*Chapter 3;

Hae slowly opened his eyes to find only darkness around himself and a dim moon light coming out the window, "Where am I?" he mumbled and tried to remember what happened to him, he frowned 

he looked around and saw a bowl of water with two towels next to it, "Boyaa?" he mumbled, He noticed his clothes had became a little tight for him but-- "these aren't mine" he examined the shirt and the pants, he's never seen these before, also-- they smelled-- familiar? almost like strawberry but-- a little more familiar...

"What happened?" he mumbled and palmed his forehead, trying to force his brain to remember "Siwon's dad-- sick-- school-- ugh" he laid back on bed tightening his eyes because of the headache...

A few hours earlier

Hyukjae brought Hae to his apartment and closed the door, he lived here all by himself because his parents decided it's best to give him his own space for study, It was quite appropriate enough for hyukjae, and he appreciated it...

He took Hae to his bedroom and laid him on bed, "Aish what a mess" he mumbled and started to pick the books that he was throwing out of his anger last night, Suddenly he saw hae shivering and mumbling things in his sleep "H-help, p-p-p"

Hyukjae quickly ran to the latter and caressed his face gently "Shhh Shh, I'm here" he whispered and massaged Hae's temples "umph" hae frowned but the shivering started to slow down and Hyukjae noticed the latter was sweating like crazy,

"Dammit" he cursed "You'll catch a cold" he started to Hae's uniform, as his finger slightly touched Hae's chest he stopped and pulled back his hand, THAT WAS SO IN' SOFT...

How he wanted to touch them again, he slapped his own face "Shut up you ert nerd, you sound like Heechul hyung" he shook his head and continue undressing Hae, he felt like the temperature in the room was rising but it was the heat of his own body, each second he watched those beautiful chests, that tummy, that neck, the desire of touching them rose...

"Y-yah, are you taking advantage of him? Stop it... you hate him, like you always have.. he's a ... Who know how many people have touched these--- these--  'Beautiful body parts that came from heaven'  safhjkflafgfdgrd... 'filthy body parts'"

Hyukjae folded the clothes and put them on his desk, he went to his drawer and had another look at Hae "Argh ottoke? these would be small for him..." he whined and looked for a shirt that was a little big for him 'I think this'll do' he thought and took out the shirt and some loose pants...

As he turned around he noticed the sweat on Hae's body has doubled and now he was shivering even more,

Hyukjae dropped the clothes beside the bed and rushed to the kitchen and poured some warm water into a bowl, he picked up two small towels from a nearby drawer and rushed back to the room, making some drops of the water fall down on the floor,

Hyukjae slowly sat beside the bed and wetted the towel and squeezed it, he started cleaning hae's body, 'Don't look, Don't look" Hyuk looked away to prevent his emotions from provoking, he picked the other towel to dry Hae's body,

When he was done, he slowly dressed the latter, making sure he wouldn't wake up, The clotes were still a little small for him but that was all Hyukjae had.

Hae calmed down and seemed more peaceful, Hyukjae sighed in relief and reached his hand to carress Hae's face... He pulled away and decided to continue his work,

Uh-oh... Now this was the hard part.... he had to change Hae's pants... He cursed inside, "Really now Hyukjae, it can't be that hard" He told himself and reached his hand to Hae's pants, each time he moved his hand to open the button, his hands slightly touched the latter's , and each time he clenched his teeth and closed his eyes, 

WHAT IN DEVIL'S NAME?? Hyuk could swear he heard giggling, he looked up and saw Hae was smiling in his sleep, "ARGHHH this is sooo embarrassing" he hardly rubbed his head, "NO, no hyukjae, this is pathetic and disgusting" hyuk straightened himself and pulled out hae's pants,

Hae's bulge was formed on his boxer and Hyuk could do nothing but stare, he his lips and reached his hand to touch it "Just a small touch" his heart said, "No Hyukjae, if you do it, you'll want more" his brain said, Hyukjae quickly pulled his hand away and started to put the pants on Hae,

The pants were a bit tight and when hyukjae fully managed to pull it up a moan came from Hae's mouth, Hyukjae's heart skipped and he was unsteadily breathing, he pulled the pants a little bit down so that it wouldn't pressure Hae's-- 'THING'.

