Cold Swim
Suho and Baekhyun's Diary
Joonmyeon
What does the queen desire in doing next? -chuckles-
Baekhyun
/runs water on them before putting them in the dishwasher and looks at you/ hmm does swimming sound nice to you hyung?
Joonmyeon
Don't you dare tell me you have a pool at your penthouse? -blinks- Gosh, Baek. You have a pool? -widens eyes-
Baekhyun
Did you forget the pool at the roof top hyung? /blinks/.. The one I skinny dip in at night time when drunk? Remember anything?
Joonmyeon
Oh wait. I thought you were kidding back then since I didn’t notice it. Oh god. YES, I want to try swimming in it to feel rich. -laughs-
Baekhyun
/laughs lightly/ you are rich! I saw your place hyung /squints my eyes at you/ so don't be saying that non-sense!
Joonmyeon
I am not! I just clean it a lot to look good. Your place is royalty compared to mine. -smiles- Swimming.. But I am not prepared with clothes..
Baekhyun
You can borrow the clothes hyung. I'm sure that my size will fit you ..I'm pretty sure /laughs lightly/ or you know go commando. /winks playfully/
Joonmyeon
Commando? Does that apply being fully unclothed? -blinks- Naaah, I can't. There are erts remember? -winks back-
Baekhyun
Yeah them s that could get rich by the amount of times they've seen my /laughs lightly/ so you borrow my clothes then~ I have lots of baggy clothes anyways
Joonmyeon
-laughs- They're fortunate to see 2 guys then. Naah, Baek. I was saying about my shorts. I can go topless, but can't wear this skinnies..
Baekhyun
Oh /nods/ then come~ you can borrow my shorts! /smiles and drags you to my spare room/ hmm pick which ever. /opens the walk in closet
Joonmyeon
I swear, every room keeps fascinating me!! -wanders around the closet- These black shorts looks alright. Can I borrow this??
Baekhyun
I didnt know i had that.. so you can have them /blinks/ i think they were supposed to be for someone but I think I just forgot to give it to them
Joonmyeon
Oooh, I guess you often brought guys around.. -chuckles a bit-
Baekhyun
Hmm no, not really.. I just had this massive shopping spree with a noona once /laughs lightly
Joonmyeon
You forgot all your clothes? -chuckles- I mean, look at all the clothes! There must be hundreds in here.
Baekhyun
I tend to go all out when shopping that's why .. /laughs lightly/ I'll wear these then /takes out a pair of red shorts
Joonmyeon
Alright, alright. -smiles and puts the short on my arm- Let's head outside!
Baekhyun
/nods and runs out of the room and ups the stairs/ come hyungie- oh! /collides with the glass door and ends up on the floor
Joonmyeon
Aigoo! Yah! I told you to be careful... -pouts and helps you up, rubbing your forehead- Are you alright?
Baekhyun
/rubs my head and stands up, holding onto you/.. I'm all good.. I forgot I closed it..
Joonmyeon
You should change the glass door to a visible one . I don't like have another accident to you!
Baekhyun
But I like glass doors.. It's just glass doors don't love me back hyungie /pretends to sob playfully before laughing out/ I'm just kidding, hmm maybe~
Joonmyeon
Thankful it wasn't a huge damage. Wouldn't like a scar now. -shakes head- Come, let's swim! -beams-
Baekhyun
Nae! /nods and smiles brightly, opening the doors and slipping out to the top level/ hmm I need to change though /takes my shirt off and moves to undo my pants
Joonmyeon
-gets a towel and covers you as I see the heads from the other buildings-
Baekhyun
Guardian hyung living up to his name once again~ /laughs and turns to you/ are you ready to swim hyung?
Joonmyeon
Ugh, aren't you irritated by them? We are in need of privacy too. -glances at your body for a bit then looks up at you- Aah neh, let me just change. -takes my clothes off and looks at the building- I'll change into the shorts in the bathroom.
Baekhyun
Hmm mot really, I’ve gotten used to them.. Nana and I are convinced they run a industry there../laughs lightly and nods/ arrasseo~
Joonmyeon
Eww, I wouldn't feel comfortable about that. -sighs and goes to the bathroom- Be right back.
Baekhyun
/nods and sits near the roses/ nae hyung~
Joonmyeon
-goes back with the shorts only and goes to you- Kajaaa!
Baekhyun
/blinks and looks at you for a while and beams/ nae!!
