[Juillet’s POV]

Idk what happened again.. I swear Idk her..

I sit down on my chair while smoothed my hair.. I still looked down..

I wanna cry.. its not help me at all.. I think it’ll be better but im wrong..

I took of my eyeglasses and put down on my table..

My tears began to fall.. its my first day.. I wanna started my new live, I even just want to start..

b-but what the hell is this.. its like my long nightmare..

I woke up and dreamed the same thing again.. I can not stand it!

I wanna quite from school.. I want to life just by myself.. I want to be alone..

If being lonely s better for me.. I wanna leave as a lonely person forever..

Why the world is not fair, why everyone around me s always abandoned me, why I always forgotten by people..

its like the world turned me down.. I shouldn’t born in this perfect world..

Ring.. ring.. ring.. bell rang, recess s over..

I quickly wipe my tears and use my eyeglass.

“Yaaa… everybody… Mr. Dongjun cant attend today, there s something he must do. So we just should studying ourself” someone said

studying ourself? u guys don’t even open the book.. they r too noisy, I couldn’t studying myself..

“Hey ‘Trash”! how r u?! ah u must be wanna feel like u wanna quite of this school, right? Geunyang hae! It’ll be good for us!”

she laughed at me.. idk her.. im not seeing her face..

I keep looked down and dicided to go out and sitting on the lawn chair.

Ahh … yeogie johda!.. i sigh

its quite.. just me and this book and this chair and this tree and this wind and this sunlight..

I love here,  but I cant stand here.. I wanna quite of this school and I’ll talking about this with my brother after I go home.. huh

I just wanna stayed and study at home, it’ll be good for me and for them..

and i'd better quite from this school as soon as possible..

short update.. sorry.. hhhh

i change my plan..

if i said bfr that i'll update every friday, but i decided to update twice a week.. hoho..

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