Ah... seems like I forgot to bring it... Jonghyun thought while examining his bag when he was searching something, and suddenly his phone was ringing. He looked at the caller ID and it was Jonghoon. “Ddeh, Jonghoon-ah.”

“Jonghyun-ah, odiga? I need your help.”

“What’s that?”

“Han Seung Ho Daphaenim told me to discuss the some parts about my new song with you...” Jonghoon replied. Their CEO sometimes always made them shared their thought together although they were in different group.

“Right now?”

“If you’re not busy, yes. Because I had to go to Japan at 4 PM..”

Jonghyun thought for a while. “Arasseo. Meet me at our building in an hour.”

“Gomapta, Jonghie.” Jonghoon said and ended the call.

Then it seems like I have to go now... Jonghyun thought and shoved all of his things to his bag and walked out of the toom. She saw Yoona was sitting on the couch silently.

“Odiga?” Yoona asked spontaneusly when she saw Jonghyun was walking out while bringing his bag. Is he planning to go home right now????????????

“Jonghoon and I had something to discuss.” Jonghyun replied while taking out his car keys. “So... I think I have to leave now...”

But we had a problem too!! Yoona yelled in her mind but she couldnt let it out so she just nodded without saying anything.

“Thank you very much. For noona and your Dad, too.” Jonghyun said and walked to the door. “I’m going now...” he looked at Yoona, who was still avoiding his eyes, and sighed. Things arent going well for us...

“Ddeh.” Yoona just replied shortly while watching him left the house. Her tears dropped as she feels her heart was very hurt when Jonghyun just left like that. You just left like that... saying thanks and left... No hug... no kiss.. no smile... no even sweet words as usual... and one most hurtful thing... you even didnt turn once again just to look me... no... Yoona wiped her tears but it just became dropped more and more.

 

 

 

FNC Building. Jonghyun’s Produce Room. Few Hours Later

“I think it’s better to use the Gibson rather than PRS for this song...” Jonghyun commented while comparing the sounds of two guitars, while Jonghoon was adding some notes on the partiture.

“Arasseo, Jongie.” Jonghoon finished the notes, which is the result from their discussion for about four hours, and he looked at the clock. “Ah. I should go back to the dorm right now. Our flight is in an hour...”

“Dont just leave. At least buy a new guitar for me...” Jonghyun said playfully.

“Just wait patiently until your birthday...” Jonghoon said, as an usual Jonghoon, nicely. “And I just noticed that you didnt look well today. Do you need a medicine?”

Jonghyun just smiled and shook his head. “I’m fine. Just a little tired.”

“But still you have to take a medicine.” Jonghoon said and took his guitar and the music books. “Gomapta, Jonghie.” He walked to the door. “Ah! Forgot to ask. How’s between you and your goddess? Already settled?”

“You’re asking about Yoona or the other members?” Jonghyun asked playfully, tried to change the subject of Jonghoon’s question. And it works. Jonghoon’s face turned a bit blushed.

“I’m taking back my question.” He said shyly. “See you, Jongyun-ah.”

Jonghyun just smiled until Jonghoon left him alone in his room. His brothers were must be still doing their own bussiness since they took a day off from practice. Yonghwa hyung and Minhyuk, for sure, were with their girlfriends. And Jungshin, well... maybe if hyung and Minhyuk had a date in the dorm, then Jungshin, for sure, will become a fifth wheel..., not a third one... Then how about me and her... Things was still not going well... And it’s so frustrating... Jonghyun thought and tried to get the guitar near him but suddenly he’s feeling dizzy again. It’s getting bad... and I forgot to bring any vitamins. I thought it just an usual morning dizzy but today I felt it so many times and it becoming more hurt... he burried his head on his arms while leaning his head on the table. I guess I want to vomit!! He stood up in a hurry and ran off to the toilet.

 

 

 

Meanwhile...

“Ddeh unnie. Mian but I think I still want to sleep at my home tonight...” Yoona talked with Yuri through the phone. “Ddeh unnie, I’m fine...” she said weakly. “Then, see you tomorrow unnie. Annyeong...” she said and ended the call. Suddenly the phonescreen wallpaper caught her attention. It was a selca of Jonghyun and her. She suddenly thought about that moment...

