*Note: Knowing many of the readers are very curious about what went on or in other words, WHAT HAPPEN between the years. Here is a few reads for my fans LOL This one page is dedicated to my friend UKTS74.  It was around late morning when he woke up. Opening his eyes, Leeteuk letted out a sigh of relief.  Because she was okay.  She was still breathing.  She wasn't dead.  Not even close... Not anymore. Yawning, Leeteuk blinked up to the bright light that shine through the crack open window. Slowing sitting up from the sofa, he took in the fresh air. From his left, he looked and stood. He didn't know how to start and what to say. He will tell her of what became of him when she had disappeared.  Slowly sitting on the bed, he whispered into her ears, "After all we've been through. It took me my whole life to figure out what I really wanted. Why I look up in the sky every single day and waited for some sign. I had been confused for too long. I have appreciated the nature of the sunset, full moon, the clouds, and what ever part of my everyday capture of the stars in their glory. It took me over seven long painful years on this journey alone and which I hoped I will always appreciate this beautiful world. I had fallen in love with the sky and made a promise to the moon, and lifted my face to the winds for a kiss and love the rain that falls on me. I feel your love everywhere. Your sweet voice in the wind drifting on the breeze. Soothing my heart until you are here with me again. I whisper your name to the wind with a message and hoped you will one day come back to me. Now that you have. There is no way. No way I will let you disappear again."  Leeteuk leaned in and kissed her parted lips with his. Sora slowly opened her eyes and he stared hard into hers. He studied her features taking it all in. His sky, his world, his everything. She smiled to him and tired to sit up but felt the pain on her stomach.  "Could I have some water?" She asked with a dry throat.  Leeteuk nodded and walked out to look for a nurse in the hall. As he was out of her sight, she lean forward a little and open her hospital shirt. Looking to the stitches she remember how they had to cut her to get the baby out. Suddenly she realized, where was her son? Sora slowly rose to her feet and held onto the wall. She was still woozy, but was more of control. Hearing his voice, she looked to the door. "It's not a good idea. You need to rest a little more." He walked to her and wrap his arm around her shoulders. She looked up to him and wanted to know what happened. "I want to see him. Where is our son?" Sora asked. "Think it through. You need more rest." "But-" she said. "He is well. Rest a little more and I will take you to him later. I promise." He encouraged her. Helping her to lay back on the bed, Leeteuk watch her with careful eyes. Sora looked as if she might cry, then she seemed to take hold of herself and nodded. He gently caressed her cheek and kissed her forehead. "Why don't you take your med with a glass of water."  There was a smile in her sleepy voice. "I don't feel like my old self. Not inside." she said.  He didn't say anything.  Later that day the nurse wheeled the bulky chair up to the bed. She slowly stood and walked the rest off the way to settle in. Peering around the quiet hospital floor, she looked to see them open the glass double door for her. For the next moment, she did everything she could to not cry. Not if Leeteuk was there. He was standing near the glass crib waiting for her.  Sora slowly stood and Leeteuk was already at her side, helping. She could once again feel his strong hold on her and for once she felt grateful for being able to stay with him. She pressed her palms against the glass where she could see their son. "Hello Bae, mommy is here to stay with you as promised." She stopped speaking and became relatively quiet again.  A nearby  nurse stepped forward, but she waved her away. "I'm fine, thank you. Just a little headache." After she spoke, Sora can feel Leeteuk tighten his hold on her and used himself for her to lean on.  She peered into the glass crib again and watch their son steer in his sleep. "He has your lips," Sora said. "He has both our features," Leeteuk corrected. He looked down to her and she stopped speaking. Tears were shining in her eyes like perfect glass drops.  "Sora," He spoke in a low voice. "Yes," she replied. "I'm sorry... what I said the other night. Those things-" "It's okay. I understand." "Sora." "Yes." "How much do you love me?" At first there was an unnatural silence. There wasn't a single word. Sora reached out and grabbed hold of his hand and squeezed it. After that, she felt his respond with a cold touch. She looked to him as he stared down at her.  She looked to the diamond ring in her finger bright like a star in the sky. She knew what she felt for him. From the start until now, it was always there. She loved him. *** (10 Months later) Leteuk watched Sora from the doorway. She had such a BEAUTUFUL and interesting face- happiness as well as SORROW. He memorized the look. She was a piece of art. God sure knew what he was doing when he had created her. He watched her stare at them from inside the cab as it took off. He looked down to Bae as he craddle him in his arm and back to the street. Asoo didn't move and watched the cab disappeared around the corner. "Princess come inside, it is cold. Don't worry, mommy is just going out of town for a while with aunt Jiwoo." Leeteuk explain and lightly nugged her back in to close the door. He didn't want her out of his sight, but she had already decided to accompany her old friend to visit the foster center, she once grew up in. She wanted to help. So he let her. Without her home, it wasn't the same. Leeteuk looked to his sons expression and held in his breath.  "Why have you just now not an hour agao when your mother was around. Whoosh, it sinks. You want me to clean that. Damn... Asoo, grab me the diaper bag." He shook his head. Asoo was still covering and nose as well as for Mr Dimple. She ran then tripped and got up again to go get the bag in the nursery room. On the seventh night he looked to the bed and looked to the door as the baby cried. He quickly grabbed a blanket and decided to sleep in the babies room.  When he got there, his daughter was already there. "Smart girl. You got him to stop crying."  "Daddy, I miss mommy." "I know, me too." He sat on the bed and sighed with exhaustion.  "This was how she felt. With this much responsiblity and no one to help her. Damn." He couldn't come to forget what he had putted her through. Leeteuk looked to see his daughter sit beside him. "Can I sleep here too?" "Yes, princess," he answered and kissed her head. Touching his chin, he could feel his facial hair growing. Without her here, he was a wreck. *** (Five Years) "You don't need to read that," Leeteuk grabbed the newspaper from Sora and threw it in the trash. "I'm sure there was an explanation you can give the neitzen. This isn't something big, oppa." She stood up and walked into the kitchen where he stood near the kitchen counter. "You don't feel hurt, betrayal or any jealousy?" He asked. "I trust you." "This is the sixth scandal. Aren't you angry?"  "I can't say I'm not. But this is something I have to deal with when I decided to be tied with you." "Have you consider becoming a nun."  "What?" "Nothing. I'm going to work. Don't wait up for me. Kiss the kids for me."  Sora frowned and watch as her husband took off to work. Forgetful,