Chapter 2

I hate you but I love you...

*Chapter 2;

 

Siwon was sitting on his bed talking to Hae on the phone "--So are you feelin better? C'mon hae why won't you tell me what he did you when you two went out?" Siwon asked,

"But Wonnie I already told you, he didn't do anything, I just got a little scared when Yesung reminded me of Kangin, memories of those times never leaves my mind"

Siwon closed his eyes and sighed "now now Hae, it's in the past now, I'm here right? And don't worry, Kangin will never bother us again"

"But we can't know that"

"Even if he does, I didn't go to gym unpurposely, I'll beat him up if I have to" Siwon heard Hae sob on the other line "Don't make come there Hae, or I'll squeeze you until morning" Siwon teased, "Really now wonnie?" 

"Really" As Siwon said that hae sobbed again, Siwon scrunched up his nose as he silently laughed "That's it Lee Donghae, I'm coming there" he hung up and jumped out the bed "Hey mom, I'm sleeping over at Hae's tonight" he said as he was changing his clothes,

"Ok sweety" her mom said, Siwon picked up his uniform and clothes for tomorrow and went out.

Siwon was walking quickly to get to Hae's house, As he was walking in the sidewalk, a hand hardly smacked his shoulder, Siwon jumped up and looked back to see Kangin and his street gang "Well well, little religious Choi Siwon... You dared touching my brother?" 

Damn, Kangin has really grown huge, made Siwon almost scared, and what's worse is that he's close to Hae's house, What if Hae got into trouble too? Siwon calmed himself and gave a cold expression "I don't want any other trouble Kangin, besides it was them who started it"

He turned to go but-- "A A A Choi, where are you running to? Afraid this time I'll kill you?" Siwon gulped, suddenly his phone rang, he cursed inside,

Kangin brought the phone out of Siwon's pocket, Siwon tried to get it back but Kangin's friends held him, 

Kangin looked at the caller ID 'My lovely Hae <3'

Kangin huffed "Hottest boy of the school that girls die for is in love with a 'Wimp gay'"

"Don't call him that. please give me the phone" Siwon said, "So how can you bare with him being a ?"

"Watch your mouth, he's not" Siwon yelled, "I'll put it on speaker so you could hear" Kangin half smiled and picked the phone, his friends covered Siwon's mouth so that he won't talk,

"Well hello there Hae" Kangin smiled, there was a long pause, "Cat got your tongue?" kangin was looking at Siwon's pleading eyes the whole time,

"K-k-kan--"

"Gin?" Kangin raised his brow as he was smiling wide like an idiot, "Where's Siwon?" Hae cried on the other line,

"umm, I don't know, in hell maybe? Oh but no, he's such a religious boy, guess he's in heaven now"

"NO, WHAT DID YOU DO TO HIM?" Hae was obviously crying out of his fear and anger, Siwon back-headed the guy that was holding him and punched Kangin and rushed to Hae's house, he brought the phone to his mouth "Hae, Come open the door now"

"Wonnie? what's going ?"

"Hae I'll explain later, Open the door, they're after me" Siwon said and hung up,

As he got to Hae's house, he was waiting by the door, he quickly entered and closed the door, Hae cupped Siwon's face and looked at him with his teary eyes "Wonnie I was so afraid I lost you again-- I-- I--"

Siwon quickly hugged him "Hae I'm here please, nothing happened, I'll never leave you, you know that" Hae's tears made Siwon's shirt all wet but siwon didn't care, he just found complete peace when Hae was in his arms and was making the best of it, "Ah Siwon dear, you're finally here"

Siwon smiled and bowed "Hey mom" Siwon and other's always called each other's mom 'Mom'...

"Dinner will be ready in 5 mins, go call your brother Donghae" Hae's mom said and went back to kitchen, "Neh" Hae said and rushed up.

After a nice dinner, Hae, Siwon, Donghwa and their mom watched a comedy and laughed the whole night, Siwon was telling jokes repeatedly so that Hae thinks Siwon is not afraid at all...

But the truth is.... Siwon is most scared than them all.

At night Siwon wore his spare Pajama that was in Hae's closet and climbed up on bed, Hae's back was facing siwon and his shoulders slowly moving up and down, Siwon wrapped his arm around him and kissed his cheek "no crying" he whispered, 

"Wonnie" hae mumbled, "Hmm?"