 

 

1st Month Anniversary...

They had a dinner together at the cafe near the Han River after the Inkigayo and suddenly Yoona suggested to take a selca together as a commemorate pic of them before they went to take a walk together at the park.

“Why you always use that handsign?” Yoona asked when they finished to take one selca. She noticed that Jonghyun used his favorite handsign again.

“Well... I love it. Wae?”

“You should try another pose, you know, oppa.”

“Like what?”

“Like me.” Yoona grinned cutely. “Cmon just try to pout like me.”

Jonghyun just chuckled and sipped his drink. “It’s your favorite pose, not me.”

“Then you dont want to try it? A one that your girlfriend likes?” Yoona started to convince him. He must be looks very cute if he did it once...

Jonghyun just grimaced. “Can you imagine how horrible my face if I’m doing a pout?”

Yoona laughed and cling into Jonghyun’s arm. “What are you saying? Of course not. You always handsome no matter what you do... Cmon, oppa, let’s try it.”

“Hoo... trying to convince me, hm?” Jonghyun raised one of his eyebrows. He looked at Yoona for a while and smiled. “Arasseo.What should I do? Pouting like you?”

“DDEH!!!” Yoona answered happily, didnt expect that her boyfriend will say yes. “And I’ll do your favorite pose.”

“Arasseo. But with one condition.”

“What’s that?”

“I’ll the one who take the selca.”

“Sure. What an easy condition.” Yoona happily agreed it.

“But Yoona...” Jonghyun said before he pressed the camera button on the phone. “Since I never do a pouting pose, can you show me once? You always do it...”

“Do it like this.” Yoona pouted without hesitant, but in a flash, Jonghyun landed his lips to Yoona’s lips, and before Yoona realised what happened, Jonghyun already took a selca.

“Yya, oppa!!!!” Yoona squaled when Jonghyun already took the selca and released the kiss. She felt that her face was totally blushing right now.

Jonghyun just chuckled and looked at the pic. “See? Isnt it cute?” he showed a kissing selca of them.

“Aish!” Yoona pouted and fanned her blushed face with her hands.

“Wae? Dont you like it? Then should I erase it?”

“Andwae!” Yoona spontaneusly replied, but made her face turned more red.

Jonghyun just laughed and ruffled Yoona’s hairs. “Arasseo. I’ll send this to you later.” He winked. “And let’s take a new selca again with your conditions.”

“For real?” Yoona glared at him.

“Yes for real.” Jonghyun smiled and took another selca that he and Yoona were pouting and their hands made the rock gesture.

“Yeay!!! I love this one. Omo! Look! Look! You’re so cuteee!!” Yoona pinched Jonghyun’s cheek happily when she saw the pic. “You should pout more. You’re so cute when you pouted you know oppa...” Yoona said happily. “I’m going to make this as my wallpaper.”

“Then I’m going to use the selca before as my wallpaper too...” Jonghyun , made him got smacked on her arms by the blushed Yoona.

 

 

And I didnt have any interests to change my wallpaper until now... Yoona thought and stunned at her phone’s wallpaper. Her tears dropped once again when she saw the pic of them. “Lee Jong Hyun... bogo...shipeo...” she said weakly. “You never regret something until you lose it...” Taeyeon’s favorite words was ringing once again in her head. And it made her heart was beating so fast. She stood up suddenly and grabbed the car keys. If you didnt have any plan to leave him, then make sure that he wont leave you too... This time, Yuri’s words when she was talking with Yoona on the phone just now, was being repeated in her head again. Didnt you already realise that he’s not the wrong one in that moment, Yoong? Then why you still sat here stubbornly? Go get him!!! Yoona took a deep breath and started to drive her car with her heart was beating so fast. Dont you dare to go anywhere, Lee Jong Hyun...

