[Juillet’s POV]

“Quite from school? What do u mean?!” my brother raise his right eyebrow and look at me sharply

I know my brother might be annoyed by my request, yea if I were him I would be upset too..

I know im too much I tell him if I want to quite of school but I have my own reason.

“U don’t understand” I replied with a flat tone.

I still sit and I’m talking without see him

“I UNDERSTAND COMPLETELY! I KNOW RIGHT, JUI!” he raised his voice and also he paced back and forth in front of me.

“No, u don’t” still replied with a flat tone and answer him without see his face.

“LOOK AT ME! U CAN GET THROUGH THIS! I EVER FEEL BULLIED TO WHEN I WAS IN SCHOOL, U JUST NEED TO STAY STRONG!! CAN'T U Huh!?”

I know he really mad with me now.he seemed miffed.

“No. I cant”

“NO! U CAN! PLEASE JUI! BE CONFIDANCE! BE STRONG!” he raised his voice again and even more highe and he shook my shoulder.

I just quite and still didn’t see his face..

Still quite..

Still quite..

“No, I cant” same answer, same result, same repy. Only one point, I cant and that’s not easy for me.

“OH GOD PLEASE TELL HER! HELP MY LITTLE SISTER… OH MY!!!”

he screamed loudly and went to his room. he still shouted on his way to his room.

And I also went to my room. Im lying I my bed.

Its easy for him but not the same for me.. be a strong girl? I tried, I want to but it looks like the world will incereasingly to make me weak..

I really wanna quite from school.. I know I just moved and I just go to school today *its my first day*but Im afraid for the next.

Its like a nightmare in my first day, I cant imagine what it would be like for the next day.

It might be more bad, more cruel ad maybe it’ll killing me..

Amuteun, my conclusion is to be a strong girls isn’t easy for me and I obviously couldn’t..

its boring right?!

isnt it?..-_____-

i hope u guys still reading it huff

thank u bfr :(