Things got weird for me in 2011.  I was nineteen years old and for the first time in my life my past came back to bite me. When I tried out for SM Entertainment I had expected to debut almost immediately, but then a year passed, and then another, and I showed no signs of ever leaving training. I know that a lot of people trained for years (like Teukkie-hyung, and Kim Heechul-hyung) but others were only in it for months (like Ryeowook-hyung, and Kyuhyun-hyung) and that was a sore spot for me. In 2007 I made many bad choices one of which came back to haunt me four years later.