Quick AN: here's the very expected chapter.. xD i finally had the courage to do this again.. and yes, i deleted the AN chapter. :P
 

 After all, I don't want to go home. Why I didn't listenned my conscience when I was outside? Why did I let my pride win?
 I know Rasa wasn't going home like Ao and I don't feel like go after him. I don't know what to do or say to him.
 I leave the mall and just walk, hiding behind my tears.
 I walk and walk and at the same time I try to think about something else but this.

...

 I thought about going to one of my save places but Rasa know them all. Rasa is in them all. 
 Every and single place is full of memories with Rasa and now, without him, I have nowere to go.
 He's always with me and now... 

 I only can think about this and how I hate myself for being like this, for being the source of all the problems that will appear from this situation, not only for me and Rasa but for the rest of the members.
 They may not say anything but they will think, and I will feel like a piece of for the rest of my not so glamorous existence.

...

 My phone is vibrating inside my pocket for the past hours. And even without looking I know its J-Hyo. And maybe Ao. Just maybe.
 I finally take my phone of my pocket and I stare at it. The first thing I look at is the digital clock: 11pm.
 I look at the sky. I haven't even realised it was dark already. I haven't even realised it had rained and I was soaked wet.
 Secondly, I look at the missing calls.

   J-Hyo
   J-Hyo
   J-Hyo
   J-Hyo
   Ao
   E-Den
   J-Hyo
   J-Hyo
   King
   J-Hyo
   J-Hyo
   J-Hyo
   Ao
   J-Hyo
   J-Hyo
   J-Hyo

 And about 10 more from J-Hyo.
 And Rasa called me once. He's still worried about me, after all I've done.

 Thirdly, I saw the messeges.
 8 messeges from J-Hyo.


     "Ao told us. Come home, I'me worried."

     "It's cold. Do you even have a jacket?"

     "He's not here. Lets talk. I'm worried."

     "Jun! It's raining! Come home!"

     "Everyone is worried. Please answer our calls."

     "Even Rasa is worried. Call me."

     "It's already dinner time. Eat something"

     "Jun, it's 10.30pm! For Godness' sake call me!"

 Yes, I'm cold, but the arms that could warm me up aren't here.
 Yes, I'm hungry, but the person who would feed me isn't here.
 I made all of them worried.
 All of this is may fault.

 I look at the phone once again.
 

 From: Ao
                  "Hyung, sorry, but i was worried, i told the other hyungs. please come home."

 From: King
                  "Jun, we are worried. At least text if you dont want to talk with us."

 
From: E-Den
                  "Hey pabo!! You are making us all worried. And yes, ALL. Just say you're not dead please. You're making jhyo go insane! And you're not the one who's here to calm him down! TEXT US!"

 Tears start to run down my face and I decido to text E-Den back, since he's the one who's not making a drama out of all this.

 To: E-Den
                 "I'm alive and i have money."

 From: E-Den
                 "Eat. I'll told them to go to sleep so you can come home and sleep in peace. Sorry if i fail with jhyo."

 I almost smile at the last sentence.
 I do as I was told and slowly getting up, I walk to the nearest convinience store and buy some instant ramen.
 
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Hi everyone ^^
This was so short and not that wow and i blame
what happened (last week i updated and i forgot to save it
or something, i dont remember) for it.
It was awesome and now it's stupid.. xD
Once again, sorry. 

All the comments are apreciated. Even if its to say this . xD really.
Thank you for reading ^^