"I know what means now" Siwon tightened his embrace "look at me Hae" Hae looked up at him, Siwon bit his lips but managed to talk "M-maybe you should stop kissing everyone"

Hae sobbed "but wonnie, I like kissing everyone on the lips"

"I know" Siwon reasoned and looked down "But some fools like Hyukjae don't take it as a way of showing love, so they think you're-- 'that'" he said, 

"but why?" Hae asked,

"Becauuse, because lips--" Siwon didn't know how to put up the words, he looked down at Hae's lips and caressed them with his finger "Lips are very precious things that should only belong to one person, a very special person that you love, l-like you're b-boyfriend or-- girlfrieend, wife-- husband" Siwon said,

Hyukjae's image came to Hae and he smiled, he's kissed everyone but that one special person, "So wonnie... If that's the case, Why do you kiss me?" he asked,

Siwon looked at his eyes "Because you're that special person Hae" he whispered, Hae widened his eyes "Wonni--"

"--Let me be your boyfriend Hae, let me make you feel what love is, let me be the only one in you're life"

Hae looked down, he thought he already knew what love meant, "Wonnie, you know I love--"

"--Hyukjae? Seriously Hae? You still think about him?" Siwon hissed, Hae blushed and looked down "Hae" Siwon cupped the latter's face "At least just kiss me, don't kiss anyone else, please" he whispered his last words and hugged Hae "Please, I can't stand to see you kissing someone else" he said,

Hae caressed his strong arms "You're a very nice person Siwon, and I love you so much.... Ok" 

"Ok what?"

"Ok, From now on my lips only belong to you" Hae said, Siwon deeply smiled "thank you Hae" He said and kissed his lips deeply, Hae responded and closed his eyes, 

They've always kissed as a small peck but this time siwon made it a little bit more passionate and started moving his mouth,

Hae never felt this way before, nor has he ever kissed someone like it, before he knew he melted into the kissed and responded, 

Siwon slid his tongue inside Hae's mouth and moved it, Hae moaned and suddenly his eyes shut open by his sudden action and pulled away,

"It's ok hae" Siwon was panting, "What did I just do?"

Siwon blushed "It wasn't something bad, forget it" he chucked and lastly pecked Hae's lips, he didn't wanna go so fast "Good night my Hae"

"Good night..... 'my' wonnie" Hae whispered and cuddled with Siwon and closed his eyes, he really wanted to know how this amazing feeling would feel like with Hyukjae--

but as he promised, his lips only belonged to Siwon.

 

The next morning Siwon woke up and searched for Hae beside him, he wasn't there "umph, Hae?" Siwon looked around with one eye open, He probably went to bathroom or something,

Siwon brought his hand to his mouth and breathed out "Eww" he hiss, Hae used to have some mint in his drawer, he thought and quickly went to the drawer "C'mon C'mon" he mumbled and went through the drawer "Aaah there you are" Siwon quickly picked up it up and had 3 mint pills,

He breathes in his hand again "Phewww, Oh?! what's this?" Siwon noticed a small picture under Hae's stuff, he pulled it out and examined it "BWO?!!!" It was a picture of Hyukjae from last year when his group won the dance contest between high schools with a trophy on his hand and a big paycheck on the group mates hands, there was a sign on the photo's back, Siwon remembered Hyukjae gave autographs to everyone that time, 

"This trophy is as valuable as my heart, and I dedicate it to you,

~Love, Hyukje"

Siwon wanted to tear the autograph to pieces, but how could it be?? When Hyukjae won that contest Siwon had just recovered from Coma, none of them went to watch the contest, Why did Hae have this?

"Oh Good morning Wonnieee" Hae came in, fully dressed in his school uniform "You looking for something?" he asked and approached Siwon, as he saw the photo on the latter's hand a gasp escaped his mouth,

"Where did you get this Hae?"

"I found it on the floor" Hae said, Siwon looked deeply into his eyes, Hae never lied, but this time Siwon had doubts "I swear wonnie, I found it on the floor and I was proud that our school won, so I picked it up"

"I believe you Hae, why are you acting like I just his you?" Siwon said and put the photo back into it's place, Hae pouted and looked down, "But from what's written on it's back, must've been for a very special person" Siwon said,

Hae but his bottom lip "Does it mean he kisses that special person too?"

