*Chapter 4;

"I can see you're all acting like heroes" Kangin teased, Hyukjae was watching the scene in front of him from behind one of the deserted houses,

"Why don't you just dare and look at me while saying those words?" Heechul growled, Hyukjae frowned, he didn't understand this fear Kangin had towards his hyung, 

"You wanna see your friend?" he asked Hae and hyuk got tensed up, Hae nodded immediately "Aiiiish you idiot" hyukjae mumbled,

"Let me take you to him" he said and dragged Hae with himself, 'I have to follow them' just when he was about to sneak behind them a hand grabbed his shoulder, Hyukjae quickly turned around and saw one of Kangin's friends "Hyukjae? What are you doing here?"

Hyuk could hear heechul's yells from behind and his mind was a mess "What is Kangin gonna do to Hae?" he quickly asked,

The guy frowned "Did something hit your head?"

"Please Kibum, you owe me... where is Kanging taking Hae?" kibum didn't answer "you still love him?" Kibum asked,

"I'm doing this for Yesung, I don't want Kangin to go to jail" hyuk hissed, kibum didn't believe him, of course he was lying "I can't let you save the kid" Kibum said and grabbed hyuk's shoulder to take him away,

"Let me go" Hyuk struggled and punched kibum's face, Kibum jumped on him to attack but Hyuk quickly gave another punch to his face and knocked him out, He had a last look at heechul and hangeng, 'They'll be fine, I have to find Hae'  he thought and started to run,

He kept running in the abandoned street but there was no sign of them anywhere "Think hyuk, think" he looked around at the buildings and shops when his eyes caught glance of--- "The cemetery" he gasped and ran inside it,

Hyuk's steps started to grow slower as he looked around at the graves and dried trees, he had to be super quiet,

Suddenly he heard sounds "Hae" he breathed and snuck to the direction of the sound "p-please Kangin" the voice was cleared now, it was Hae,

"No more begs you small bug" Kangin took out his knife, Hae's tears were strolling down like crazy "It really wasn't my fault, I didn't--" Kangin slapped his face "Shut up you bastard, of course it's your fault, I know you did it on purpose"

Hae was holing his face while trembling, Hyuk wanted to run to him and take him outta there, but he had to find another way,

"Then I'm sorry... If it's gonna make you feel better and if you don't hurt my friends, kill me" hae cried,

"Yeah it is, It's gonna make feel wayyy better... Lee Donghae, People like you should never exist" Kangin took out his knife,

Hae closed his eyes and prayed inside, he kept waiting so the damn knife would hit him but the only thing hae heard was a *Bam* sound, he screamed and then another *Bam* sound was heard, he opened his eyes and saw Kangin lying on the ground, 

Hae jumped back and looked up to see who came to save him, he couldn't believe his eyes "Y-you?" hae blinked a few times to make sure he wasn't dead and the person in front of him wasn't an angel,

Hyukjae threw the wood on his hand away and ran to him "You Idiot, you foolish in' bastard" he kept slapping Hae here and there,

Hae closed his eyes and covered his face "what the hell were you thinking, huh? WHAT?" Hyuk kept slapping, but stopped and cried,

Hae was still crying, his body hurt so much because of the latter's slaps, his heart ached, before he could say anything, Hyukjae quickly wrapped his arms around him "I'm sorry" he cried,

Hae cried his heart out and hugged the latter back "Hyu-- hyu--"

Hyukjae pulled away and glared at him, Hae looked back with his teary eyes, before they both knew, they attacked each other's lips and kissed each other with such passion and intensity like there was no tomorrow,

Hyuk pulled the latter's neck to deepen the kiss, Hae wrapped his arm fully around the latter's neck and responded to him in sync,

they both pulled away from lack of oxygen and panted, hyuk was still in shock, he wanted to kiss him again so much, he could feel sparks all over inside his heart, brain and stomach he opened his mouth to say something but hae caught him off "I'm sorry" hae said, hurting hyuk deep inside, he felt like a bucket of ice water fell on all those sparks inside him,

he cleared his throat "Right, I forgot you were Siwon's boyfriend--"

"--I'm not" hae said, "Whatever, I forgot you only kissed Siwon around" hyuk mocked, now he could fully feel how other guys in school longed for his kiss, he just tasted so-- special.