"Bathroom, bathroom" hyuk got up and went out, closing the door behind him, he leaned on the door and sighed "I still hate you" he quickly said and ran to the bathroom.

Meanwhile

Hae was still deep in his thoughts when the door opened "Urgh finally you're awake" Hyukjae the light, Hae groaned and covered his eyes, Hyukjae smirked,

When Hae's eyes adjusted to the light he noticed the person who had just entered was hyukjae... Suddenly he remembered... 'Kanging', 'his gang', 'Sungmin at the others being taken'

Hae gasped "No please don't hurt me, please let me go, ple--" Hyuk covered Hae's mouth "Will you shut up already? Kangin isn't here.. I found you unconscious in the alley and brought you to my house" When he made sure Hae had calmed down, he pulled away his hand,

"What about the others?"

Hyuk shook his head "umm, they weren't there" Hyuk said and sat on the chair, "And I tried to call them but-- uhh-- no one answered?" Hyuk unsurly said,

Hae looked down "W-what about wonnie? He wasn't with us"

Hyuk got frustrated and looked away "He didn't answer either, Stop annoying me with your questions"

Hae looked down and nodded "Ok" he mumbled,

Hyuk tightened his jaw "Listen I'm sure their fine, and you shouldn't think about these, you went through so much today" he said in an almost caring tone,

Hae half smiled "I can't help it",

"Cause you're an idiot... Did it worth all those times of trauma?" Hyuk said in a loud voice,

Hae looked up "So you mean-- what Kangin did-- was worth a month in Coma for Siwon? Did he deserve it?" 

Hyuk looked away, pain of guilt over-taking him again. Of course he didn't, Siwon got beaten up so that only hyuk knew what Kangin was capable of, 

"Tell me please, Why did Kangin do it?" Hae asked, Hyuk looked at him "I-- aah--" hyuk cleared his throat "Look seriously, my nerves can't take another fainting of yours in my house anymore, Go to sleep" 

"Bu--" Hae opened his mouth to speak, "I said Go to sleep, I'll call heechul hyung, see if he can contact your friends... I'll check up on you in 5 mins, If you're not asleep by that time, you're dead" Hyuk warned and went out, shutting the door behind.

Hae pouted and looked around "Kyaaaaaa so many books" he mumbled, bet Hyukjae mostly spent his time studying, 

"wowww, I always wanted to see where he lived" Hae smiled and got up to look around the room, he felt a small dizziness in his head but didn't really care,

There were so many trophies on a case next to his desk, Hae had a closer look, they were all trophies of different dance contests from different years "Kyaaaaaa" hae breathed, "Oh omo, this is the one his won last year" Hae recognized the trophy from the autograph he had, he pouted "I wish I could be there" he mumbled.

Hae sighed and turned to look at other parts of the room, suddenly something drew Hae's attention "OH?!! What's that?" Hae mumbled and went to the wall...

He gasped as he saw a picture of himself on the wall with a huge red X on it, Hae's bottom lip started to tremble in sadness and fear, he stepped back when he bumped into a small box on the desk, it quickly fell down and some stuff came out of it,

"AIISH Silly me!!!" He kneeled down and started collecting the things to the box, mostly they were love letters from his fan girls and some small presents, but Hae suddenly stopped when he picked a small notebook from between the fallen stuff, 'My diary'

Hae frowned "Boyaa" he mumbled "He keeps a diary? Maybe it's not his" Hae had a small look at it and went through the pages until he reached the empty ones, he went back a few pages and noticed the last date that was written on the diary,

11/05/2011, Hae widened his eyes... This was the day Siwon got beaten up, Why hasn't he continued writing after that?

