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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MzCbEdtNbJ0

BigBang-Haru Haru (A/N: This is not the end yet)

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G-Dragon and Taeyang continued to visit you at the hospital.

As they said, they kept this all from T.O.P.

But it was also something they didn't need to explain.

Because T.O.P. was always outside before they even woke up.

G-Dragon and Taeyang tried to keep you laughing and positive of the success of the surgery.

But somehow you felt empty.

Like someone or something was missing.

Regretting something that happened already.

So one day, you picked up and started to write.

A letter for T.O.P.

As you wrote the letter you slowly thought about what you had done these 25 pitiful years.

Loving then breaking. Over and over again.

All because you had something that would not let you live anymore.

Because you were a girl without hope.

As you wrote the few words to T.O.P., tears started to fall and blur the words a little.

You knew this day would come.

The day when T.O.P. would just give you his back.

You wouldn't be surprised since you ditched him very suddenly and dirtily.

It's right. I don't deserve to live anymore. I'm only a pain in the back for others. You think while you double over, tears flowing down your cheek.

"Su-bin! Are you alright?! Do you need to vomit again?!" G-Drag