"Anyway... This never happened. Also, you're gonna explain to me what the hell this was all about with Kangin" hyuk said, Hae didn't look at him and just nodded, his face was bright red,

'I bet my face is even worse than his' Hyuk was glad Hae wasn't looking at him "Get up, let's get outta here" he said and turned to walk away but Hae grabbed his hand "t-thank you" hae whispered "for saving me" he planted a kiss on hyuk's cheek and walked outta the cemetery,

Hyuk looked back at the latter in amazement, a small tear escaped his eye and he quickly wiped it away, he also wanted to wipe his mouth and cheek but instead he palmed his lips and closed his eyes, he'll never forget this moment, because it's the first and last kiss he'd ever shared,

He finally took a deep breath and followed behind the latter to find him going back to the neighborhood "Where are you going?" 

"Heechul and Hangeng hyung are in trouble, I also need to find Siwon" Hae said, 

"Wait!! You'll get into trouble again... Stop" but before he could finish, they entered the place where the other's were but found nothing "Where are they?" Hyuk asked,

"Hyung?" Hae shouted "Wonnie???" he looked around,

"Hae?" Suddenly both hyuk and hae turned to see heechul and hangeng coming out, carrying siwon with them,

Hae gasped "Wonnieeee" he screamed and ran to the latter, hugging him tightly, Siwon flinched from the pain but didn't say anything and hugged him back,

Hyuk dropped his face and walked to heechul "Hyun, you ok?"

"What in heaven's name are you doing here?" heechul asked in shock but also with a small smirk on his lips, hyuk looked down "I was worried about you hyung" 

"I'm sure you were, my silly dongsaeng" heechul messed with hyuk's hair "Let's go to Mr Cho's hospital, everyone is there" hyuk said, Everyone nodded and started walking away from the neighborhood.

Later

"I'm expecting some serious explanation from you, Cho kyuhyun" Kyu's father glared at his son in the hospital hallway,

Kyu couldn't find the right words at all, yesung and other's were trying to back him up and reason with his dad...

Heechul was watching them from the small window in Siwon's room, Hangeng approached him and kissed his cheek "Thank God it's over" he said,

Heechul chuckled and looked at the sleeping hae on the chair beside siwon's bed "For now" he mumbled, Hangeng smiled "It's gonna be Ok heechul" he whispered,

Heechul shook his head "That cow is gonna pay for everything" he growled,

"Let's leave it for another time, just calm down" hangeng said, heechul sighed and nodded "Let's go help that kid" he referred to kyuhyun, Hangeng nodded and they both exited the room...

Right when the door closed Hae gasped and jumped out of his sleep because of the sound, he rubbed his eyes and looked at Siwon "Wonnie, wonnieee" he shook his friend, Siwon quickly opened his eyes in shock and looked at him "Hae? What's wrong?"

Hae sighed in relief and hugged his friend "Wonnie I was so afraid you wouldn't wake up again, sorry I scared you"

Siwon smiled, he was so afraid too, but he was right here, awake, with Hae "Aiish you fish, I'm right here, see? Where are the others?"

"They're fine, they're sleeping too" hae said, Siwon caressed Hae's cheek "I was so worried about you" he whispered,

Hae smiled and kissed siwon's cheek "Don't worry yourself wonnie"

Siwon pouted "You kissed the wrong place", images of hyuk kissing him suddenly came to Hae's mind and he blushed, but he had to forget about it, somehow he didn't want to kiss Siwon after what happened between them but-- Siwon went through a lot today, and all because of Hae, so he deserved it, Hae leaned in and kissed him,

Siwon melted into the kiss and kept kissing him when the door opened, they both looked up and saw hyukjae standing there with a cup of tea in his hand, he looked down so the two wouldn't see the tears that were forming in his eyes "Umm, I brought this for heechul hyung" he said and put the cup on a small table "tell him I said goodbye"

"Are you leaving?" hae asked, hyuk nodded without looking at the latter and left the room...

