To not make you confused this chapter is tell the story when Victoria and Kyuhyun are High School student

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"Kyu, there is a transferred student in my class and you know she is become my friend, I must introduce you to her" Victoria grab my hand to her class. Honestly, I don’t care about that transferred student but Victoria keep bugging me and here I am walk to her class to see that transferred student

"Seohyun-ah!" I hear Victoria voice calling that transferred student. So her name is Seohyun, she is pretty and cute.

"Seo this is Kyuhyun my bestfriend, and Kyuhyun this is my new best friend Seohyun"

For the first time of my life I can become so comfortable with a girl other than Victoria, I often play together with Seohyun, she is smart and really easy going.

2^{nd Year of High School}

Victoria POV

I search for Kyuhyun and Seohyun but I can’t find them. Seohyun is not at class, I’ll try to find Kyuhyun at his class. I really need someone to talk with, because I just got a call that my younger sister is get sick and hospitalized.

"Sungmin-ah where is Kyuhyun?" I ask Kyuhyun seat mate because I don’t see Kyuhyun anywhere in this classroom.

"He go out with Seohyun, I tought that you with them" I kind of sad because they meet without me. And friend that I really need when I am sad is not with me. I go out from Kyuhyun class and go to the park, and I see Kyuhyun and Seohyun there. I run to where they are and accidently I hear their conversation

"Will you be my girlfriend? I already love you since the first time I see you seo"

Seohyun face getting red and she just nodded her head, when Kyuhyun see that he hug her. My heart is broken because of what I see, I love Kyuhyun I really love him but he just see me as his friend and not more. It’s a relieve that they don’t realise my presence, so I run to my classroom and take my bag and pretending being sick at my teacher. I go to the place where I can be alone, I let my tears down to my face.

Kyuhyun POV

"Let’s find Victoria, I must say to her that we already dating" I really happy right now and I can’t wait to say this good news to Victoria. Me and Seohyun walk hand in hand to Victoria and Seohyun class but she is not there.

"Where is Victoria? She is sleep in the classroom when I leave her" Seohyun try to look Victoria in the clasroom, then Taeyeon come and say

"Seo, you search for Victoria? She is sick so she ask teacher permission for going home, she is looking for you but your not in class at that moment"

Seohyun seems really worried so do I, then my phone started ringing and the person that call me is Hangeng hyung

"Ooh Hyung, is Qian okay?"

"What are you talking? Kyu is Qian with you? Ya yin is died, and Qian phone is off when I call her"

I started to get panicked, what happened to Victoria. I start to run and search for Victoria in every place that I and Victoria like to be. But I can’t find her, but then i remembered that place, a garden where Victoria always go when she sad and there she is.

"Qian, what are you doing here?" I see her eyes are wet because of tears.

"Why are you crying Qian? Is it because of Ya Yin?"

She nodded and start to cry again.

"You already know that Ya Yin is died?" Victoria body become stiff, I getting more worried when I see her like this.

"No!! Ya Yin is just sick kyu, she is not die!! She can’t ! she is still 5 years old kyu it’s impossible, it can’t be like that!!" I hug Victoria tightly and hear her crying, she must be sad that her sister is sick but now she is become more sad when she know that her sister is dead.

Victoria POV

Why this must be happened? Kyuyhyun that hurt my heart, and now my little sister is died. i can’t take it, my heart can’t take it. I hate this so much. I arrived at my home and I see my parents cry and my older brother too. When Hangeng Ge look me he hug me and cry.

"Qian why you turn off your phone? I’m really worried you know" I let my tears coming down again.

"Ge, Ya Yin is still alive right? all of this is just a lie right?" Hangeng ge shook his head and I cry.

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It’s been one week since Ya Yin death, I try to be strong but I can’t all the pain that I feel right now I don’t know how to describe it. Seohyun and Kyuhyun finally say to me about their relationship, I smile in front of them but my heart is crying

"Seohyun-ah I’m so happy that you two become a couple, I hope the best for you two" I smile and start eat my ice cream

"Vic, you must search a boyfriend you know, me and Kyuhyun is dating so maybe we can’t have much time with you like before" I just keep silent

"Seo don’t be like that, we can’t be selfish eventough we are dating Victoria will come whenever we go if she want" Seohyun face seems really dissapointed

"No, it’s okay you know I already look someone right now" Seohyun face brightened and Kyuhyun face seems so shock

"Who is that lucky guy Vic? You never tell us" Seohyun shake my hand and all I can do is pretending to be shy and smile. I never really close with anyone in our school but there is one person that really close to my brother in our school and I already meet him a couple time

"Changmin Oppa"

"What? Shim Changmin? Qian, you must be kidding me! You even call him oppa, Yaa! I’m your oppa"

Seohyun just laugh when look at Kyuhyun expression. My heart seems warm when he say that he’s my oppa.