Hae didn't dare to read it, these were Hyukjae's personal things and secrets "YO you Fish, I hope you're sleeping cause I'm coming" Hae jumped up and his head hit the desk "Ouch" he hissed and put the box back on it's place, "Oh the diary, ottoke?" the diary was still in his hands,

"Are you breaking my stuff? I thought I told you to sleep" Hyukjae's voice was getting nearer the room, 

Hae didn't have time to put the diary back in it's place, he jumped on the bed and went under the blanket with the diary and closed his eyes,

The door opened "Yah why aren't you answer--" Hyukjae shut up as he saw Hae sleeping, he scoffed "Thanks of caring for my electricity bill" he mumbled and turned off the lights and closed the door,

Hae opened his eyes and decided if he moves again hyukjae will notice 'I'll put the diary back in it's place in the morning' he decided and closed his eyes to go to sleep.

"Wake the up" Eunhyuk came to hae's room the next morning, Hae slightly groaned and rubbed his eyes,

Hyukjae reached his hand to pull the blanket but Donghae hardly grabbed on it, Hyuk widened his eyes "Aish you--" he attempted to pull it again but Donghae resisted "I'm awake" he said,

"Are you hiding something there?" hyuk asked, hae widened his eyes and nervously looked around "Y-yes aaah I mean no- I-- I--" Hyuk pulled the blanket again but donghae still didn't let go "I'M " Hae shouted,

"Bwo?" hyuk frowned, Hae blushed "Ahh, I-- your pants were just too tight for me-- so-- I-- uhh--"

"Ok ok shut up... By the way I only drink strawberry milk for breakfast, I don't have anything else to give you"

Hae smiled "It'll do, thanks, Have you heard from my friends?"

"Heechul hyung told us to come to school ASAP to talk about it, get ready and we'll go" hyuk said and went out, closing the door behind.

Hae made sure he went away and quickly pulled the blanket away and picked the diary "I have to put this back--" he got up but suddenly he heard a knock on the door "You dressed yet? your phone is ringing"

dhfakhf "Uhhh-- just a moment" Hae said and looked around, he quickly put the diary in his own backpack and started to take the pants off and wearing his own uniform pants that was folded on the desk "You can come in" he said, when Hyukjae entered Hae kicked the backpack aside with his leg so that the latter wouldn't see it,

Hyukjae handed him his phone, Hae answered it without looking at the caller ID "Yes?"

"Hae honey?? You alright? where are you?"

"Oh Mom!! I'm at a friend's house" Hae answered, 

"Honey I was so worried about you, Are the others with you? their parents are so worried"

Hae gulped and looked down "Th-- they're with me mom, kinchana"

Hae's mom sighed in relief on the other line"Oh great... tell them to call their moms too, are you going to school now?"

"Yeah mom, I'll see in the evening" hae said and hung up, "Aah ottoke?? I've gotta find them"

Hyuk suddenly felt a little worried about them as well, Could Kangin have done something to them??

Later

Hae and Hyuk ran inside the school gate, straight to their class "heechul hyuuuuuuung, no one had heard from them, what do we dooooo?" Hae cried and hugged his friend, heechul hugged him back but his eyes took glance of Hyuk who kept looking at them and then around, moving a step forward and backwards anxiously,

"You can hug him if you want" Hangeng whispered to Hyuk's ear "I'd rather die" Hyuk mumbled, Hangeng scoffed,

"Oh? Hyukjae what are you doing there?" Kyu, yesung and Taemin entered the class, hyuk jumped up and ran to them "Yesung, You know where Kangin is?" he put his hands on his friends shoulders, "What?" 

Hyuk was about to say something else when a hand hit him aside, Hyuk almost fell by the sudden action, he turned to say something but was startled to see it was Hae who did it,

Hae was holding Yesung so hardly "Ya! What the hell is wrong with you?" Yesung tried to struggle free but hae held him tighter and burst into tears "Please, Yesung-shi... If you know anything, tell us"

Yesung was even more confused now "I don't even know what the hell is going on!!"