Joonmyeon
Is the shorts alright to me? -tilts my head and looks at the shorts that I am wearing-
Baekhyun
/nods even more/ of course they do hyung!
Joonmyeon
Splendid! -smiles brightly with a clap, looking at your swimwear and body- You look great too!
Baekhyun
Thanks hyung~/beams snd blushes lightly/ lets swim?
Joonmyeon
Thought you'd never ask. -smiles then goes near the pool, taking the stairs, dipping my feet- Not that cold. -nods and grins-
Baekhyun
/laughs lightly and dives in the deep end; surfaces and beams/
Joonmyeon
-dips fully and starts to swim around- You alright? -smiles as I go near you-
Baekhyun
Am good~ /swims to you too/ wah~ the water is soo nice~
Joonmyeon
Swimming wasn't always a hobby of mine, but I do love to swim if there are others around. Makes it more fun. -smiles and splashes you some water-
Baekhyun
Oh it’s fun swimming alone too.. Its calm and-kya! /is plashed with water/ this is war! /smiles and splashes you
Joonmyeon
-looks away to avoid the splashes, laughing wildly and trying to fight back, splashing to your direction- Didn't people tell you revenge isn't the best way?? -chuckles-
Baekhyun
/swims towards you/ i don't need peoples wise words muhahaha~ /splashes you more
Joonmyeon
-goes under the water to avoid all your attacks, pulling your legs underneath-
Baekhyun
/yelps and swims away/ nooes~ /looks down at the waters trying to look for you/
Joonmyeon
-goes up and sways hair- D'aaaw, why d'you run away? -laughs-
Baekhyun
Because!! /whines and splashes you more/.. Meanie hyung.
Joonmyeon
Now, now; I know you'll splash me eventually so I took the first move! -laughs and closes my eyes at the splash-
Baekhyun
/pokes your cheek/ good thinking hyung! /laughs lightly
Joonmyeon
-pokes your cheek as well and laughs too- I feel all wise now.
Baekhyun
You are wise~ /smiles and floats on my back/ the sky looks so nice today.
Joonmyeon
I am not! How many times must I say? -laughs a bit and looks at the sky- Too bad. I always like raining when swimming.
Baekhyun
Then always visit me so we can swim~ /sighs in content and smiles
Joonmyeon
-laughs teasingly- You just want me in here. Not that I don't like here, I feel so comfortable in your house!
Baekhyun
/nods and puts my chin up/ of course i do! /glances at you/ you're pretty awesome, hyung.
Joonmyeon
Awesome? -smiles- Why do you say so? -swims around-
Baekhyun
Because~ you just are!! /swims around too/ what do you want to do after this?
Joonmyeon
Okay then. -chuckles- You are too!! -smiles- I don't know, relax maybe. Swimming can be tiring.
Baekhyun
Hmm nae! /gets out of the pool and walks to the side before running and jumping in the pool
Joonmyeon
-looks away from the splash- Careful, okay? You might slip and bump your head.
Baekhyun
/stays underwater and lies in the bottom of the deep end
Joonmyeon
-looks at you below and waits for you to come up- Aigoo..
Baekhyun
/swims underwater and goes near you; pokes your leg
Joonmyeon
-wiggles my legs and laughs- A'yaah! Get up here, breathe some air!
Baekhyun
/surfaces up and laughs lightly/ oh this is nice~
Joonmyeon
What's nice? -blinks at you, wiping some pool water off my hair-
Baekhyun
This~ /flails/ the swimming
Joonmyeon M Kim
It is! My last swim was weeks ago. It's nice and I enjoy it too! -swims around-
Baekhyun
Hyung.. They're gone..
Joonmyeon
Wait, "They"?
Baekhyun
Inguk hyung and My kitten.. /sinks down the water
Joonmyeon
-pulls you up, eyes glistening with sadness- Did they say anything why..?
Baekhyun
/drops my head on your shoulder/.. .. They just said their goodbyes and that was it.
Joonmyeon
I'm really sorry about Chanyeol. -rubs your back- For Inguk Hyung though, he's actually my only Hyung! Why in the world did he suddenly leave?? -frowns-
Baekhyun
.. I lost two people I love today .
Joonmyeon
-hugs you tight- I'm sorry... you're going to be okay, everything will be okay, okay? -smiles weakly-
Baekhyun
N-nae hyung.. /nods/ I hope it will..
Joonmyeon
So, Hyung came back. Gah, I hate why he left but I'm very glad he's back!
