I walk down the beach alone,looking at the blue sea.Its been a year since I debuted as an artist,an idol,all thanks to someone for helping me,someone who I never get to thanked before.

 

I took out a letter,a letter which my mother passed me through the mail,slowly,I tear of the pink envelope and took out the letter.

 

Slowly,I unfold the letter and look through its content.

 

 Dear Hongbin,

 

 

A tears escape from my eyes,I didn't know she have feelings for me,and I can't return those feelings for her,and now I'm healthy,but she's the one who left.

 

I wipe the tears from the corner of my eyes and stood up,smiling at the blue sky above me,hoping she will look at me from heaven, "HaNa-ah,how are you doing up there?are you watching over me?are you proud of me now?are you the one who send me that white teddy bear?the one with our initial?why didn't I notice that white teddy has a meaning?how can you do this to me?i'm suffering because you're not here..but you must be proud aren't you?i finally make my dream into a reality..anyway,I hope you're happy..I love you and I will always keep you in my memories..goodbye.."

 

"today we have a special stage by VIXX Hongbin!who would you dedicate this song to?"

 

"I would like to dedicate this special song to my special someone,I just wished she was here to see me perform,but she will see me in heaven isn't she?"

 

"I look forward to your performance,and she will be proud of you.."

 

I took my place on the middle of the stage and the spotlight immediately shone down on me.

 

 

I smile as the crowd clap their hands and stood up. *i know you see this..*