"Why? He is handsome and tall and he is just one year older than me"

"Changmin is a playboy and he is one of our sunbae that I hate the most!" Kyuhyun seems really don’t like Changmin but I think Changmin is really nice.

"Oppa why you become like that just let it be, Vic is like him so what?"

Seohyun hug Kyuhyun in front of me. I can’t look their sweet moment so I excuse myself

When I arrived home I search my brother.

"Ge!!" I call my brother but he doesn’t show up, so I go to his room and saw him crying.

"Ge, why you crying? Is it because of Ya Yin?" my eyes began to teary but I try not to let my tears go.

"Ge she is in heaven right now, don’t make her sad in there because you crying over her. She is happy in there ge" Hangeng ge hug me tightly.

"Qian, don’t you dare to leave me like what Ya Yin did to me" I nodded my head.

"Ge, Kyuhyun and Seohyun is dating right now. My heart can’t take it, I want to make Kyuhyun be mine but I can’t because whenever he with Seohyun he will become more happy" I can’t hold my tears anymore.

"What will you do then?" i just look at my brother and wipe all my tears

"I will let them, I will support them" Hangeng ge look at me sadly

"You can’t be like that Qian, you will hurt" I shook my head

"It’s okay, its enough to see him laugh and smile" I smile eventough I really want to cry again.

"Your more mature than me Qian, I’m really proud of you but I will never forgive him if he hurt you so badly" I laugh and hug my brother

"He will not ge, oh yes ge you must help me" I give him my aegyo to make him help me

"Don’t use your aegyo to me, say to me first what must I do"

"Ge, please make Changmin oppa help me, can you?" I pleaded at my brother

"It’s easy, let’s to his house then" I jump a little because my brother want to help me

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"Good morning Vic" Changmin smile at me and take my bag

"Morning, oppa thanks for helping me I really apreciate it"Changmin smile and look at me

"You still can smile like this when your first love hurt you, I can’t believe it" I giggle a little

"Eventhough he is not mine, I still can see him everyday" Changmin shook his head and look at me pityly

"Don’t pity me I don’t like it"

"You’re a strong woman Vic, I’m proud of you" he pat my head

"Oh oppa its your senior year right? Which University will you attend next?"

"You want to know because you will follow me right?" I look at him disbelieve, this man can be so confident with himself

"I just ask you, its okay if you not telling me" I pretend to be mad and walk faster

"eyyyy, don’t be like that Vic" he poke my cheek and take my hand. Everyone who look at us must be think we are a couple but the fact is we are not.

"I will take you to your class"

"It’s okay oppa" I take my bag and start walking but Changmin oppa take my hand began to walking to my class. When we reach my class he getting close to my face and wispered something

"If I don’t take my girlfriend to her class I’m a bad boyfriend then" I smile and he pat my head

"See you afterschool babe" I blushing because all my classmate look at me and talking about me

"Vic, you really have something with Changmin huh?" Seohyun look at me with her curious face

"Tell me everything, I’m your friend right?" I laugh and start to tell my fake story to Seohyun.

Senior Year

Kyuhyun POV

This is my senior year and I have to focus at my study because my dad want me to be a successful bussinessman. It’s been 6 months I have a relationship with Seohyun, I really love her and have a plan to married her when I graduate from university. Victoria is like usual but I don’t have many time with her because I’m so busy with Seohyun and maybe she is busy wit her boy friend Changmin. I see Victoria walk alone in the garden, first I want to make her shock but my plan failed because Changmin come hug Victoria from behind. I don’t know this feeling but I feel hurt whenever I see Victoria with Changmin. Maybe its because I never see her with another guy except me and Hangeng hyung. I walk away from the garden.

"Oppa!!" I hear Seohyun voice calling me, and there she is run to me.

"Why seo?" I see her face but she don’t want to look at my face

"What happen seo? You okay?" she shook her head. I don’t know why but I feel like something bad will happen.

