Friends With Benefits
Thought We Were Best FriendsHyuna runs away from the place where she puts down the present, she does not understand why she has to run right now, but all she can do for her girl is leaving this place. There are quiet a few couples in the same place, enjoying their datings. Hyuna is the only one who does not have a partner and keeps running in the place. She finds herself so embarrassing and weird. "Watch out!" A couple riding a big couple bicycle shouts. They are almost crashing into each other, luckily she is able to dodges. However, she falls from a small slope. The couple gets off their bike and runs to Hyuna and see if she is alright. "I'm alright. I'm fine." Hyuna dose not want to lift up her face to let people know who she is since she is feeling extremely embarrassed.
"You're bleeding, girl. Maybe I'll call the ambulance?" The boyfriend asks.
"Nope. I'm fine!" She answers as she stands up and runs away.
"Hey!" The boyfriend shouts.
"Why am I embarrassing myself? Why am I running even I'm injured? Why am I always sacrificing myself for people? Why am I always helping you! Why are you treating me like your maid, instead of your best friend?!" She keeps questioning herself, feeling her tears on her face, running back to the dorm.
"Why am I crying?" Hyuna cannot find a reason why she cries, why her heart aches when she saw Gayoon glares at her, ordered her to leave.
She slowly opens the door, peeking from the outside, hoping no one is staying in the living room. She sneaks into the dorm, seeing Sohyun watching TV. She tries to wipe off her tears, acting normal. But she does not notice that dirt is all over her clothes and scratches and bruises on her elbows and legs. Hyuna slowly walks into the bathroom, but Sohyun stops her.
"Why did you do?" Sohyun walks towards her. Hyuna avoids her eye-contact, hiding tears. Sohyun is cold but she still loves this girl, she cannot bear to see her girl injured.
"Why did you do!" Sohyun raises her voice.
"Nothing." Hyuna tries to rush to the toilet. Sohyun grabs her arm, making the girl yelp in pain.
"It's about Gayoon unnie huh?" Sohyun glares at the girl who is not dare look straight into her eyes. A single drop of tear falls down on her face, she quickly wipes it off.
"Why are you crying? What did she do?" Sohyun asks, tightening her grip.
"Let me go." Hyuna struggles from her tight grip. Sohyun lets go, watching the girl rushing to the toilet.
Hyuna POV
I rush to the tiolet, close the door right after entering it. I lean on the door, sobbing hard. I do not understand why I'm crying and why I put myself into this situation. I cannot figure out why Sohyun would know about me helping Gayoon. All I feel right now is pain, not the pain caused by the injury but from my heart. Every time I rewind the scene of Gayoon ordered me to leave so that she could enjoy her happy dating, I tighten my fists and feel irritated and...sad? Why do I feel sad? I feel weak, I slide down on the floor, still sobbing. It should not be like this. Am I...falling in love with... No way! No way...It's not possible. I yelp in pain as I stand up to wash my face, cleaning the scratches. It is painful, painful as hell. My tears keep falling down. I need to be strong. I need to stop crying. I slight slap myself to make myself wake up. Looking into the mirror, I just see a girl with swollen eyes, scratches and bruises all over her arms and legs. "This is all I got from the girl I have been helping her. Scratches and bruises." My fingers find their ways to the scratches, following the traces. I drown my face into water, wait until I use all oxgen. I pull out, breathing heavily. "Wake up." I tell myself. Taking a deep breath, I leave the bathroom. I walk straight to my room, ignoring Sohyun's stare on me, finding Jihyun unnie already in sleep. I wrap up the wournds on my own, then I lie on my bed. Looking at the photos on the wall, I find a photo of me and Gayoon. We both smile brightly, hugging each other tight. "BFF" I see these words on the photo. I mock at myself. "That's best friend, look at yourself." My heart told me. My eyelids are getting heavier and heavier...soon I close my eyes, falli
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