 

 

 

Yoona arrived at FNC Building in almost three hours. I dont know why the traffic jam is at this time. She went out from her car while wearing her mask and hoodie since it’s still crowded around the building, fortunately she didnt use her personal car, she used his Dad’s car since his dad was using a plane to go. She passed the security after she showed her ID and wrote her destination room. The security seems already knew about her and Jonghyun, so they let Yoona to enter.

Yoona walked out from the elevator and went directly to Jonghyun’s Produce Room. Secruity said that he might be there, since there’s no other member of CN Blue was here... She put her finger at the fingerscan and waited until it get recognized and let Yoona to enter.

Yoona opened the door slowly, but the room is very quiet. She entered the room when she saw there’s no one there. But then, she noticed that there’s Jonghyun’s phone and bag on the table. Then, where is he? Yoona was wondering when she heard something from the toilet. She walked in a hurry and... “OMO! OPPA!!” She almost yelled in surprise when she saw Jonghyun was there, squatted and vomitted. Yoona, didnt think of anymore, squatted beside him and rubbed his back. “Oppa, what’s wrong?????” she asked very worriedly. “Omo! You’re sweating!!!!!” she wiped Jonghyun’s cold sweat on his forehead and his neck.

Seems like Jonghyun wanted to reply her, but he couldnt because he vomitted once again. Yoona looked at him worriedly and wiped Jonghyun’s mouth with her hands without hesitation. Since she even couldnt think of tissue or anything because of worried. “Oppa!! What happened with you???” she almost cried to ask when she saw Jonghyun looks so pale and his lips got whiter.

“Yoona? Why... are you here suddenly?” Jonghyun asked, very weakly.

“Dont ask anything. Come on, let’s rest first.” Yoona helped him to stand and walked out from the toilet and went to the long and big couch there. Yoona took a pillow and let Jonghyun to lie down there. She bent her knee on the floor and caressed Jonghyun’s weak face. She looked at Jonghyun’s bottom eyelid and found that her boyfriend seems like was having an anemia. “Did you have any sleeps last night???”

“No...” Jonghyun said weakly.

“Last two night?”

“No...”

“Last three night...”

“I have.”

“How many hours???”

“I dont know... maybe two...”

“BWOH????” Yoona raised her voice’s volume. “Oppa!!!” she yelled frustratedly but just sighed. How can I get angry when he looks so weak like this... “Are you feeling dizzy?”

Jonghyun nodded weakly once again.

Yoona sighed again. She opened her bag and took out a vitamin that she always eat to prevent the anemia. She grabbed Jonghyun’s bottle water on the table. “Oppa, you need to eat this, first.” She said while helping Jonghyun to get the medicine.

“Gomawo.” Jonghyun said and back to lie down on the couch. “Yoona... why you are here so sudden?” he asked once again.

Yoona stared at her boyfriend with teary eyes. “Because you’re sick!”

“But I’m fine...”

“NO! Dont you dare to lie, Lee Jong Hyun! I know that you’re not feeling well since this morning!!!”

Jonghyun didnt reply her, seems like his head is dizzy again. Yoona his hairs again worriedly. “Is it hurt?????”

“No. Just a little bit...” Jonghyun said weakly. “Yoona, how come you suddenly here?”

Yoona looked at her boyfriend and sighed. Seems like he’ll ask this continously until I told him the truth. “I came here because I just realised something...”

“What’s that?”

“That... That Im Yoon Ah couldnt stand alone without Lee Jong Hyun... even for an hour after he left her alone without saying his usual sweet goodbye...” Yoona finally said with her teary eyes. “How dare you leave me just like that ppabo!!” she bite her lip when she couldn’t hold the tears anymore. “How dare you just left your girlfriend without your usual way??!!” she slapped Jonghyun’s arm continously.

Jonghyun forced himself to sit up and pulled Yoona to sit beside him and hugged her tightly. “Ssshh...” he tried to make Yoona calmed and her hairs softly. “Mianhae... Jeongmal mianhaeyo...”

“You promised that you wont leave me, ppabo! You promised me!” Yoona still cried in Jonghyun’s hug. “How dare you to leave like that...”

Jonghyun tightened his hug. “I’m not leaving you, love...” he said softly and faced Yoona and wiped her tears. “How could I leave you? I acted like that because I think you’re the one who already didnt need me anymore...” his voice became more husky and hurt when he said that words.

