Page 11 : Wake Up

Dear Diary

07/03/15

Dear Diary,

So I'm rehearsing what I will be saying to Seunghyun. It has to be perfect. I'm going to play Try Smiling as background music (aish is that too cheesey? haha OTL)

I'll talk about how kind he was to me when we were trainees, he always calmed me down when I worried about my vocals. How even though they teased me, calling me ugly, he always told me in secret I was handsome. How over the years we grew even closer, I'll tell him how happy it made me when he enjoyed my meals. I'll mention him saving my life..and how I can't imagine life without him..how he is my hero, my idol..

and how I've secretly been head over heels in love with him for eight years..

I want to tell him tonight, now that I have it perfectly versed, but I have to wait until he recovers..

Must be patient, Daesung!! >-<

~Smiling Angel D-LITE ^-^ <3

 

08/03/15

Dear Diary,

I can't write. 

I'm sorry.

Maybe one day I can explain why. 

~Smiling Angel D-LITE 

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hasusmile #1
9/7/2013 and now is the end of 2016 :)))))
I have just read your fic, "Dear diary" and then... it make me cry. Your writing...your fic... It's awsome!
I really love your fic and I want to ask you if I can translate it to Vietnamese? I promise to take out with full credit and send you the link to the translation as soon as I finish translating and post this.
It's too late but I'm looking forward to your reply <3
Zimmy02 #2
Chapter 13: no! why? why?! ;A;
I'm just... my todae fell

btw thank you for the story author-nim :')
esja3224 #3
Chapter 13: No. NOO. WHY?! ARGHH :( this is so beautifully written, and the saddest fic ever. Good job author-nim, though I'll still hate you for killing Seunghyun and Seungri, and breaking my Dae XD

Write more Dae pairings please! :) But happy ones! Fighting!
AniDarckSugaR #4
Chapter 13: NO OMG I can´t STOP CRYING ;_; I´m depressed becuase of this..My Seung Hyun...My Dae...My Seungri ;_; MY FEELINGS X,DDD
This is the saddes fanfic I´ve read..Why? DSAJHADGJDHS *DIES* X,D
Arvena #5
Why?! Why?! I can't stop crying... I really wanted it to end up in some happy way... But I guess that's the deal about life. We can't choose the future. I was perfect, perfect in every single way. Although I was crying all the time, I was crying because I could feel all those emotions radiating through your words. It was brilliant, amazing and simply perfect...

I'm waiting for more ToDae. Please, write more.
Congratulations again.
And this time rather than with lots of love-I think it's more lots of tears and pain...
Arvena :3
RadiantBelle #6
Chapter 13: CRYING. CRYING SO HARD
Michi-Dae #7
Chapter 13: Waaah! Gosh! I think my heart just stopped... Why life is soo hard? Why Top? Why Seungri? I need to calm down... Ok... This is only a fanfic, this is not going to happen right?!?! RIGHT? I will get my emotions straighten first... Please, author-nim, more Todae or Gdae, or whatever pairing there is Dae! <3 saranghae! ^^
Michi-Dae #8
Chapter 11: Wait! No! You can't! Why?! I cried since the first chapter... How can you do something like this to my pure heart? How could you?
Arvena #9
I love it... Words can't describe how much I love this story. And to be honest, I really feel shivers go up and down my spine when I read the next chapter. I love how you send us little messages by these crossed lines! It's a brilliant idea! And the most wonderful is that even when you read this you can feel that this is happy and positive story, you can still feel how hard it is for Dae, how he is hurting inside.

Well... It's brilliant. One of the best I've read. And my only worry is that you will finish it with sad ending... I hope that maybe they can be togheter?

I'm always waiting for your next chapter.

With lots, lots, lots of love,
Arvena :3
AniDarckSugaR #10
Chapter 11: OMG what happened? ;___; No no no no ;o;
OMG you need to update, I think I´m going to cry a lot x,DDD
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