Seohyun's POV or Aika's  POV   Aunt just came back in the room and I asked, "Did anyone just called us?' With nervousness of her reply, I fiddled my fingers, letting them annoyingly brushing criss-crossed each other.   "It's your ex boyfriend, Henry Lau." My aunt answered me with her small, petite voice. Trying not to show her pitiness for Henry.    I whisperly oh-ed her with my mouth. Some part of me felt that guiltiness started to grow up deep inside my heart. If only I were to tell him the truth for the reason why I broked up, I would finally feel that when I die from this planet called, Earth, with peace and free to wonder around hell or heaven.   Thinking about it, makes me feel that there is a imaginary lump at the back of my throat. Blinking my eyes to snap back to reality, I felt a warm water droplets being rolled down to my cheek from my eye's socket. Finally realizing that I have been holding this tears of guiltiness ever since I came into this room with Aunt.   Some part of me wants to end with my life real quick without having ay worries about Henry moving on from me, as long as he sile, I will smile whenever I sees him from afar in Heaven or in Hell. I am willing to serve my punishment in Hell for what I had done wrongly in any ways in my entire life ever since I was being born into this world and until I leave this world and back to the place where I belong to before I was being born, when the actualt time has come.   An hour later.   "Honey, have you prepared yourself yet?"   Aunt asked me so that I am ready to go out with a 'final' hangout or so-called 'date' with Aunt Seo.   "Yeah, as ever as ready Mom." My real mom got into a car crash with my dad while they are on their way to my graduation day in my high school. So, I only left with my Aunt.   I replied back with my husky voice. I had nearly almost had stop talking to everyone around me except the doctors and the nurses going in and out to check up on me and my health.   As far as I know, during the whole duration for me not to speak to anyone is now almost nearly 3 months and a quarter. I usually will write everything what I want to say in a small notebook where Aunt bought for me since I stubbornly refuse to speak up until today.   Drinking plenty of water beforehand and we checked out of the hospital.    It has also been a while since I walk around the hospit