Siwon frowned, he didn't mean that, 'Aaah Lee Donghae, Why do I love your innocence so much' he thought "Who knows, maybe" he mumbled,

Hae slightly nodded "Anyway wonnieeee, get dressed, breakfast is ready" Hae pecked Siwon's lips, picked up his back-pack and went out,

Siwon smiled and started to change his clothes.

Later

Siwon and Hae entered the class, "Yayyyyy" Sungming ran to his friends and hugged them, "Hey guys, How's everything?" Siwon high-fived his friends "Something's up on the nerd side" Minho mumbled,

Siwon looked left and noticed they were studying, almost with no excitement like they always used to have for knowledge,

"wait here" Siwon got up, "Yah, I'm not staying at detention today" Sungmin said, "I'm just gonna talk" Siwon said and walked to them,

"What's with him?" Ryeowook asked, Hae gulped "K-kanging went to him yesterday" he mumbled, the group gasped and looked at Siwon......

 

Siwon was looking at the 4 nerds that didn't dare to look at him "Don't have the balls to deal with me yourself?" he asked,

"We didn't know" Kyu mumbled, Siwon raised his eyebrow and nodded "Hmm, interesting"

"Kyu's right, Kangin got mad when he saw my bruised eye" Yesung said,

Siwon leaned closer and glared daggers at all of them "Listen to me you in' nerds, I'm not going back to Coma again, and this time I'll make sure my father knows what happened to me, understood?" he hissed, all of them except hyukjae nodded, 

Siwon grabbed his chin and made the latter look at him... It was obvious he had cried last night "Understood?" Siwon gripped his chin, "Yes" Hyukjae whispered, "Good" Siwon let go of him and went back to his friends.

"Good morning my petaaaaaaaaaals, Hae hae how are you doin'? Heechul walked to them with Hangeng,

"Ooooh Siwon is happy today" hangeng smiled "Nah, I'm just excited over something" Siwon said,

"Oh? care to tell us?" Hangeng said, Heechul huffed "Spill it out before I make you", Seriously how could these two love each other so much when there was so much difference between them? well-- no one will ever know....

Hae took a deep breath and stood up "Everyone?" he called the students, everyone looked up to their beloved Hae to see what announcement he had to make, "Mianamnida... but from now on, I won't be kissing any of you on the lips--" some students groaned, some of them really sad, some of them shocked,

Heechul noticed a small and very fade smile on Hyukjae's face, he looked back at his dongsaeng "Why Hae?" he asked,

"Because from now on my lips only belong to Siwon" he said, DAMN!!! he made it sound like they were together, heechul noticed the smiled quickly disappeared from hyuk and unconsciously he was gripping on Kyu's hurt arm, Kyu winced in pain but noticed the pain his friend was feeling was much worse...

Hyuk quickly got up which made a very loud sound, everyone looked at him, Ottoke? what was he gonna say? All the attention was on him now!! he awkwardly looked away "Congrats, no more from now" he said and rushed out, Heechul secretly started walking behind him,

Hyukjae entered the school gym and started kicking the lockers hardly with his leg "You bastard!!! BASTAAAARD, I hate you"

Heechul was carefully observing his dongsaeng from behind the wall, who was he blowing out to like this "You ruined my life, You ruined it, RUINED IT... Because of you Hae is with Siwon now, Why did you have to do it Kanging? WHY?" he was crying his heart out,

"Nooooo way" Heechul said, Hyuk jumped up from his spot and looked at Heechul in shock ", I knew you loved him" Heechul said,

"I don't" Heechul glared daggers as if saying 'Don't you dare lie to me Lee hyukjae', Hyuk bit his lip and sat down on a chair,

"Awww honey, I can't believe it, my dongsaeng is in love with the boy that he hates" Heechul said those confusing words and hugged hyuk "h-hyung, please, no one should know about this" 

"Why?"

"h-him... he will hurt h-hae" Hyuk sobbed, "kangin... that damned kid, seriously that's none of his business hyuk, I've noticed this hot tention between you two from the beginning, you should confess" Heechul said,

"Hyung you don't understand *sob, The main reason Siwon ended up in a coma was because of my love for hae" 

Heechul widened his eyes "W-what did you just say?"

