Donghae's P.O.V

I was now sitting in the restaurant with Jason, and we were really having fun, but I couldn’t help it that mind wander off sometimes, and it was only thinking about one person, I was still worried, and really hoped that the members would take good care of his monkey, he chuckles softly when he thought his monkey and then he sighs sad. Jason was talking to him and then he felt someone pat him slightlty and then he look up at the person and he look a bit confused. ‘’I’m sorry what were you saying?’’ Jason chuckles softly and then shook his head a bit. ‘’Am I really that boring?’’ My eyes flew open and I shook my head fast, and then Jason laughs softly.. ‘’Babo! I was just joking.’’ I laugh relieved and then my phone start to ring, and when I saw it was Leeteuk I sighs softly. ‘’Mian I have to take this.’’ Jason nods softly and I press the accept button and then listen what the person on the other line had to say. ‘’What is wrong Leeteuk hyung?’’ I looked at Jason, who was studying me, and I then focus back towards what Leeteuk had to say, and when he was done my eyes flew open and couldn’t believe what he was telling me, and I felt my heart tear in pieces, in pieces for leaving him and end up having fun with a friend, I look with big eyes and my eyes start to sting, and I felt something wet on my cheeks, and Jason looked shocked at me, and he talked to me, but all I see was his lips moving, but the only thing what I heard was what Leeteuk told me, Jason stood up or I think he did because I heard a chair getting pushed back, and then two big arms took my arms and shook me slightly, and it brought me back for a moment, and I was now looking at Jason with tears streaming over my cheeks. ‘’Donghae! What’s wrong.’’ And when he ask me the only thing I thought was I have to see him. ‘’Hospital.’’ He looked confused but then he seems to get something. ‘’Is one of your members in the hospital. When he said that, I was so glad he understand it so fast and I nodded softly, thinking how I can go to the hospital, but it seems of Jason had already an idea, he pulled me with him towards his car, he push me fast but gentle in the car and put on the seatbelt for me, and then he did the same for himself, and went to the hospital.

I rushed inside when we arrived, and I heard Jason were following me, and I really felt sorry, but I couldn’t stop I had to knew if he was fine, when I saw the other members, I felt a bit relieved, and then I looked at the others, and some were crying, and I felt a brock in my throat and I saw Leeteuk coming out a room. ‘’Hyung.’’ I screaming through the hospital and normally I won’t. but this is about Eunhyuk I rush towards Leeteuk and looked at him with so much emotion. ‘’He is alright Hae, his fever is going slowly down, he have to stay in the hospital tonight so we can go home.’’ And at that moment I knew that going home I couldn’t, I shook my head a bit. ‘’I’m staying, I will stay at his side.’’ And first Leeteuk want to protest, but when he looked at me, he knew that protesting won’t work with me right now, everyone stood up to leave, and when I turn around, I stood face to face with Jason, and in that little moment I totally forgot about him. ‘’I’m sorry but I have to stay here, next time?’’ He nods softly and then he also left the hospital, and I took a deep breath when I stood before his door, I felt so guilty for leaving him, I push the door slightly open and look inside, he was laying calm in his bed. ‘’You can leave I’m fine.’’ I felt so much pain, when I heard his voice, it wasn’t his voice, it was a voice filth with pain and hurt. ‘’Mianhae Eun it is me.’’ When he recognized my voice he sat up straight and he looked at me for a while without saying anything or showing any emotion, and I froze at that moment, I wasn’t sure if he would be mad or hurt or if he would hate me, and then he fell down again, and I felt myself rushing towards him. ‘’Eun are you alright?’’ When I arrived at his bed, his eyes were closed and I start to panic, so without thinking any longer I went looking for a nurse.