Donghae and I  entered the house.Donghae sat on the couch and I sat beside him.It was really quiet.I saw that he was very tired and pale so I went to the kitchen to make some dinner.We were out almost the whole day

Donghae's father died that morning. I got a call and i went to the hospital immediatly.There was Donghae's family and i saw Donghae sitting on  a bench with his hands around his head.His dad was in a car crash and he  died in the hospital this morning.It was  a huge shock for the whole family especially for Donghae.He was just sitting there alone and i wanted to go and hug him and give him all my strenght and i did.I put my hand on his shoulder,he looked at me and stood up.Then I embraced him and i felt that he was trembling.

His family had to arrange the funeral and Donghae insisted to stay.I stayed with him the whole day and then we got home..He was quiet and i understood so I didn't speak either.I had to give him time.Then we went into my house and here we are eating dinner.I interrupted the silence,when we sat on the couch again.I took his hand dand i felt how cold it was.He squeezed it and smiled.

-Thank you for today!-he said

-You dont wanna talk right?

-I will-just not today.-he smiled with the saddest smile and i caressed his hand 

-Im here-i just wanted you to know that

We went to to bed really early.I grasped his hand and I kissed him goodnight.Donghae said he was really tired but he couldnt fall asleep until after midnight.When he finally fell asleep i thought that he is finally calm.I was wrong