"You should go home too Hae" Siwon said,

Hae shook his head "No, I'm staying with you guys tonight" hae said "Go to sleep wonnie" he said, siwon smiled and closed his eyes to go to sleep.

Hae went to the window and looked outside at the nighty sky, When he looked down he saw Hyukjae running out of the hospital, entering a taxi and going away, Hae put his hand on the window glass and watched the street "I wish my lips belonged to you" he whispered and leaned his forehead on the window, closing his eyes, remembering the sweetest kiss of his life......

"Hae hae, we're leaving now, if there's anything you need, just give us a call, Ok?" Hangeng told hae, hae was sitting on a couch with a small blanket on himself "Ok hyung" he smiled, Heechul planted a kiss on hae's forehead and went out with his lover, 

Everyone had went home now, besides hae, he watched Siwon peacefully sleeping and pouted, 'Bored'  he grabbed his bag to at least take out his phone and play some game but suddenly remembered something "The diary"...

Hae carefully took the diary out of his bag and looked at it, he felt really bad for not putting it back to it's place but-- deep inside-- he wanted to have a small look at it,

The fact that the entries ended right on the day siwon got beaten up really scared Hae, the only question on his mind was 'Why?'

Hae didn't want to read the whole diary, but only one... he scrolled the pages to the last entry and took a deep breath, somehow he felt like he didn't know where to start.. what to read... what to do...

Some parts of the page were rough, as if it was wet before... Did he cry that night? 

" it, I can't stop myself" hae mumbled and started reading...

*A/N: the italic parts mean the ink is blurry (Remain of hyuk's tears)

11/05/2011

I just can't stop crying, I can't stop thinking of what happened today!! Why!! God...

I want to burn this notebook so much, but there are so much memories in it that I don't want to forget, then why am I writing about this day? A day I never want to remember again...

But one thing's for sure my dear diary, I'll never share my memories with you again, so-- this is some kind of goodbye to me...

Today was supposed to be so different from this that happened today... 

I just got a call from kyuhyun... Siwon is in coma now... It's all my fault...

Why did I have to tell kangin about it? Why did I have to fall in love?

Oh Donghae... my small little fish... Will I be able to see him tomorrow? Kyuhyun said he's in a very bad stage, the doctors said he has got trauma because of what he witnessed...

Of course, how can his small heart take all that bull? kangin was right, I guess... He loves Siwon....

I have to make myself a promise right here right now... it's for donghae's protection and for mine...

From now on, I promise that I Will hate him... I really didn't think it would turn out like this... I thought I'd love him forever... There was this small hope inside me that maybe, just maybe he loves me too...

But why didn't kangin want me to tell him that? How will I ever be able to look at them again? 

I'm dying inside, I want to be at the hospital with them to comfort them... but no... I swore I'd never go near them again, I swore I'd treat them like trash.. for their own safety...

This is the last night I'll ever feel  lee donghae in my heart, tomorrow will surely not be the same at all, I'm just gonna make the best of it, I'm gonna feel donghae for one last time in my heart and erase him forever...

I wish I didn't have to... I wish this night never ended but-- it's for the best...

Lee donghae... Mianhe my love... I'm sorry for never having the courage of talking about my feelings, I'm a coward....

so I just have to write down these three words that I couldn't say and-- probably never be able to say.... I love you....

Donghae couldn't stop his tears from falling down but-- He didn't even know why he was crying... Because he found out hyukjae loved him? or because he finally found out about the truth behind why kangin beat up Siwon?

Hae weakly got up from the couch and walked to Siwon, he couldn't even feel his knees... "wonnieee, you suffered all because you tried to protect me?" hae sobbed and held sleeping siwon's hand, kissing it gently...

Hae knew what Kangin really wanted from him but-- never thought there was another truth lying behind, a truth that he never thought could be possible... Lee hyukjae 'in love' with him... 

"Kangin did all this because you're my friend" hae's lips trembled, "Why wonnie? why did you protect me? you must really love me..." Hae caressed the latter's cheek "But wonnieee, I-- I really can't answer to your feelings" hae's tears dropped, now that he learned hyukjae loved him... it was a totally different story...