Baekhyun
I'm glad too /smiles lightly
Joonmyeon
-hugs you again- Everything will be alright, alright Baekhyun? Hey, Queen Baek should always stay strong.
Baekhyun
/hugs you back and rests my head on your shoulder/.. I'm not as strong anymore.. hyung. I've gotten weaker.
Joonmyeon
-bites my lip and rubs circles at your back- Don't say that... -hugs you tight- Let's call it a day. You should rest. Let's get out in this pool.
Baekhyun
/nods and pulls away but holds onto your arm, slowly making my way out of the pool/..this is just too much to take in a day..
Joonmyeon
-rubs your arm- Hey... it's going to be alright. -smiles weakly and puts a towel around you- Just rest, okay?
Baekhyun
.. I hope so. /hides under the towel/.. you can take any change you want from the closet hyung.. I'll just get cleaned now, I guess /smiles softly and goes to shower
Joonmyeon
Of course. I'll try and make us some good dinner. -sighs at the gloom and goes to your closet to change-
Baekhyun
/gets in the bath and couldn't help but cry softly/..
Joonmyeon
-goes to shower also at another bathroom and stares blankly at space; finishing after few minutes and changes; knocks at your bathroom door- Baek, you alright?
Baekhyun
/has cried myself to sleep in the bath
Joonmyeon
-knocks again, slightly louder- Baekhyun.. are you alright??
Baekhyun
/slowly stirs from my sleep
Joonmyeon
Baekhyun?! -starts to shout and forces the door open; rushing towards you and shakes you- Baek!!
Baekhyun
.../blinks at you/.. h-hyung?
Joonmyeon
-exhales in relief- Are you alright? I'm knocking for 5 minutes already and I didn't have an answer. I was really scared! -hugs your head-
Baekhyun
..I'm sorry hyung.. I fell asleep /blushes lightly and bites my lip/.. I'll dry up now
Joonmyeon
Thank god, I thought of you trying to cut yourself because that's what some sad people do and.. -covers my face with my hand and cries softly-
Baekhyun
.. h-hyung I wouldn't cut.. no don't cry /bites my lip and leans to hug you/.. I- I just fell asleep
Joonmyeon
-hugs you back- I'm really silly.. -chuckles a bit, sniffing- Just.. I don't want to see you so sad. -pulls away quickly, noticing you - Ughm.. I'll be out the door..
Baekhyun
I'm sorry I've made you feel this way hyung and oh../blushes and sinks down the water/.. n-nae
Joonmyeon
It's okay. -goes out and speaks behind the door- I'll go make something to eat.
Baekhyun
/quickly steps out of the tub and dries myself
Joonmyeon
-starts take out a strawberry cake that's in the fridge; putting it in a small plate-
Baekhyun
/wears my clothes and makes my way to the kitchen/ hyung..?
Joonmyeon
I don't know what to cook.. -hands you the strawberry cake shyly-
Baekhyun
/takes it with a small smile/ gomawo hyung
Joonmyeon
D'aaw. -hugs you tightly- I really miss the jolly Baekhyun already.
Baekhyun
/doesn't bother to use the fork and move to bite the top of the cake as you hugged me/ ..sorry but you'd have to deal with gloomy baek for a while hyung.
Joonmyeon
I'll stay by your side. I'll do anything to keep you company. -smiles softly and places an icing at your nose- You messy kid.. -chuckles a bit-
Baekhyun
/wrinkles my nose and uses the fork this time/.. that was not even classy. .. sorry you had to see that hyung.
Joonmyeon
-kisses your nose- It's okay. Do you want to sleep afterwards? I can ready your bed.
Baekhyun
ani, not yet.. /shakes my head/ I want wine hyung..
Joonmyeon
What?? No way!! -shakes my head violently- I won't let you! -frowns-
Baekhyun
/bites my lip and sighs softly/.. one bottle?
Joonmyeon
Let me ask you. What's so good about wine? It makes things worse.
Baekhyun
..wine. The taste. it tastes like berries. It makes me forget about reality sometimes. ..
Joonmyeon
Baekhyun.. I know you're really sad.. I want to help you, really I do. And I think wine's not the way in solving this.
Baekhyun
.../bites my lip and eats a strawberry/.. If you think so /nods and sits on top of the table
Joonmyeon
-smiles weakly, takes seat beside you and looks down-
Baekhyun
/lies back and continues eating the cake/
Joonmyeon
Missing your face, missing your touch... Missing your name, your love... Missing every little bit of you... -smiles a bit as I sing softly-
Baekhyun
../leaves the cake and moves to hug you/..
