Chapter 3: The Last Letter

To You, Kim Jongin Kai Kkamjong,

I hope you're fine now oppa. Was it my fault that you're gone? was i too late? the tears that i kept in can no longer be held and it's now overflowing just like a river. are you mad? I will never forget someone like you Kai. I'm at Han river now. The memories kept on coming back and it's haunting me. The scars in my heart are the hardest to heal. Oppa, can you see me from up there? I'm crying again. No I'm not weak it's just the wind was blowing and my eyes got teary. I can imagine you smirking right now after what i just said. My life has always been unfair. The moment i was strike with happiness it then be taken away. First my father and then my mother and now you. You were taken away from me a bit too fast. The word i never told you was sarang, nado saranghaeyo oppa

With my heart, I hope the remaining,

flickering memories will be sent to you

At this road that was allowed to me,

I, who used to love and love you more,

Remain here alone

When my love has all washed away
 

Only the longing scars remain
 

Only the words, “good bye” remain
 

So I cannot forget you

My love has all burned up and
 

the only thing remaining
 

Are the exhausted scars from waiting
 

I cannot forget a person like you

Only tears fall

taken from ALi-Hurt

28 January 2012

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hey guys! a short update from me hehe I'll be on hiatus soon. fro now I'll update twice a week. I'll try my best to update fast by the way what you're reading now is present and not a flashback. it's confusing right? well the other pieces will fix the confusion so hang on there ^^