Flashback

"maybe we should go to an amusement park or something, I'm bored to death" sungmin said,

"how about karaoke?" minho suggested,

Siwon sighed "ts ts ts, you all should really try going to church from time to time" everyone groaned,

"I'll come to church with you wonnieeee" hae back hugged him, siwon smiled at the boy's action,

"uh-oh, trouble" ryeowook suddenly said and stepped back, Siwon and others looked at the direction ryewook was and took a step back,

"You don't give up do you, you trash?" kangin shouted as he was approaching them, hae trembled and hid himself behind siwon,

"what do you want kangin?" Siwon said,

"Move away, this has nothing to do with you" kangin tried to push siwon away but he didn't budge "sungmin, take Hae away" Siwon said without breaking eye contact with kangin, sungmin and the others quickly pulled hae away...

"I'm warning you choi..." still there was no sign of fear in Siwon, kangin grunted his teeth "Last chance choi, move away"

"What do you want from hae? I told you to stay away from him"

"Oh I will... If you let me just have a small word with him" Siwon knew very well what kangin meant by 'having a word'..

he took a deep breath "Have your words with me, and promise to leave us alone after this"

kangin smirked "you really care for him this much?"

"I do"

Kangin's smile faded "Fine" he said and punched Siwon hard on the face... everything after that was all black and blurry, Hae remembered very well that Siwon didn't defend himself at all, he thought it'd only be a small fight but-- it became a nightmare for all of them....

End of flashback

Hae slowly got up and walked out of siwon's room, along the halls his steps fastened, when he was out of the hospital he walked faster and faster, and on the sidewalk he started running like storm to the only person's house he could discuss everything with...

Lee hyukjae....

Hyukjae was resting his head on the couch, looking at the cielling, ugh that kisssss... he tightened his eyes and covered his lips again... Kissing lee donghae was the last thing he could ever think would happen to him, he could remember every second of it, feelings were still inside him...

Sound of doorbell made him snap out of his thoughts and jump up from the couch "Who could it be at this hour?" he mumbled and went to get the door,

when he opened a door he saw donghae leaning on the wall, panting hard 'he has cried?' hyukjae examined the boy "What are you doing here?" he tried keep as cool as possible,

Donghae looked up at him, still panting, he opened his mouth to talk but his tears failed immediately, he came here to shout at him, for cursing him for ruining his life for a whole month in hospital, but he couldn't do that, he could never shout at the man he loved,

"What's wrong with you?" hyukjae asked, hae looked at him and wrapped his arms around the latter, hyukjae froze in his place, he reached his hands up to hug the boy back but they were just inches away from his body, not contacting it...

"I just realized somethig today, that I wasn't the only one who suffered, that siwon wasn't the only one who suffered.. at least we had each other for comfort, we had our friends and families... but hyukkie--" hyukjae widened his eyes 'Hyukkie?' he felt like his heart melted from the sweetness of the boy's voice,

Hae continued "--you suffered more than all of us... I'm sorry for causing all of you-- even kangin-- all these troubles... I wish kangin had killed me--" hyukjae quickly pulled away and looked at him with teary eyes in anger, he shook the boy "Why are you here on my doorstep saying these nonese--"

"-- I love you" hae shouted, hyukjae's jaw was still open, but didn't say a word...

Hae's tears dropped as he was wiping them away, he fell on his knees "I'm in love with a boy that used to feel the same for me now hates me most in this world"

hyukjae bit his lips, "What did I do wrong?? whaaat? I'm dying everyday to see everyone around me suffering like this... the man I love calls me a everyday, but does he know each person I used to kiss in school was only because I knew I'd never have his lips and imagining the person I'm kissing is 'him' would bring me comfort?"

hyukjae's unconscious tears escaped his eyes but he didn't wipe them away, instead he bent down and pulled the boy in front of him to his embrace "You idiot" he cried "You idiooooot" he repeated and cried harder "How could I hate you huh?? how the hell could I hate you?" 

