I'm sorry..
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I went to the dorm to take off my weat uniform and change to another uniform, while I was walking to the my dorm
I saw L.joe infront of me. My heart began to beat but, acted like it if was nothing.
'' Let's talk in your room --- ''
'' Didn't we already talk? '' I said while opening the door and looked at him
'' DON'T YOU KNOW THAT I'M SICK IN LOVE WITH YOU? I CAN'T EVEN CONCENTRATE WHEN I WORK, I THINK OF YOU
24/7. ALL I WANT IS YOU TO COME BACK '' He yelled at me.
My eyes almost began to cry but, I didn't want to cry infront of him. I acted calm.
'' Aish~ You are so noisy. What if someone heard you? Get inside ''
L.joe walked in and sat on my bed when I was taking the uniform off and L's jacket on the chair.
'' ---? I'm sorry to ignore you. I'm sorry if I overreacted. I'm sorry for everything '' L.joe apolgized like he really did mean it.
'' Why should I belive you? ''
'' Because I'm sick getting love sick. I try to forget you but, you are all I see, all I think off and I don't like you been
seen with another mans arm or jacket '' L.joe looked at the jacket L gave you
'' The jacket was L's jacket. He lent it to me because my skirt got wet during we were getting into the car ''
I heard something behind me, I only wore a skit and a bra. I could sense L.joes heat and his breath. He breathed
heavily. He grabbed my arms and dragged me to the bed. He was stronger then I though.
'' I TOLD YOU, I DON'T LIKE YOU BEGIN WITH ANOTHERS MAN ARM OR JACKET! YOU ARE MINE! DON'T YOU KNOW
HOW HURT I GOT? '' L.joe covered his face
I was quiet, before I knew it he forced a kiss out of me. I really didn't want to kiss back but, I couldn't resist his kisses.
L.joe kisses can't get ignored, so I just kissed him back. We kissed and kissed til he fainted.
'' L.joe,L.joe? Are you okay? '' and checked his face.
He was burning up. Why didn't I noticed it til now? I got off the bed and told CAP that L.joe was burning up.
'' He hasn't been sleeping a blink these days and he have been training harsh, the group has never seen him like that
before. Take care of him! We will come by tommorrow since we just left for the schedule. I'll talk to the manager
about L.joe! Fix up what you guys did wrong '' and he laid off.
I putted him under my blanket and took pillows for him, I walked like crazy back and forth to get towel and hot
water with only bra and skirt on. I went up to the bed and walked with towel and warm water and putted the warm
blue towel at his face.
'' I'm sorry not to belive you L.joe! I'm sorry to not let you sleep and suffer! Mianhee.. '' and walked to the
closet to get something on. I took off my uniform and putted on a t-shirt and a shorts ( http://prntscr.com/13p5o0 )
I went to L.joe to check if he was alright. I checked his body tempratur, it was still high so I had to take off the
blanket and take off his t-shirt and pants. I woke up L.joe and told him to stand up so I could wash his back.
He stood up and I washed his back. Then the falled over me.
'' ---,---,---?! Don't you leave me alone in the darkness! '' and yelled. I think he had a nightmare.
Then he fell asleep on me.
I putted L.joe to bed again and walked to the closeth to find some big shirts I had. ( http://prntscr.com/13p7jb )
When I got the big shirt I had I walked over to L.joe and gave him the white jumper. He stood up and I took on
him a sweater.
'' I won't bother you L.joe. Rest easily now ''
'' Then sleep with me, I want you in my arms so sleep with me ''
I did as I got requested about and hopped in my bed with L.joe.
'' Sleep now '' I said while strocking his hair
He slept like a little kid. I got my phone up and took some pictures of his sleeping face. While I was watching his
sleeping I suddenly felt asleep around his warm arms.
'' This is were I belong to ''
~ Next day ~
> No ones pov <
L.joe woke up and looked around himself. He found out that he wasn't in his room. --- was around his arms. L.joe
began to think what happened last night.
'' Oh. I had a feber yesterday '' and tried to pull off your head off his arm to get out.
--- woke up and sat up and then she finally said her true feelings out to L.joe.
'' L.joe '' and talked calmy to him with just feelings no lies.
'' I have been lying to myself to much and I can't take it anymore. I love you L.joe and I have been pissed,mad and sad
about it. Thats why I talked about it with L and I don't want any secret from you. Yesterday when I ignored you
right? I went with L to a cafe, and I didn't lie about he was my childhood friend. I talked about how pissed I was at
myself and I didn't know what to do so I asked him. We talked about how we were going but, on the way at school
he didn't want me to look at him like his childhood friend, he wanted me to look him as a man. He asked me if
he could kiss me. I didn't want to kiss him because I have you. But he dragged me back at the seat and kissed me,
and I coudn't resist it so I had to kiss him back and that with the jacket thing. I didn't lie about me begin wet at the
skirt. We didn't do anything! I promise you. I just got wet because of the rain.. '' and apologized him.
'' Well I'm glad that you told the truth --- or else I could have gotten mad at the feature for us '' L.joe said
with a warm smile and kissed me.
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