"You heard me hyung *Sob, so who knows the things he can do when I Hae finds out? It doesn't matter anymore anyway" he wiped his tears "I hate him and he has a boyfriend" 

Heechul wasn't listening to hyuk anymore "That brat, ruining my dongsaens' lives, my wonnie went to coma, my Hae got a trauma, my Hyuk suffered out of his love... He'll in' pay" heechul groaned, hyuk grabbed his hand "Hyung no, it's in the past now, there's nothing we can do...

He was right, Heechul couldn't change anything after this moment, Dammit if only he knew this before... he cursed "wash your face and we'll go back to class" hyuk nodded and wet to the gym bathroom.

School was going on it's own random scheadule like always, Hae, Siwon, Sungmin, Minho and Ryeowook were enjoying their hearts out for getting their sweet A+ on math, "Maybe we should get detention more often" Sungming teased, they all laughed and agreed

"Or bully the nerds to do our homeworks every night orelse Siwon and Heechul will come to their dreams" minho said and everyone burst into laughter again, "Wooooo Do my dongsaens' homeworks" Ryeowook acted exactly like heechul which doubled their laugh...

Suddenly Siwon's phone rang "Hahaha-- Oh-- Oh my God, let me catch my breath" he said and cleared his throat, picking up his phone "Yes?"

"Choi Siwon?"

"Who is this?" Siwon asked, "I'm sorry sir but there's been an urgent matter in the company, your father had a heart-attack"

Siwon jumped up and widened his eyes "How bad?--- Ok I'm coming" He said and hung up "Guys I gotta go"

"What's wrong?" Hae asked, "My father-- uhh-- he's sick Hae, I think he's in the hospital now, I gotta go check on him" he made it up so that Hae wouldn't get so worried and rushed away...

As Siwon was running out the school, putting on his jacket, Kanging was evilly smirking at him from across the street, smirking evilly "Nice job bro" he high-fived with his friend as he gave Kangin his phone back,

Kangin put it in his pocket and looked back at the school building "Time to catch you all alone...'Lee Donghae'..."

 
 

Hae kept looking at his phone, still no calls, he sighed "I'm sure he's ok Hae" Minho said, Hae started to move his legs nervously "I hope so" he said,

"We'll go to them once the school is over" Sungmin said, Hae smiled and hugged his friend "Thanks minnieeeee" he said,

An hour later when the school bell rang, Hae and the others were getting ready to go to Siwon when Principal leeteuk came to them "Oh kids, How is Mr Choi? Nothing serious I hope?" He said, Surely he wasn't worried about Siwon's father, he was worried about the money that his father always paid to school,

But Hae fell for it "We don't know sir, We just wanted to go and check on them"

Principal leeteuk cleared his throat and nodded "I hope he'll recover soon, send my humble regards to Mr Choi" he said, they all nodded and went out...

As the 4 got out, a huge guy stood in front of them, their hearts skipped but without saying a word they turned to go from the other direction when another guy blocked their way, suddenly they outnumbered them and were approaching them,

Hae could burst into tears any second now, "Who are you?" Minho asked, as the gang was coming closer to them, they took backwards steps, entering an empty dead end alley "I think this was a trap" Sungmin mumbled,

"Still as clever as you used to be, Lee" A familiar voice said, The boys quickly turned around and saw Kangin leaning on the wall "Oh God" fast and blurry visions of the events of last year flashed into Hae's eyes, 'Siwon lying on the hospital bed', 'Him crying and not eating anything for days', 'His insomnia', 'crying Siwon's name in his sleep'

Hae's tears started to stream down "Hae it's ok, we're here" Ryeowook said,

"beat up those three somewhere else and leave the innocent one" Kangin said,

Others tried to struggle free as they were being taken away and calling Hae's name and cursing Kangin, Hae covered his ears and leaned on the wall, last year's fear was hunting him down again,

"Helloooo hae" kangin said, "p-p-pl--"

"pepepepe what? Speak up like a real man" he said, Hae was crying even harder, looking around for help,

As kangin raised his hand, image of Siwon lying on his pool of blood came to hae's mind and he screamed,

Kangin was enjoying every second of Hae suffering in front of him, he grabbed Hae's head just as he had done to Siwon, Hae's breathing started to become heavy, as if he couldn't even breathe anymore, 

Kanging turned his head towards the wall, Images of Siwon's head snapping on the wall flashed to Hae's mind, his body couldn't take all of this pressure anymore as a loud scream escaped his lungs and he fainted,

"KANGING HYUNG" Hyukjae shouted as he entered the alley again "Oh Hyukjae right on time, Come and help me"

Hyuk clenched his fists, he had to act like he hated Hae, maybe this way he could save him "W-what are we gonna do to him?"