“Then you think you should leave me??? And even didnt tell me when you’re sick like that???”

“Mian...” Jonghyun hugged her once again. “Mian... I was afraid that you’ll ignore me...”

“Ppabo!!” Yoona slapped Jonghyun’s chest weakly whiles till burst out tears. Seeing you like this even made became more bad towards you...

“I’m very sorry, love...” Jonghyun said with his deep voice. “I’m very very sorry... And about that prob—“

“Ssh...” Yoona put her finger to Jonghyun’s lip, prevented him to talk about the topic. “No need to talk about it anymore...”

“But I just want to make it clear that I really didnt have any thought about that... It’s unexpected and for the next time, I promise I’ll be more aware about myself...”

Yoona nodded. Since you explained me last time, I already knew that you didnt lie to me... actually it just hard for me that time... “Ara... I trust you... I’m sorry for my rude act...”

Jonghyun wiped the rest of Yoona’s tears and leaned a kiss on her forehead deeply. “No. You’re not wrong. Gomawo, love...” he said and hugged Yoona once again. “Thanks for coming here. Thanks for staying by my side... Thanks for trusting me...” How lucky I am... to have you as my girlfriend... to have you, that always forgive so many mistakes that I’ve done...

Yoona just nodded and hugged him back and closed her eyes. How I miss my favorite scent, my favorite feeling, that he’s the one who had it... “You should lean on the couch oppa...” Yoona said with her nasal voice, after crying. “Your condition is not good...”

Jonghyun just followed her order and leaned his back on the couch, while still hugging Yoona’s shoulder, and made Yoona leaned her head on his chest while hugging his waist.

Yoona raised her head once again and looked at his boyfriend’s pale face. “Next time, I wont tolerate if you didnt tell me whenever you’re not feeling good.” She said while caressing Jonghyun’s face. “Look at your big eyebags... and your pale face... Tell me why you didnt sleep for these two days?”

“It’s because we practiced...” Jonghyun replied while Yoona’s hairs. “And the last night... I couldnt get any sleep since I was very worried about you...”

Yoona stunned. You even didnt have any sleeps because of me... how rude I am... I even fell asleep when I was thinking about our problem last night... “You should not. Even if we faced a big problem, you should think of yourself too, oppa...”

“What can I do... Because I love you more than myself...” Jonghyun said and looked profoundly at Yoona. I always said that after we met... every lyric of my songs always related with you...

Yoona looked at her boyfriend with lost of words and leaned back her head on his chest. “Gomawo, oppa...” Thanks for being my boyfriend... a boyfriend that I really dont want to lose it again...

“Can I ask something, dear?” Yoona asked and raised her head once again to look at Jonghyun after they became silent for a while.

“Hm? What is that?”

“What if I didnt come here? What will you suppose to do?”

“I dont know. As I said, because you said that you wanted to be alone first... So, I think I already couldnt come to you... I’m afraid you’ll ignore me... that’s the one thing that I was afraid the most. Forgive me, I might sounds so pathetic... but, it’s true. I dont know what will I do... I want you... but I dont want to follow my mind if you said that you didnt like it...”

“Next time, try to break it. You know, you should learn more how to understand woman’s heart. We, the women, often said no to something, but actually our truthful heart said yes. It just... what should I called it... sometimes ours pride told us to act like that...”

Jonghyun smiled and nodded. “Arasseo, I’ll keep it in my mind. Sorry for my ignorant act...”

“Nevermind.” Yoona smiled. “It means I’m the first girl that you will understand for...”

“Ddeh...” Jonghyun said and hugged her more tight.

“And speaking randomly, I’ll go to Hong Kong tomorrow...”

“When will you back?”

“Still dont know... Since we must go to Osaka after that...” Yoona shrugged her shoulder. And right now, I feel like I dont want to go anywhere... I just want to stay beside you...

If only I can say ‘dont go’... but it’s not the good one for us, of course. “Then it means, i’ll miss you like crazy again...”