hae pulled away and looked at him, hyukjae wiped the latter's tears away "and did you know that that boy died everyday seeing you kissing others? that all he wanted was to run to you and hug you when you had a trauma? he in' thought he'd never see you again" hyukjae stated to himself,

"s-so d-does he l-love me?" hae sobbed, "He dies for you, you fool" hyuk cried and locked his lips with the latter,

hae quickly responed to the sweet kiss, it was so soft and slow, yet filled with passion, sobs could be heard between their kisses, tears mixing with each other... right now all they cared was being with each other, being able to feel their love, their lips, their everything,

Hyukjae pulled away and hugged the boys tightly "I love you hae, I love you,  I love you, I love you" he whispered, hae closed his eyes and rested his head on his lover's shoulder, hugging him back tightly.

Although it had been an awkward yet sweet moment for both of them, two boys that thought would never even look at each other, kissed just a few minutes ago, 

Hyuk brought Hae inside and layed him on couch, Hae couldn't even feel his legs anymore, though he had no Idea why! Thousands of thoughts and emotions were in him right now,

Hyuk slowly layed beside the latter, he started his cheek and wiping his tears away, kissing every part he touched right after it, Hae closed his eyes and let his breath out, enjoying the blissful moment with his lover,

"please kiss me again" Hae mumbled, his voice barely could be heared "Not until you stop crying" hyuk said while carressing Hae's hair,

There was a short pause between them "I can't" hae whispered and burst out his emotions again, Hyuk had to remain strong at the moment, he had to shut his mouth and prevent his tears from falling "B-baby please" he weakly spoked and leaned his forehead on the latter,

Hae hugged him tightly "How can I live a happy life with you while of ruining lives of others?" he whispered,

"Shh, how could you possibly ruin someone's life with this innocence of yours?" 

Hae shook his head "No, I do... and all because of my stupid so-called innocence"

Hyuk smiled at those words "You do know it's what I really love in you, right?" Hae smiled back "really?"

"Yeah cause it's what makes you stupid" Hae pouted "I'm not"

Hyuk pulled away and pecked Hae's pouting lips "Are too" he said, hae pouted again and looked down, this is exactly what hyuk wanted, that one and only pout in this world that melted his heart, he looked down at his lips and smiled "So who do these belong to now?"

Hae's mind went to Siwon again, 'How am I gonna tell him?' hae closed his eyes "Only you, it's what I always wanted" he said,

hyuk dropped his head on hae's neck "forgive me Hae" hae patted his back and closed his eyes "You too hyukkie, forgive me"

Hyuk pulled himself up from the latter's neck and started directly at his eyes "But I don't ever intend to lose you, Ever" he said and captured his lips,

Hae quickly responded and pulled the latter to himself with force, hyuk groaned and trailed his fingers in Hae's hair, going deeper in his face and every part, "Mmm hyukkie haaah" Hae kept into the kisses, he remembered once he made this voice with Siwon again, Damn! It was so embarressing to make these sounds, he blushed and tightened his eyes,

"yeah that's right, only hyukkie, only me... no one else's" hyuk groaned and went down, the boys neck, Hae was blushing even more, yet enjoying and in pleasure, Hae never felt like this in his life, he couldn't take it in anymore  "Oo Ooh my God, hyuuuk" 

hyuk kept and biting Hae's neck until it left a mark, Hae's moans were enough to make him go all wild and insane "This is a total proof of you belonging to me"

Hae didn't understand the boy's words, but he was sure of one thing that his body craved for more, though he was just too shy to say it, 

Hyuk's fingers travelled along Hae's clothed chest slowly, Hae rolled his eyes back "ngg, n-not there"

Hyuk smirked "Sensitive, are we?" he ed hae's uniform and exposed his well built y chest, he'd seen those cutties before when he was taking care of him, now it was different. now he could touch it all he wanted,

Now he made full skin contact with them and leaned to the spot between them "Haaahhhh",

*Haeeeeeeee pick up the phoooooooooooone*

"What da " Hyuk jumped up and looked around with widened his eyes, Hae aished in embarresment and leaned his head back on the couch,

*Haeeeeeeee pick up the phoooooooooooone*

Hyuk groaned when he realized it was actually Hae's so called-- ringtone that ruined their moment,

Hae picked it up and answered "yes?"