"Hyuk? What's this all about?" Taemin asked, Heechul slowly put his finger on his forehead "ARGH stress, stress.. Hold on for a second" everyone then shut their mouth and looked at Heechul, "This is just 'Weird'" heechul said and opened his eyes "Yeye! You're telling us that you don't know where Kangin is?"

Yesung shrugged "I haven't seen him since yesterday... he called and said that he'll be hanging out wiht his friends"

"WRONG! he beat up my dongsaens yesterday and now is in' disappeared" heechul said, Yesung and the others widened their eyes "b-bwo?"

"What if he killed them?" Kyuhyun asked, Hae screamed and covered his eyes, "Really now thanks alot you evil brat" Heechul smacked Kyu's head,

"Hyung you know kyu could be right" -Taemin

"We know but at least don't say it in front of this kid, you want his trauma to come back?" Hyuk said,

Argues started to fill the whole room now, Hangeng was only looking at the boys and thinking "Guys?" he said calmly but everyone was still shouting and arguing "Umm, guys?" he call again, still no answer, "YAH!!! YOU'LL GET NOWHERE LIKE THIS YOU IDIOTS, WILL YOU LISTEN TO ME FOR A SECOND?" he shouted, everyone was both startled and scared in their own way, Heechul on the other hand had a proud smile on his face,

Hangeng bowed "Sorry guys, I-- ahh"

"Wowww, Hyung you really are starting to look like Heechul hyung, I just wish Heechul hyung could be like you too" kyu pouted "You wanna die?" heechul glared at Kyu, "Baby calm down please" hangeng said, Heechul nodded and calmed down, 

"Anyway, my guess is-- that-- uh-- We look for the places Kangin usually hangs around or-- uh-- Y'know, beat up people and stuff, And go and save the others" Hangeng suggested,

"You know! that's actually quite a brilliant idea baby... Aigoo I'm so proud of you" Heechul pulled Hangeng's lips and gave a tendered kiss to his lover, Hangeng moaned into the kiss but Heechul knew there was no time for fun,

He slowly pulled "I'll make it up baby I promise" he said and looked at the others "Ok everyone listen up! Firstly I need a list of places Kangin could be in, we'll go there and--"

"Umm Hyung, Kangin doesn't work like that" Yesung said, Heechul raised his brow "Enlighten me my weird dongsaeng"

Hyuk sighed and came close "If he's gonna beat up more than one, he'll take them to different places" he said, Heechul frowned "Why?"

"So that his gang would know that people had figured out and to-- umm, simply run away" kyu said,

"Do you know where they might be in?" Hangeng asked, "We could think of a few places but-- we'll have to separate, cause as soon as we find one, the others will either disappear or-- die" Taemin said, "Wait up! hold on a second" Heechul didn't pay attention to the scared-to-death Hae and stepped in the middle "All this time I thought you guys were just kidding or scared but-- You're telling me that-- Kangin has killed someone before? or someones?"

"He was gonna do the same to Hae in the alley, remember?" Hyuk calmly said, "WHAT?" Hae shouted, "When?" taemin said, 

Heechul brought his hands up and closed his eyes "Let's calm down for a second, we're wasting time like this" he hissed and opened his eyes "Here's what we're gonna do, we'll separate to groups, How many places are the possibilities Yesung?" he asked,

Yesung brought his hand to his mouth and started thinking "I could think of a few but-- uhhh... He usually puts the most important one somewhere else--"

"SIWON" Hyukjae said, "I'll go there, where is it?" Hae said,

"Shh, everybody hold on, I decide who goes where" Heechul said, "If Kangin keeps Siwon somewhere private, he's gotta be there too" Hangeng said,

"Then 'I'LL' go there, with Hangeng and 'HAE'" he said 'Hae' very firmly as he looked at Hyuk, Hyuk widened his eyes "B-but why? Hyung why is he so afraid of you?" hyuk asked,

Heechul smirked "Who isn't? Long story" he said and turned to Yesung "Tell me honey, Where are the places"?

