Her face was forever etched in his memory from 10 years ago.  Slowly, Leeteuk dug his hand into his pocket and pulled out a little white box. He forced himself to open it and his eyes down to the ring. Closing the box, he gave a short laugh at himself and said, "coup de foudre, love at first sight."  It was bitter cold and there were only silence, only stillness at that moment in his part. He watched and took notice as figures moved the land, men, women, and children. But no one had notice him. His stillness as he was in the middle of the open train station.  The clock ticked. The hour struck. Everything was moving fast again. The recollection, without leaving one detail of what special event happen here.  Leeteuk stood in the cold and there was not a single place for him to sit. He checked his watch and waited until the time pass.  "Snow coming hard now. Dark already," he said as they fell over him. He looked to the watch again as it finally hit eight o'clock.  Like every day he would stand like today and leave at eight.  He would come and too reminisce. Leeteuk had waited a long time. He would wait a little longer. *** (10 Years Previously) Weeks had passed since that day Leeteuk and Sora stood in the field of snow together. They had no idea how this will turn out.  She was afraid. She was afraid for how she would spend the rest of her life and how to use the time spent together. She looked down to the belly of four months. It was for her only a small lump at this stage, but for her weight and small frame, it wasn't unusual. There was a movement inside, she smiled and touched it. Sora didn't know where he was in the house. She hadn't seen him since lunch. His silence was suffocating to her, his distance unbearable. It may seem he was fine. Leeteuk always manage to look relaxed, but she knew deep down, she was killing him each passing day. She agreed to marry him and waited for when it would happen. Watching Asoo play piano from the living room, Sora smiled with her daughter who missed a note. Moving away from the window, she went to put the cup in the sink, she turn the water on and watch it run. "Sora." She turned and Leeteuk was standing near the kitchen counter. He was still wearing his coat. She turned away and turn the water off. She didn't know what to do with her hands and grabbed the cup and placed it back down again. "Sora." She turned back towards him, afraid of his pain, disapproval, and her own shame. A wasted life. A ruin decision. She will die. He stood for a long time until she shivered with cold. He stood and looked to it, to their child. She saw his tired face and he reached his arms out towards her.  You'll better sit. It's not good for you to stand too long." Leeteuk said and Sora took one last look to the window. It was almost dark and she walked forward and took his outstretched hand in her own.  *** Watching Leeteuk from across the room standing near the window, Sora slowly made her way to him. Grabbing the book from him that he was reading, she placed them on the table. She looked up to him and saw he was avoiding her gaze again. Carefully, she grabbed his hand and pushed it forward to her belly.  Surprise, Leeteuk instantly pulled away. Sora stared at him, breathless. "What... what was that?" she finally managed to ask. He looked at her uncomfortably and saw her expression. "That is how you feel about him," she said and didn't say anything further. "I can't talk about this... I could lose you anytime soon and that scares me. I could lose him if- I can't get too attach, if he doesn't make it either. Nothing venture, nothing gain." His tone turned more eerily serious.  "I'm crazy about you. I have been from the day I first met you. I was never the hopeless romantic type to fall in love at first sight. But with you, there was and there is still something about you that I can't get over. That I don't ever want to get over for the rest of my life. I love you too much. My heart is breaking piece by piece and will scatter into a million pieces just thinking about your heart forever stop beating. I don't want to hurt more then this just thinking of losing him too." Sora felt tears roll down her cheeks.  "You're crying again. This is wrong. I'm sorry I never should of said anything. I never make the right timing." He pulled his handkerchief from his pants pocket and wiped her tears. "Sorry," she said and continued, "You have been through so much because of me." Sora's eyes shifted to his free hand. Leeteuk's hand was balled in a fist so tight his knuckle was white and she realized he was struggling to keep his hand from touching her belly. She wanted him to and slowly moved in closer. She placed her hand over his and felt him loss. Every second she moved their hands forward. As Leeteuk's hand touched Sora's belly,  he quickly looked to her eyes.  She removed her hold on him and felt his hand slowly move over her belly. There was a slight movement and she watch as the curve of his lips moved into a smile. For the first time in the few weeks, she saw the glow in his eyes. A little hope was what he needed. It was all she is asking for. Then that hope vanished as quickly when he pulled away. *** It was a late afternoon. Clouds covered the sun, and inside was not like the outdoor, the place was dim with cooler air. Asoo leaned away from her father so that she could see around the nurse. Her mother did not make a move to dry her face. She smiled weakly at her daughter and spoke very softly. "It's a hard day for all of us. I'll be fine, princess... It doesn't hurt anymore. You know it's time for you go home... I love you very much remember that." Sora carefully moved to sit. Leeteuk looked down to Asoo's silence and lightly pushed her forward to her mother.  "I know. But can I stay with you tonight?" Asoo asked and reaching out to  wipe her mother's tear. "No, it's better you go with your father. I have people around to look after me, but your father doesn't. It will make me feel better if you listen to me." Sora half turned away from her and looked down.  "Asoo," she added.  "Yes, mommy."  "It's just that..." "It's just that... Well, you understand you're my daughter, my world. I need you to be a good girl and not be so hard on your father when I'm not around. Promise me." Sora looked up and smiled and felt very