Hyuk wrapped his arms around the latter, kissing his shoulder as he was talking "Mmm, aa wonnieee, I'm innn--" Hae bit his tounge,

"yea I'm f-fine, I'm in the-- bathroo--- dammiiitttt" Hyuk was playing with his chest again, hyuk gave no to that person on the other line, he actually wanted him to hear all of these, he pinched Hae's d "nnnooo wonnnniieee I'mmaaa having a little aaaaah trouble" 

Hae lightly pushed hyuk away and gave him a sweet and cute death glared, hyuk paid no attention and smirked even more pointing somewhere down with his eyes,

Hae looked down and saw something had really gone big inside his pants, Hae bit his lip and wuickly covered it with his hand, burrying his face in the couch "no no wonnie, I'm not in the hospital, I came home to check on my mom, now I'm in the bathroom... nnngggghhh I'll bbeeee theereeee ohoho Godddd" Hyuk was massaging hae's bulged, hae quickly tossed the phone aside and turned to him "you're such a cruel ert"

Hyuk didn't leave his hand from his bulge and leaned in closer "What kind of ringtone is that??" he raised an eyebrow,

Hae was still in his other world with a pleasuring hand on his-- thing, "w-we recorded it" he said,

"Hmm, well time to have a new one.. how about I record you and my voice--" he leaned to hae's ear and whispered "speaking dirty while I'm you off?"

Hae blushed but yet agian a moan escaped his mouth, hyuk's hand was still travelling everywhere between the latter's legs,

Hae felt something really strange "Hyukkie there's--- aah there's Oh my God Aaaaaa" he calmed down but then he widened his eyes and looked down, 

Hyuk felt it too, he came in his pants, a small smile formed his lips as he looked at the latter's face who was as red as tomato now..

Hae had no idea what happened to him, it felt so in' good yet, what was it?

Hyuk's was aching because of hae again like that night he was in his house, it was begging for attention, beggin to enter a certain hole, but hyuk knew better, Hae wasn't ready for this, he was still so embarressed at what happened to him "hyukkie I'm sorry" a small tear escaped his eye,

Hyuk it away "Why?" he hardly spoke because that in hurt so much, Hae was too shy to speak,

Hyuk's eyes softened as he picked the boy and led him to the bathroom "wash yourself and we'll talk about it hae, there are some clean clothes in that small colset" hyuk pointed, hae nodded, still looking down and closed the door...

As the door closed Hyuk hardly walked himself to his bedroom, he closed the door and started pumping his "haaaaah , fianlly" he was glad he was getting rid of the pain and filling himself with pleasure,

"Yesss Oh Haeee, soo gooooood, hae" he was as he was pleasuring himself....

In the bathroom as Hae was washing his legs he heared some wierd sounds, he frowned, he felt like someone's calling him "Hyukkie??" he asked, as he finished cleaning, he dried himself and went to the small closet to look for clothes, Oh God no more tight pants please, he looked inside and was soooo happy to find loose boxers and some swimming shorts,

he put on the bosers and thought it was enough and comfortable enough, he threw his pants and boxers in the basket and rushed out to make sure if Hyuk was calling him,

"Haeeee aaaa"

the voice was coming from hyuk's bedroom?? "What's he doing?" hae frowned and knocked the door "Hyukkie you alright?"

Hyuk came in his pants right when hae knocked on the door "Oh hae? you finished?"

"y-yeah, is everything alright there? I think I heared you calling me"

"Oh oh it's nothing, I'll be right out" he said and took out his pants and only dried himself and changed, storming himself out...

he found hae innocently standing in front of the door, wearing his boxers.. 'Cute'

"I'm sorry hyukkie, it's just that-- I don't know much about these" hae mumbled...

Hyuk nodded slowly but he could feel that thousands of sharp knives were piercing his heart, not because Hae didn't know about ... but because he used to think that hae slept with everyone 'God kill me' he said inside,

As hae turned to go to the living room, hyuk smacked his own head on the wall, cursing himself, then he followed behind his lover...