"I’m sorry oppa, but I must transferred school again, but this time is not what my parents want but this what I want, you know right my first love Jung Yonghwa I meet him and I decided to not letting him go because I still love him. I’m sorry oppa I like you so much but.. I like Yonghwa more"

I shake my head, I don’t believe it she must be kidding me. I know that Yonghwa still in Seohyun heart but she say she already forget him

"No, Seohyun don’t do that to me, tell me the truth! Don’t tell me unbelievable reason like this"

I see her crying and she keep her head low

"I’m sorry Kyuhyun oppa but that the real reason, mianhe, I’ll transfer the day after tommorrow. Take care"

Seohyun run away from my sight and all I can do is just standing like a fool and cry. Why she do that to me, I love her so much but she left me alone.

Victoria POV

I just got home because I go to the amusement park with Changmin oppa. Me and Changmin become really close and he always beside me when I cry and sad. When I want to go in to the home someone grab my wrist and hug me. And I know who he is

"Kyu…" I hear his sobbing, I don’t know why he is crying but I just pat his back

"Qian, Seohyun leave me, she want to transferred school and the reason she do that because of her first love, what should I do?" I tightened the hug and comfort him.

"Kyu don’t cry, I hate to see you like this. Believe me you will be alright"

Seeing Kyuhyun like this make my heart ache, a part of me glad that Kyuhyun is not with Seohyun anymore but I don’t want to see Kyuhyun like this.

"Lets go home Kyuhyun, I’ll ask Hangeng ge to take you home"

After I take Kyuhyun to his home I decided to go to Seohyun house and ask her about all this problem.

"Seohyun-ah, why you do that to Kyuhyun?" she seems really sad when I see her

"Vic, all I said to Kyuhyun is the truth, I do like Kyuhyun but I love Yonghwa oppa, and I’m gonna go to Japan. Don’t say to Kyuhyun that I go to Japan, I beg you"

I really mad at what Seohyun said, my heart is boiling and I really want to punch her

"If you don’t really like Kyuhyun why you agree to become his girlfriend? Why you hurt her like this seo!!"

"You know Vic, I do like him but I don’t love him, I tought that if I start dating with Kyuhyun oppa I’ll able to forget Yonghwa, but the fact is I can’t, when I see him yesterday I can’t help it but my heart keep say to me that I must try to get him back and what make me so happy is I have a change to do so, and there is no reason I must stay with Kyuhyun.

I slap her and run to my car, my brother look at me for a while and began to start the car.

Seohyun is really transferred school, Kyuhyun condition is really bad. He is like a death person, all I can do is just try to cheer him up. Until one day I got sick because I stay all night to teach Kyuhyun some exam material.

"Qian, drink this I make it for you" my mom give me some China Traditional Medicine. Its really bitter but I really want to go to school tomorrow to make sure that Kyuhyun eat so I must drink it.

"Xie Xie mom, I love you" my mom kiss my forhead and I began to sleep.

I still don’t feeling well but I must go to school, Hangeng ge and Changmin oppa try to make me stay in home to take a rest but they failed. When lunchtime break I go to Kyuhyun class but I can’t find him.

"Sungmin where is Kyuhyun" I ask him worriedly

"He go out, I don’t know to where, Vic are you sick? Your face is so pale"

"I’m okay, thanks Sungmin"

I ran to all the place in school but I can’t find him then I remember one place that I don’t go check, rooftop. I ran to there and climb all the stairs I feel really dizzy but I must find Kyuhyun, and I see him look at the sky

"Kyu.." I call his name but then everything become dark.

When I open my eyes I see my parents,Hangeng Ge and Kyuhyun.

"What happen to me?" I look around

"Qian, you fainted in school don’t you remember? Mom will take your food and medicine" Mom my hair and then go out with my dad.

"Qian I has been say to you to take rest at home but you insisted, Kyuhyun can take care of himself why you force yourself when you sick to able to look after Kyuhyun, your to much" Hangeng ge get out from the room and I feel really sorry to my brother.

"Qian, I’m sorry I will go back to myself I promise! I don’t want to look you like this again" Kyuhyun smile and I see him smile I’m so happy right now because Kyu can smile. I hug him immidiatly

"Promise me Kyu, don’t ever leave me and be yourself again. Forget her and that painfull memories. Promise me!" Kyuhyun smile and pat my head