“Your world tour will start soon, too... It’s even harder for me...” Yoona pouted. “I really hope we can meet at the other country later... It must be great if we can have a date outside Korean... and Japan...”

“I think we should pray for it. Arent you a genie, right? Then, can I request something? Please fullfill my girlfriend’s wish...” Jonghyun said and smiled widely.

“Aah... arasseo. Your girlfriend’s hope will be come true for sure...” Yoona said and laughed with Jonghyun.

“Seeing you laughed like this, it’s very heartwarming for me...” Jonghyun said softly. “It was hard when I saw you felt so sad and I couldnt reach you...”

“And it was hard to cry alone when I couldnt say that I need your hug...”

Jonghyun smiled and caressed Yoona’s cheek. We only faced two hard days... but I already missed her very much... He leaned forward to give a kiss on her lip, a moment about their lips were about to touch, Yoona stopped him.

“Usually, someone will interrupt us at the time like this...” Yoona said and looked at the door.

“I’m afraid no. Fortunately Jonghoon already at the flight to Japan right now...” he smiled and kissed Yoona’s lips sweetly.

“Does your head still dizzy, oppa?” Yoona asked when they released the kiss.

“A bit... but it’s getting better, I feel...”

“Getting better? Daenghida... The medicine worked, I guess...” Yoona his hairs so lovely.

“Yes. But the latest one worked better, actually...” Jonghyun and laughed when Yoona just smacked him, because after that, he knew for sure, Yoona will hug him happily.

 

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SNSD’s van. Hong Kong. Few Days Later.

Yoona was sitting on the van while listening to Blind Love when suddenly a ktalk message popped out on her phonescreen.

 

My BurningPanda : How’s HongKong? Already forgot about your boyfriend? :D

 

Yoona smiled as she read the text. She typed on the reply box immediately.

 

SNSD Im Yoona : Hongkong is great.

My BurningPanda : Ah that’s why you forgot me?

SNSD Im Yoona : Well. Maybe. Because I have someone here.

My BurningPanda :  Bwoh? Someone?  

SNSD Im Yoona : Ddeh. Beside me.

My BurningPanda :  Beside you? Right now? 

 

Yoona chuckled. Let’s make fun about him a little...

 

SNSD Im Yoona : Ddeh.

My BurningPanda :  Y our sisters? 

SNSD Im Yoona : Wrong

My BurningPanda : Your manager?

SNSD Im Yoona : Wrong

My BurningPanda : Your stylist?

SNSD Im Yoona : Wrong

My BurningPanda : Your staffs? Your fans?

SNSD Im Yoona : Wrong

My BurningPanda : A guy?

SNSD Im Yoona : Yes.

SNSD Im Yoona : He’s handsome and cool, you know...

 

Yoona chuckled when Jonghyun didnt reply her. Since he rare to show his jealous side, it always cute whenever he acted like this...

 

SNSD Im Yoona : Oppa!

My Burning Panda : Hm?

SNSD Im Yoona : What happened?

My BurningPanda : Nothing

SNSD Im Yoona : What are you doing, dear?

My BurningPanda : Nothing

 

Oh he started to nag... kyeopta...

 

SNSD Im Yoona : Want me to show you who’s beside me?

My BurningPanda : Well... up to you...

 

Yoona just chuckled and did some selcas at the van and sent them to him.

 

SNSD Im Yoona : Did you see him?

My BurningPanda : Hm?? But I only saw you’re pouting in this pic. There’s no one beside you... ?

SNSD Im Yoona : Read the caption, ppabo! :p

 

 

Meanwhile in CN Blue's Practice Room...

Jonghyun furrowed his eyebrows when he read Yoona’s text. Where’s the caption... He opened one of Yoona’s selca once again and found that there’s a note on the bottom.

 

Look at the mirror and you’ll see the guy. He’s the guy who’s always beside me no matter where I am...

 

Jonghyun’s lip formed a smile when he realised the meaning of the caption that Yoona sent to him. Stupid me. I was jealous of myself...

 

CN Blue Lee Jong Hyun : I love you.

My FlowerDeer : And I guess someone already started to nag before ;p XD XD XD... Well... seems like I have to go down now, oppa... Mian...