Kangin took out his pocket knife "Killing him of course"

"NO" hyuk shouted, Kangin glared daggers at him as if asking 'You still have feelings for him?'

Hyuk gulped "Hyung you wanna go to jail?"

"If that's what it takes" kanging said, "Hold him, I'll stab the knife to his---"

"Hold it right there" hyuk and Kangin turned around and noticed Heechul enering the alley calmly "welll welll welll" heechul started to clap his hands "Kim *clap Kan *clap Gin *another clap" heechul looked down at Hae,

"Still willing to get rid of anything you're jealous of" he mumbled, "AM NOT" kanging shouted,

"Then why da are you hurting him, hmm? Oooh wait, maybe you missed me" heechul punched his hand on his own palm, Kangin gulped his fear "This is none of your business heechul"

Heechul raised an eyebrow "Kangin I forgave you last year, I won't give you any more credit... Leave now or you'll have to face the consequences" he said, Kanging had a last look at the unconscious Hae, he opened his mouth to talk "Shut it" heechul said, "Stop blaming others for what you are today, it's your own fault, your jealousy" 

Kanin put the knife in his pocket "I've got nothing to lose heechul, sooner or later I'll have my revenge" he said as he was looking at hae,

Heechul grabbed his collar and made him look at him "Me too" he hissed "You'll pay for all the things you did to my dongsaengs, you know once I start I don't stop... So we'll play the game you started with my rules... Now get lost" 

Kangin pulled away from heechul's grasp and walked away from the alley, when he was out of sight hyuk and heechul approached hae "What do we do?" Hyuk asked, "Sorry sweetie not 'we', I've got a date with my Hangeng so YOU'll take care of him, Chauuu" heechul waved and left with an evil smirk,

"A-- Hyu-- I--" Hyuk was speechless, he looked at the boy in front of him and started to think on what to do, he couldn't just leave him here "What coice do I have? Aish, here goes nothing" he mumbled and held hae's hands and wrapped them around his own neck, piggy-backing him, Hae's body fully leaned on the latter's back, yet it was so light and soft,

Hyukjae sighed "I'll take care of you hae" he said and started to walk, taking Hae with himself...

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Hyukhaeonly1
#1
Chapter 25: oh MY!!! it's so awsome O.o
how can Aidien do that to his twin T^T
please update this story soon. . . please please please!!!! ^^
prompt2play
#2
Chapter 29: omo!! hae, pls pls pls be safe... i just hope dat hae doesn't go thru a second round of mental trauma!!!
so, aiden is actually a nice guy sumwer deep down in his heart? tch!!
hope heecul n hangeng make it in tym to save hae wid the police!! :o
amazingly written, author-ssi!! ^_^ *thumbs up*
BLUEPINACCHIO #3
Chapter 29: be safe donghae,
aiden his your blood related twin
hope aiden will save him, time 4 twin bonding
anybody please save donghae
Suzushii1
#4
Chapter 29: OMGOMGOMG!! o.o aaaaaaaaaaaah!! >.<
Hurry~!! Dx
So, Aiden's not such a bad guy (?)
Fungafufu
#5
Chapter 29: please be in time! please let heechul and the others be on time!!!!
pilikpoplove #6
Chapter 29: I hope Aiden repents finally, and it's so nice that Hyuk stayed there waiting for Hae.
missHH #7
Chapter 28: Owwwhh come on, hae...just shout hyuk's name loud....if u want to stay alive
Suzushii1
#8
Chapter 28: Stay strong, both of you! Hae is there! Hyukkie knows he's there!
Oh, God, find him soon!! T^T
aaaaaaaaaaahh!! >.<
Fungafufu
#9
Chapter 28: Thank god hyuk didn´t leave!! please please please find hae!!!! where the hell did they hide him so nobody was able to find him???
anchofish15 #10
Chapter 28: omg hyuk can feel that hae was there ;;;;;
dont go hyuk >< follow ur heart ><
kangiiiin i will kill u >////////<