How am I looked?

In your eyes, from your place?

These days of mine filled with false things.

I search for a light place over the darkness,

spreading the only wing left for me...

I will reach the truth in this world.

I'm still here and have been searching as before, for a place I can fit in.

I heartly wish, this feeling could reach you at least,..

....I want nothing else.

Why am I crying? Why am I lost? Why did i stop?

When will I grew up? How long can I stay a child?

Please tell me,...

Where have I came running from? Where am I running to?

I had no place to live. I couldn't find one,

I don't know if I could have any hope for the future.

They always said I was a strong child,

They praised me saying, "you must be strong not to cry."

I didn't want those words at all...

...so I pretend not to understand.

Why are you Laughing? Why are you by my side?

Why are you leaving me?

Please tell me....

When did you become strong? 

Since when you felt weakness?

How long must you wait for the day you understand to come?

The sun is rising, you must go soon...

I must go soon...

We can't stay in the same place forever.

Someday, you will be betrayed by your trust in people,

I thought it was the same as being rejected.

....I definitely knew too much.

They always said I was a carefree child,

the more people said things like that,

the more laughing became agony...

I thought I was alone,..

I thought that surely that kind of life is appropriate.

But I was wrong.

I want to smile...

I want to make my life big...

because then,...

...you can never forget me.

Author's Note:

hello everyone!!..

..this is my fourth fanfiction,...i hope you will all enjoy it!

this story is dedicated to all of the readers who supports my one-shot fanfiction "How Our Story Ended"

..if you hadn't read that one, you better read that first because this one, is prior to that story...

here is the link: http://www.asianfanfics.com/story/view/477801/how-our-story-ended-drama-fluff-romance-sulli-exo-exok-kai

...i also want to thank my co-author Ki-Mi-Na,

who happily agreed to collaborate with me...

hope you all enjoy reading this!!^.^

do not plagiarize! make your own!..

love and kisses...

AnonymouO