CN Blue Lee Jong Hyun : Arasseo. Do your schedule, dear. Have a good day. And dont forget to eat. I should continue my practice too...

My FlowerDeer : Take care of your health too, dear. And... I love you too... XD

 

“Yonghwa hyung! Jonghie hyung! Minhyuk hyung! If you all already done with your girlfriends, can we continued our practice?” Jungshin asked, since he’s the only one who was watching while the other members were busy smiling on their phone when there’s a break practice.

Jonghyun was the first to place back his phone and grinned to the maknae. “Arasseo. Arasseo. Let’s continue our practice!!” and if it’s Jonghyun’s turn to say, the others will follow his order diligently. Just like now, Minhyuk and Yonghwa finished with their phone and ready to practice again.

“If it’s Jonghie hyung, everyone will do it immediately. I even already called you all for third time but you ignored me...” Jungshin pretend to cry, made the others just laughed.

 

 

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Two Days Before Bluemoon in Taiwan. CN Blue’s Practice Room

“I guess SNSD already arrived at Korea right now, hyung...?” Jonghyun asked to Yonghwa.

“Ddeh.” Yonghwa nodded while pointing on the phone that was on his ear. Signalled that she was talking with Seohyun right now.

“Then why she didnt reply nor answer my call...” Jonghyun mumbled. We must go to Taiwan tomorrow... I’m afraid I can’t meet with her before I go... Jonghyun sighed. Or let’s give her some rests first... I’ll call her later... But when he’s about to put back his phone, it’s suddenly ringing. He smiled as he answered the call.

“Oppa!”

“Wondering why you didnt answer my call first...”

“Mian, oppa. I was doing something. Where are you, oppa?”

“Practicing Studio.”

“What a short answer...” Yoona giggled. “And oppa... can we meet tonight?”

“Sure. We’ll finish our practice at 9 PM. I’ll pick you up an hour after that.” Jonghyun said.

“Ddeh!!” Yoona answered happily.

 

* * *

 

“Look at her! Look at her! She’s so happy...” Sooyoung commented when they just arrived at their dorm.

“If you just had a problem with your boyfriend and solved it finally, you became more happy than usual. Because things are getting sweetier between you two. That’s why people said that the relationship is flat without facing some problems...”

“Then do you mean that you want to face a new problem again?” Taeyeon

“Aish... Taeng unnie!! Of course no!” Yoona pouted. It’s very hard. I think it’s enough. I dont want any big problems anymore...

“Well, speaking out of sudden, I read the UFO, Yoong...” Fanny suddenly said. “I think there’s many fans noticed that you were taking a selca at the van when we’re in Hongkong... Why you just dont share it? It’s a lame reason when you said that you just used your phone as a mirror... Really want to make me laugh...”

Yoona just grinned to Fanny. “Fortunately fans are very kind, unnie...” I dont want to share that pic... it’s only for him... with that special caption...  “Well. I should take a shower now and go!”

“But Yong oppa said that the practice will finish at 9 PM. Unnie, it’s even still 7 PM.”

Seohyun asked confusedly.

Yoona smiled at the maknae. “I have to prepare something special for my someone special...” she said and rush off to the bathroom. You must forgot it, right, love? She smiled meaningfully while she's walking to the bathroom.

“Omo... I’m getting goosebumps with her cheesy words for my Jonghyun...” Sooyoung rolled her eyes and headed to the kitchen for searching some foods.

 

 

 

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annyeong guys.

let me explain it first. I ended the problem here because it's still their "a little BIG problem"... and CN Blue was about to start their Bluemoon, and when Jongie at the airport to go to Taiwan, he looks so happy then I thought that his feeling must be good then, that's why I made this problem ended before they went to Taiwan.

For my lovely readers, who still want to see the twist... well of course i still want to write. and the next time will be bigger (maybe) T_T sorry for the spoiler. i dont know you'll anticipate it or no.

AND I'M VERY SORRY FOR THIS FLAT LAME BORED CHAPTER GUYS T__T I'M VERY VERY SORRY...

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