Yesung wrote down the addresses on pieces of paper and handed them to Heechul, "And this--" yesung said while writing, he finished and gave it to Heechul "--is the special one" heechul took it and nodded, "Ok, So Taemin and Kyu will go to this place--" he handed one of the papers to kyu, "Aaaand Hyukjae and Yesung will go there" he handed the paper to hyuk,

Hyukjae took the paper but sometimes he stole glances from Hae, Of course Heechul could protect him more than anyone but-- He wanted to be with the latter,

"So how do we get out of school?" Kyu asked, heechul smirked "We're going to see poor sick 'Mr.Choi' at the hospital of course"...After they went to principal's office, Leeteuk willingly gave them the permission to go out to visit their beloved Mr.Choi, they stormed out the school and separated with each other,

While hyuk was running with Yesung, he had a last look back, and right on that time Hae turned as well, their eyes met for a split second but then they turned and followed on their way to hopefully find Sungmin, Ryeowook, Minho and Of course Siwon....

His blurry visions made it nearly impossible to examine his surroundings, 'Choi Siwon' was so hungry and tired, the only thing he could taste was the bitterness of his own blood that was coming out of his mouth, nose, corner of his bruised brow, and forehead, he was severely injured, 

Kangin was chewing his sandwich in front of him and trying his best to show the latter that food tasted almost heavenly, Siwon had a terrible headache, he wanted to close his eyes and sleep, but was afraid he'd never wake up again, he could still feel his days in the coma, no one knows this but-- he could hear everything, 

He kept remembering those awful times, his parents barely leaving his sight, always praying to God to keep their son alive... At a certain hour he always heard that sweet voice of 'Lee Donghae' that made him keep going, that gave him strength to wake up... Hae used to visit him everyday after school and read stories from him, although they were all childish and mostly he told the story of 'Finding Nemo' by himself for almost a 100 time, Siwon never got tired, he always felt peaceful,

Now what he wanted more than anything was being there-- with Hae-- He wanted to hear his 'Finding Nemo' story again, he wanted to watch the animation over and over again till they passed out, 

Kangin's voice brought Siwon back to the real world "You're a total idiot Choi, you know that?" Kangin said while chewing his sandwich,

Siwon spat the blood out of his mouth and sighed "You said you'd leave us alone" 

"I changed my mind, You dared hitting my brother" kangin got up and went towards the latter "Although... You should've been more careful, I seriously thought you wouldn't believe that call but-- You fell for it" he smirked and took another bite of his sandwich,

'Yeah Siwon, You're an idiot' Siwon said inside to himself, After he received that call he rushed to his father's company to see him actually working on his desk like usual, that was when it hit him... Kangin had planned it all out, when he rushed out of the company to go and help his friends everything turned black, and when he woke up he was here, umm-- Where was he exactly?? 

Eunhyuk and Yesung just reached the address and looked around, "There.. it's that house" Yesung pointed, They were unsure of what-- No, 'Who' they were gonna find there, the neighborhood was a ghost town, Hyuk wished he could be with Hae right now-- these places would scare the hell outta that kid...

Yesung held his friend's hand and they both snuck to the wall of the house... Yesung secretly looked inside the window to figure out how many of his brother's friends were there, all he could see was a small figure lying on the ground "Something's wrong" 

Hyuk noticed it too "Where is everyone?" he frowned, that was just weird...

When they made sure no one was around, they went to the front door and tried to open it... It was 'Locked', Yesung turned to Hyuk "Together" he said "1.... 2.... 3..." And they both kicked the door open, 

Yesung ran to the body that was on the ground and turned it to see who it was, he gasped to see a totally bruised face in front of him, he check for a pulse and felt it, he sighed in relief "I think it's that Ryewook guy" he said, 

"Yeah it's him... but seriously-- why isn't there anyone here?" suddenly his phone rang, he picked it up and answered "Kyu?"

'Hyung? We found Sungmin and Minho'

Hyuk closed his eyes "H-how are they?"

'Alive' was all kyu could say,

"we found ryeowook here too, any news of heechul hyung?"

