Yiruma - May Be

Sometimes , the heart sees what is invisible to the eyes

- H. Jackson Brown , JR

Baekhyun walks inside his house slowly with a tired face .

He thought something good will happen that night .

Oh boy , he is wrong .

He goes to his room and ready to throw himself to the bed but stops when he remembers the post that he made that evening .

After changing clothes , he turns on the laptop and put it on the bed .

He looks at the clock .

11.55 p.m

When he remembers that tommorrow is Saturday , he smiles softly .

Taking an off from work is okay , right ?

His hands begin to type some words on the laptop . .

Let's get back to my story .

I don't think the story of my life is that great .

Since I was young , I used to lose people who was very important to me .

I lost my mother when I just learned how to walk .

 I lost my grandmother when I was in the kindergarten .

I lost my grandfather when I was entering adulthood .

And , I lost her  because of my own stupid mistake .

I have my father only .

He is the only person that I feel comfortable with but yet , I feel so distant to him .

We talk for a short time , asking each other about our day , works .

Never once we talk about mother .

When I was 10 years old , I was being sent to my aunt , to take care of me .

My aunt lived in the countryside of South Korea .

Jinju , South Gyeonsang

I understand  that my father was really busy at that time .

Trying to find time for me when he also did not have time for himself .

I do not have any friends until I was a sophomore back then .

That time , I moved back to Incheon .

My aunt passed away and just like what I stated above , I tend to lose someone .

I met Chanyeol , Chen , Kyungsoo and Yixing , who were at the same age as me .

Kai , Sehun and Tao , who were a year younger than me .

Minseok , Luhan , Kris and Suho , who were a year older than me .

When I say my life is not that great , I do not lie .

I lost some of my memories at the age of 18 .

When I woke up from my coma ,  , I thought I was sixteen years old .

I thought it was winter back then .

They told me that I lost memory- not all but some of them and was in coma for five months .

Luckily , I did graduated just that I did not attend the graduation day .

I stayed another week at the hospital before I got discharged .

I got home with my father and also the driver . My father quickly left when I entered the house .

" I have works to do . I will meet you , tonight . "

I did not respond and just made my way to my room when I noticed a photo of me and a girl were smiling happily as we look at each other's eyes .

I scrunched up my eyebrows , still looking at the photo .

A familiar scene started to come and I sat on the bed , with my hands on my head .

The soud of the rain .

People were cheering .

A girl bumped with me .

I looked at her speechless .

The music room .

The kiss .

I panted heavily . I looked at the picture for the last time before I go to sleep .

Until now , I am still trying to recollect them .

Chanyeol only know the basic of my relationship with that girl .

He told me that we acted like a couple but when being asked if we were couple or not , we answered we were just friends.

I got into an accident before the day of her graduation day .

I have her pictures in my diary .

From the first entry dated , 14 December 2006 until the last entry , 14 January 2008 .

It's all about her .

Until I asked myself if I was her stalker back then .

I found a bracelet in that diary also .

I found it to be weird but still , I wore it .

And , I am wearing it now .

My heart told me to wear that often . As it will be the source of my luck .

Right now , I am still searching for her .

Because maybe , I can remember something from her .

And find the reason why I fell in love with her back then .

Baekhyun yawns as he sends the post .

He does not even bother to read them back .

What he wants right now is to sleep .

He quickly lays down on his bed after closing the laptop .

Ara looks at Yoonjo's room .

Hyelim , the other housemate , maybe still at the party with Joohee and Nara .

She remembers perfectly how Yoonjo quickly brought her to outside ,

Tears were streaming down on her face .

Ara let out a sad smile .

It's not Baekhyun who caught her attention .

It's not some hot guys .

It's not some girls who were wearing skimpy dress .

How she wishs that Yoonjo would see the guy who was talking to Baekhyun .

So , both of them would comfort each other .

It's a guy who taught her to love someone but never teach her how to forget him back .

The guy who she sacrificed everything just to be with him .

The guy who left the deepest scar in her heart until no one , nothing can heal it .

Tears start to form in her eyes .

A name comes out from , whispering ,

" Luhan "

Aloha! >.< Yeah~~ An update from me ! I just know that maybe this story sounds confusing . My friend read this and she said , ' Yoonjo's chapter sounds like a diary ". Well , maybe it sounds like it but nope , it's not . Maybe at the next chapter , or after the next chapter will explain all about this . I will not do double update tonight . I'm having a sleepover with my friends and obviously , I will not have time to do another update .

But , I want to ask a question .

Ara will not play a big role in this story but I reallyyy want to make her .

So , what do you guys think if I make a spin-off of this about Ara , Luhan and Chanyeol ?

Yes.

Chanyeol also is a part of Ara's story .

But , it will happen if you want me to write the spin-off

So , thank you for reading and two awesome peoples who upvoted , jinahsoul and GGJjang9

a really big thaaaank you !

So , please give some opinions please~~\

a gif of my *cough* eyecandy at the moment .

farania is signing out !