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Dear Diary

12/02/15

Dear Diary,

They still won't tell me what's wrong. I asked if I could see Seunghyun-hyung, but he's in surgery right now. When I asked to see Seungri, Taeyang just gave me a look. It was a look I never saw before, and I hope I never see it again. Seungri di He's dea 

I will never be able to visit Seungri. 

Maybe some day, I can tell you why.

I just can't bring myself to say it right now. I'm sorry.

~ Smiling Angel D-LITE ^-^ <3

 

13/02/15

Dear Diary,

I'm starting to get upset. They won't let us see Seunghyun. I need to see that playful smirk and dark, onyx eyes. I need to hear his deep, kind voice. I need to feel his warmth around me. I just need him. Jiyong is really broken up about Seungri. I mean, we all are, but he took it the hardest. They were really close..

I just need to keep smiling.

I just need to keep praying.

I just need Seunghyun..

~ Smiling Angel D-LITE ^-^ <3

 

13/02/15

Dear Diary,

I had a dream last night, and I just needed to share. Well, it wasn't a dream, more as a memory. You see, I really wanted to go drinking on New Years with the Seunghyuns. At first, I thought they just didn't want me there, then I thought, maybe I'm not fun to be around?

What if some how, God didn't want me in that car, because he knew they would crash? I'm not saying God favors me, but what I don't understand is, if this is true, why would God save me, and not Seunghyun? Why not the attractive and famous multi-talented idols? Why me? 

~ Smiling Angel D-LITE ^-^ <3

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hasusmile #1
9/7/2013 and now is the end of 2016 :)))))
I have just read your fic, "Dear diary" and then... it make me cry. Your writing...your fic... It's awsome!
I really love your fic and I want to ask you if I can translate it to Vietnamese? I promise to take out with full credit and send you the link to the translation as soon as I finish translating and post this.
It's too late but I'm looking forward to your reply <3
Zimmy02 #2
Chapter 13: no! why? why?! ;A;
I'm just... my todae fell

btw thank you for the story author-nim :')
esja3224 #3
Chapter 13: No. NOO. WHY?! ARGHH :( this is so beautifully written, and the saddest fic ever. Good job author-nim, though I'll still hate you for killing Seunghyun and Seungri, and breaking my Dae XD

Write more Dae pairings please! :) But happy ones! Fighting!
AniDarckSugaR #4
Chapter 13: NO OMG I can´t STOP CRYING ;_; I´m depressed becuase of this..My Seung Hyun...My Dae...My Seungri ;_; MY FEELINGS X,DDD
This is the saddes fanfic I´ve read..Why? DSAJHADGJDHS *DIES* X,D
Arvena #5
Why?! Why?! I can't stop crying... I really wanted it to end up in some happy way... But I guess that's the deal about life. We can't choose the future. I was perfect, perfect in every single way. Although I was crying all the time, I was crying because I could feel all those emotions radiating through your words. It was brilliant, amazing and simply perfect...

I'm waiting for more ToDae. Please, write more.
Congratulations again.
And this time rather than with lots of love-I think it's more lots of tears and pain...
Arvena :3
RadiantBelle #6
Chapter 13: CRYING. CRYING SO HARD
Michi-Dae #7
Chapter 13: Waaah! Gosh! I think my heart just stopped... Why life is soo hard? Why Top? Why Seungri? I need to calm down... Ok... This is only a fanfic, this is not going to happen right?!?! RIGHT? I will get my emotions straighten first... Please, author-nim, more Todae or Gdae, or whatever pairing there is Dae! <3 saranghae! ^^
Michi-Dae #8
Chapter 11: Wait! No! You can't! Why?! I cried since the first chapter... How can you do something like this to my pure heart? How could you?
Arvena #9
I love it... Words can't describe how much I love this story. And to be honest, I really feel shivers go up and down my spine when I read the next chapter. I love how you send us little messages by these crossed lines! It's a brilliant idea! And the most wonderful is that even when you read this you can feel that this is happy and positive story, you can still feel how hard it is for Dae, how he is hurting inside.

Well... It's brilliant. One of the best I've read. And my only worry is that you will finish it with sad ending... I hope that maybe they can be togheter?

I'm always waiting for your next chapter.

With lots, lots, lots of love,
Arvena :3
AniDarckSugaR #10
Chapter 11: OMG what happened? ;___; No no no no ;o;
OMG you need to update, I think I´m going to cry a lot x,DDD
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