i won't be updating for some time about 4 days maybe i'm going though some stuff now and can't really type chapter 17

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I'm trying to get over a crush of mine which for some reason i can't he knows and everything, everytime he get's a new gf he always asks me if i'm okay i just say "I;m used to it"  and walk off he's like a older brother to me evern though he's youger than me now he's dating on of my beat friends again for the 3 or 4th time this happened to him before and he's gotten heart broken from both and there's nothing i can do anout that he proably thinks i'm over him but i'm not which is a problem becuase i feel like burden to him for liking him honestly i'm bot pretty or skinny which all my friends are and are kind of his ideal type i had a boyfriend before which i gotten over him before but that took about 5 months since the way we broke up was with him yelling at me saying that i don't love him adn said we're done after that i was just like =-= and now he has a grilfriend and were friends well kinda best firends. Back to the crush thing maybe after some time i'll get over him and forget all aout it since i'm moving away anyway so i won't get to see him anywa............

I just don't know what to do anymore so i'll be leaving for a bit and yes sorry for all the slow updates but i'm a slow typer it takes me one day to type up a chapter.