After grabbing a hand towel from the hanger, I rush out to pick up my phone.

“Yeoboseyo?” I speak into the phone.

“Young master,” the person from the other line replied.

“Lee secretary?”

“Deh, I am afraid that we need you back immediately”

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A heavy sigh escaped my lips as I hang up the phone.

I thought of what Lee secretary said earlier on.

Why now?

Just when I found someone whom I truly love…

WHY…

I thought as I took a deep breath and closed my eyes.

And then, all the memories came flooding back to me.

Yoonah’s beautiful smile…

Her rosy cheeks…

Her soothing voice…

Her gentle touch…

Her kisses…

Her hugs…

If I go, when will I see them again?

Tears welled up my eyes as I thought of leaving Yoonah.

Lee secretary sounded serious.

I don’t know how long I will be gone for.

I can’t tell her the truth.

I may be gone for 10 years, who knows?

I don’t even know if I will come back.

If I were to tell her the truth, she will definitely wait for me.

But I don’t want her to wait.

I don’t want her to sacrifice her time waiting for me.

But I can’t break up with her either.

I can’t bear to…

Although there is a whole part of me hoping that she will wait for me, hoping that we will be together forever, but…

I can’t be selfish… She has to move on…

I would rather take all the pain myself than to see her cry…

If I didn’t comeback, at least I know that she will put me down and find her real happiness somewhere.

As I thought of Yoonah, a warm drop of tear slid down my cheeks.

Yoonah ah….

I am really sorry.

I don’t think I can keep my promise anymore.

I thought as I recall what I promised her last night.

~Flashback~

“Yes. I don’t make a promise I don’t intend to keep. When I say forever, forever is what I mean.”

~End of flashback~

Jeongmai mianhe….

More tears fell from my eyes.

I kept thinking about Yoonah as I lay down on my bed.

But the thought was hurting so much that I eventually dozed off.

At least when I am asleep, my heart will not hurt that much…

(Your POV)

I opened the door as quietly as possible not wanting to wake Taeyeon up, but, who is she?

She’s Taeyeon, it’s definitely not easy to escape from her.

And yes, I was right.

The lights suddenly flicked opened.

Great, just great …

Taeyeon stood beside my bed and pointed at me.

“You. Yes you. Where were you last night?” She looked at me and raised her e