I wanted to drown

I wanted to be devoured, by the song playing on my iPod.

At the time everything seemed to make sense; at the time it was all for memories.

To be able to tell a story through my lyrics and people actually listened.

            “Jonghyun everything will get better. Just think positively okay?”  Key’s words were warm and filled with love.

            The thing was…

I know this may sound stupid…

But I don’t know how to think positively.

            I try every day to look at the positive side of everything

The arguments, I get in with my family,

the bad grades,

and the bad thoughts.

The only thing that brings me peace, is writing my songs.

It helps me with my thoughts,

and helps me piece my emotional puzzle together.