'Mmno, I hadn't heared from them but-- hyung something's up... I think Kangin beat all of them up and then gathered his gang in where they are holding Siwon"

Does this mean it was all a trap? What if Hae got into trouble? Even thinking about this made Hyuk's blood rush to his brain, Hae was kangin's only target "Listen, take them to your dad's hospital, Yesung will meet you there too" Yesung nodded and carefully picked ryeowook up, hyuk hung up and helped his friend "Can you handle this alone?" he asked yesung,

"Where will you go?" Yesung asked,

"I gotta help the others, Kangin had planned this all out, we can't let him catch heechul hyung and others off-guard"

Yesung nodded "We'll join you guys as soon as we can--"

"--Yeye listen... you really don't have to do this, I can't make you fight your brother"

"No hyuk, It's time somebody stopped him, I know everything--" yesung said, Hyuk widened his eyes, Yesung knew everything? 

Yesung smiled "We'll talk later, go now... the address is **** " 

Hyuk thanked his friend and rushed to the address yesung gave him to help the others....

"Chullie? what's in your mind?" Hangeng asked while three of them were walking in a dirty and poor neighborhood, the houses were all old with shattered glasses, Hae held on to Hangeng's hand tightly "Don't worry Hae, I don't think anyone lives here" Hangeng said,

They heared a crash sound from the left and jumped back in defense, suddenly a small cat came out of the trash can and ran to another side, Heechul sighed and looked around "I think it's that house" he pointed,

Hangeng looked at the paper in his hand nodded "Yeah that's it"

"We have to be caref--" before he could finish, scary looking men came out of different parts of the neighborhood with their chains and knives swinging in their hands... Heechul wasn't scared at all, but Hae was like he could faint any second...

"Right into the belly of the beast" Kangin came from between his gang "We meet again 'Hangeng" he said,

Hangeng scoffed "how unfortunate" he mumbled,

"I can see you're all acting like heroes" Kangin teased, 

"Why don't you just dare and look at me while saying those words?" Heechul growled, Kangin didn't look at him, instead he went straight to poor trembling Donghae "You wanna see your friend?" he asked, Hae nodded immediately,

"Let me take you to him" he said and dragged Hae with himself, Heechul ran to get him but one of Kangin's friends grabbed him and threatened him with his knife "Yaish you think I'm afraid of your small knife? Let me go before I kick the outta you" he was cursing but it was late, Hae was gone with Kangin

"Where is he taking our friend?" Hangeng asked, no one answered.....

After 5 minutes one of the boys looked at his watch and nodded at the one who was holding heechul, the guy let go of the older and heechul quickly shoved him away, "Your tall friend is in there" the guy pointed to a house and gestured his friends to go with him,

"What about the short one?" Heechul asked, the guy stopped, his back still facing heechul "Probably in hell right now"

tears formed in heechul's eyes as he tried to make himself look strong "Tell kangin, if anything ever happens to my fish, I'll show my real face to him" he hissed... The guy didn't answer and went away....

"Bastard" Heechul whispered, hangeng put his hand on his lover's shoulders "Let's save Siwon before it's too late"

"But we have to find Hae--" heechul said,

"Honey I promise you we will, but let's save Siwon first" he said, they both ran to the house and kicked the door open to find Siwon in pool of blood in front of them "Siwonnie" heechul yelled and ran to him, Siwon forced his eyes open and looked at heechul, his face was pale and full of bruises, God knew how he others were right now,

"Wonnie it's gonna be ok, it's gonna be ok, we'll take you to a hospital now" Heechul caressed his face,

"Hae" he whispered, "W-- where-- is--"

"Shhh not now" heechul said, Hangeng came to them and helped heechul carry Siwon with them outta that hellhole,

'God damn you kangin, just wait until I get my hands on you' heechul groaned inside, suddenly his heart skipped when he thought of where Hae could be 'God please, please protect my dongsaeng' a tear dropped from heechul's eyes and continued on his way........