Hyuk and Hae sat on the couch together, hae hid his face by looking away from him "H-hae..." hyuk broke the silence,

"h-hhm?"

"I-- I didn't know it was your first, nor you didn't know much about-- Y'know-- " hyuk said,

Hae slightly nodded "I do know a little, Siwon always wanted to tell me but-- maybe I was too shy to understand... I'm sorry Hyukkie" hae mumbled,

Hyuk quickly went to hae and cupped his cheek "Hae, hae listen to me, I don't want to be with you just for a simple you get me? I'll wait for you for as long as I have to..." hyuk said,

"I'm very sorry hyukkie, I'll try my bes--" put his finger on his lover's lips "Shhh, I said don't think about it, ok? It doesn't matter, I'll wait.. I promise" he siad and gave the latter a slow and loving kiss... When they pulled away, they cuddled with each other on the couch "So hae?"

"Yes?"

"Do you have any Idea why Kangin hates you this much?" 

Hae didn't and his breath got stuck in his chest "I-- I can't tell you hyukkie, p-please don't ask me that"

"Baby you know there shouldn't be any secrets between us, right?? besides I wanna find a good solution so that we could get rid of him... if he figures out we're together--"

Hae didn't even want to imagine the rest, it definitely would've been hell for all of them "We have to keep this a secret for a while"

Hyuk sighed "As much as I hate to admit it but-- yeah, no one should know... so I still have to treat you bad" hyuk felt disgusted of himself,

hae smiled "H-hyukkie?!! I actually like it when you treat me like that, it's-- s-y" he blushed, a wide delicious gummy smile appeared on hyuk's lips "Come here you" he said and pulled hae into a passionate kiss, hae pulled his neck and deepened the kiss, he wished he could stay like this forever,

"mmm hyukkie-- umph I gotta--"

"--shut up" hyuk whispered and kept eating up the latter's lips, they finally pulled away since the lack of oxygen, both panting hard "Sweety I really gotta go"

"I know" hyuk groaned "Take care of yourself baby, and if I ever see or hear Siwon kissed you--"

"--well I can't promiiiiise" hae teased, "YAH" hyuk ran after him, hae laughed and peck hyuk's lips "I love you"

suddenly hyuk calmed down and smiled "Me too" he whispered, hae nodded and went out to go back to hospital.

Meanwhile at Donghae's room, Donghwa was watching tv, her mom went out with her friends for an hour now, and Donghwa had nothing to do at all, so he was watching the boring late night talk show with a celebrity he didn't know at all "Americans" he mumbled,

Suddenly his cell phone started to ring "Finally!! adventure... this had better be--" he froze in his place when he saw the caller ID, Oh God!!!

He unwillingly picked it up "Y-yes?"

"Hey Bro! guess what? I'm coming home" 

Donghwa widened his eyes, 'Speaking of Americans' he thought "Really? Why?"

"What do you mean why? I miss my home, I miss everyone, life here started to become boring"

"Uh-huh.. y-yeah, so when are you coming back? I'll come and get you from the airport"

"Tomorrow, my plane arrives at seoul at 10:00 AM" the voice on the other line said,

"Ok then, I'll-- uh-- I guess I'll see you" Donghwa said and hung up quickly...

"I gotta tell Donghae" he told himself and started dialing his little brother's number...

Hyukjae was trying to focus on reading his favorite book 'Physics of the impossible', he had to get his mind off Hae and Siwon together now... "Aish I wish someone could teach that Siwon hae is mine" he groaned and went back on reading his book

*Haeeeeeeee pick up the phoooooooooooone*

"DA K" Hyuk's book fell from his hand, he started to calm down his heart when he realized it was hae's phone,

*Haeeeeeeee pick up the phoooooooooooone*

It rang again, Oh Damn, Hae had left his phone here, Ottoke??? 

Hyuk looked at the caller ID "Donghwa hyung calling"

Hyuk decided it's best that he doesn't answer it, but he also had to find a way to give the phone back to his-- Boyfriend?!! Hyuk smiled at the thought "My stupid Boyfriend" he said out loud.