Eunhyuk P.O.V

We were going to practice today again, for ss5, and let me tell you, I loved it, sure I was tired, but because of ELF, I know I can do it, ELF give me strength and I need it. When the car arrive I jump out the car and turn around and look a bit taken back, because Donghae who wasn’t normally so close with Kangin(Don’t know if it is true, is just in my story.) and now he was joking and stuff. I felt a pain in my heart, but I can’t lay my finger on it, was it Jealousy, but why would I be jealous of Kangin, Donghae is his best friend, but still how longer he look at the two of them, his mood get worse, he then look in the car and see Donghae’s bag, he smiles softly and then look back at Donghae. ‘’ Yah Fishy! Are you going to forget your bag?’’ Donghae look up at Eunhyuk and then run towards Eunhyuk and get his bag out the car. ‘’Gomowa Monkey.’’ Donghae smiles his biggest smile, and without realizing Eunhyuk always return his smile, when he realize what he was doing he shrug his shoulders and then he turn around and walk to the others. Donghae lift up his eyebrow and follow Eunhyuk inside the building.

In the practice room.

Eunhyuk was goofing around, and he was showing his skills, and the others were doing all kind of things, Leeteuk who was still mad at Kangin sat in a corner with Heechul and Hangeng laying on top of his legs, and in a other corner there was Ryeowook ,Yesung, Sungmin,Kibum and Kyuhyun feeding each other and stuff, Zhou Mi, Henry and Siwon were playing a chinese game and Shindong was learning some dance moves, and then in a other corner there was Donghae, looking at Eunhyuk as a child who’s looking at candy for the glass.

After goofing around and stuff they were starting with dancing, and like always Donghae stood next to Eunhyuk and he tried to act serious, I felt always so confident as it is about dancing, and I don’t mind helping the others, I look to my right were Donghae was standing and he had trouble with a move, I chuckle and then stop with dancing and move closer towards Donghae, and then something happened I didn’t saw coming, Donghae took a step behind and without realizing he felt over the leg from Kyuhyun and he felt down, and it would have hurt, but the  problem was, he fell on top of me, and I fell down with my back on the ground and I felt the ground getting in contact with my back, and it kind of hurt, but of course that wasn’t all, because on top of me there was a blushing Donghae, as red as a freaking tomato. But that wasn’t everything, while Donghae hide his embarrassed face in my neck, my heart was acting weird, it was beating fast, and when I look at Donghae how cute he react, my body started to feel weird, and I get the urge to hug him, and tell him it was just a small accident and it could happen with everyone. But I just shrug it off and I poke Donghae is his waist. ‘’Yah! I’m not a bed you know, pali we still need to practice.’’ Donghae slowly get of me and he looked down. ‘’I’ll be right back, I have to go to the bathroom.’’ And then he walked away, but when he did I could just see some hurt in his face, and I looked confused. We normally hug each other, and I know for sure I couldn’t have hurt him when I poke his waist, maybe he got hurt because of the fall, but how can he? He fell on top off me. I keep looking at the door, and waited to see my best friend walk through that door with a smile on his face, but the seconds keep ticking on the clock but there was no sign of Donghae, I sighs softly and then I felt a hand on my shoulder. ‘’Yah! Are we going to start dancing or can’t you start without your Fishy next to you.’’ I turn around and got face to face with a teasing Shindong. ‘’Yah! I can perfectly fine without Donghae thank you.’’ But without Eunhyuk knowing, Donghae was planning to walk inside when Donghae heard you say that, and then he felt a pain in his heart, and then his mind got heavy and he was suddenly so tired, from all that hiding and pretending, that he just wanted to sleep. So he body react to his wish, and without everyone knowing, Donghae fell on the ground and his eyes were closed and his mind was getting darker and darker, and the only face he was seeing was that from you, the one face what made him happy but also heart broken and mentally tired. I was dancing again when I heard something fell on the ground, but I couldn’t really hear what it could have been because of the music, I look around but the others just keep dancing, I shrug my shoulders and started to forget everything and only think about dancing