Joonmyeon
Baby would you meet me halfway cause I'm down for you. Oh, the many things that I would do. Just to feel you, hold you. Man it's so hard not to have you here.. You're probably sitting like me, wishing you baby now.. Promise to listen before you sleep. And as I stare at the stars and the moon, wishing that I could be there with you. It's okay, it's alright.. Baby listen to this lullaby, goodnight sleep tight, come away with me tonight. -hugs you back-
Baekhyun
../lets my tears fall gently and hides my face on your shoulder/..
Joonmyeon
-pats your back, placing my chin at your head- Shhh, everything will be okay.
Baekhyun
/shakes softly and continues to cry
Joonmyeon
Let's get you to bed. It's been a long day. -smiles softly-
Baekhyun
/nods and pulls away/.. i- i'm sorry I stained you with my tears.. I didn't mean it hyung.. /bites my lip
Joonmyeon
-chuckles a bit- I really don't care. I just want you happy.
Baekhyun
..let's head to bed hyung? /tugs on your sleeve and leads us to the spare bedroom
Joonmyeon
-smiles and escorts your way through- I'll sleep by your side. -smiles-
Baekhyun
.. nae. /enters the room and lies on the bed, curling to my side/
Joonmyeon
-lies in my side and hugs your back tightly-
Baekhyun
/closes my eyes but stays awake
Joonmyeon
Do y-you.. feel any better now?? -speaks as a murmur-
Baekhyun
../nods slightly and notices something shiny on the bedside table, moves and reaches for it/.. h-he left it. /clutches the necklace in my palm/..
Joonmyeon
-takes your palm with the necklace and gently puts it in your chest- Wear it close to your heart. I bet he will never forget you too. -smiles dearly-
Baekhyun
Fire.. blue opal. It resembles the galaxies.. I gave to him because I once said he was my world.. my galaxies. my everything. /grips it and turns my back to you/.. I .. don't know what to do now hyung.. I’m lost.
Joonmyeon
-stays silent and looks at the necklace; hugs you again instead- I know it's hard... People do come and go, Baek. It but.. it's really sad when it happens. It's like, witnessing something die. -sighs- But on the bright side... doors close, and new ones open. People care for you.. they don't want you sad. I don’t like you sad..
Baekhyun
../bites my lip and leans on you/.. i know.. I'm not like this.. I wasn't like this hyung.. why have I gotten so weak? Easily hurt?.. I was nothing like this.. /wipes my tears away/.. And I guess I need time..
Joonmyeon
I fully understand you. Time is the remedy. -smiles a bit- It's okay, Baek. Strong people like you sometimes get hurt too. But you fought well. I'm proud of you. -gives you a gentle squeeze-
Baekhyun
...I'm laying off relationships. Bump love. Love hurts me too much. /sniffles and looks at you/ .. thank you for being here with me hyung.. Thank you for living up to your name.
Joonmyeon
Living it up to my name sounded like I do it because of the title. -shakes head- Aniyo, this is just what I want.. I don't like it people sad. -smiles- I understand you.. sometimes, love gives you so much joy, and it also gives you so much pain. That's the reason to why I never wanted in one. That ones that confess.. I said no because I didn't love the thought of them being extremely sad.
Baekhyun
...I'll just play or whatever it is I did before having feelings.. /rubs my eyes/ why do we have to love hyung? How could something that feels so good one moment, be something that feels like it's practically taken your heart away, the next? I don't understand love hyung.
Joonmyeon
Know this, Baekhyun. I know losing Chanyeol, the one love of your life, is the greatest pain... but Chanyeol isn't the only one in your life. You should still be grateful you have many good friends! Some things are good and bad… we live to fight for the good ones. I know Chan will forever be in your heart... Remember him because of his love and not because he leaves. Greater good things are what keep us intact and living.
Baekhyun
/listens to your words and chews my lip/.. I guess you're right.. You're always right anyways. /looks at you/ why can't I be wise like you? .. I don't even know what to do anymore, hyung. I guess time will only tell.
Joonmyeon
Sleep. You need it, you need all the rest. -smiles- You're going to be alright. -ruffles your hair-
Baekhyun
..arrasseo /nods and wraps the necklace on my wrist and lies back down
Joonmyeon
Have a good rest. -smiles then closes eyes, drifting to sleep-
Baekhyun
/hugs his pillow and drifts to sleep also/
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