*Chapter 7;

"Want some strawberry milk baby?" Hyuk jumped on the couch next to his lover,

Hae smiled "Thanks hyukkie" he took the small carton from hyuk but something cought his attention, Hyuk had written something on it,

"Question: Who tastes better? Hyukjae or Strawberry milk? ^^"

Hae immediately blushed and covered his face with the carton "Hyukkieee"

Hyuk laughed at his shy behavior, despite the things they did together, he's still shy "Care to answer?"

"Strawbery milk" hae quickly said,

"YAH"

"Because my Hyukkie tastes like strawberry milk too" Hae said and pecked hyuk's lips, hyuk kissed back with a smile, the amazing and heartwarming feel of his smile melted Hae's heart like candle "I love you hyukkie"

"I love you more"

Hae leaned his back on hyuk's chest and started drinking his milk, hyuk wrapped his arm around the latter's shoulder and smelled his hair, trailing kisses on it,

"Hae?"

"hmm?" Hae looked up at him, some drops of strawberry milk on his lips,

Hyuk smiled and the drop away "Mmmm I don't remember strawberry milk ever tasting this delicious"

Hae blushed with a wide grin on his face "What were you gonna say?"

Hyuk held hae's hand and kissed the bottom of his ear "When did-- When did you fall in love with me?"

"The first day I saw you" Hae mumbled,

Hyuk closed his eyes "My God" he mouhted,

Hae looked at his milk "What about you Hyukkie? I mean-- you always hated me--"

"--I never hated you, I loved you from the beginning, I always thought you loved Siwon"

"I love him, But what I feel for you is different hyukkie, it's right here" he palmed his heart,

Hyuk smiled "If I weren't such a coward, none of us would've gone through all of this"

"You mean-- You never had someone special in your life during these years?"

Hyuk frowned "No, Why?"

"Because-- Wonnie said you must've wrote that for a special person" Hae mumbled,

"Wrote what? What are you talking about Hae?"

"Wh--when your group won the dance contest last year, I found a picture on the floor on the ground with an autograph on it"

Suddenly Hyuk remembered, a wide smiled appeared on his face "Go on"

"I-- I took it, because I knew you wouldn't give me and autograph, but what was written on it was really loving and special, so wonnie said it must've been for a special person"

Hyuk was holding back his laughter, he was glad Hae's back was on him "How rude hae, you took the photo that belonged to someone else?"

Hae pouted "I'm sorry!! But-- I really wanted to have it"

Hyuk couldn't take it anymore "Pffff haahhahahaaaa"

"What's so funny?"

"Awwww my baby" Hyuk palmed Hae's face and turned his head, giving him a deep passionate kiss from the lips, Hae kissed him back eagerly and pulled hyuk's neck to himself,

Hyuk pulled away and carressed Hae's lips with his thumb "Baby, that autograph was for you" he smiled,

Hae widened his eyes "W-what?"

"Before we went to give autographs, I signed one of them and dropped it next to your desk, I'm so glad you picked it"

"It-- it was mine all along?"

"Ofcourse it was... I couldn't give it to you directly because of--"

"--Kangin" Hae mumbled,

"Right"

Hae looked down "I-- I never knew Kangin beat up Siwon because of you" he mumbled,

"What do you mean?"

"For this whole year I blamed myself for the things that happened to Siwon, I thought Kangin wanted to beat me up because of Yoona's crush on me"

Hyuk sighed in frustration "I'm glad she went back to America, She was even more annoying than Siwon"

Hae gasped "Hyukkiieeee, Wonnie isn't annoying... Yoona wasn't either"

"She was a girl, despite knowing there's no hope you could fall for her, she always wrote love letters for you"

"Siwon would never let me read them"

Hyuk scoffed "Finally I like one thing about that bishop"

Hae giggled and turned back to kiss hyuk's lip, but his lips only reached hyuk's chin, Hyuk smiled and leaned in and gave a small peck on his lips,

"So what did you mean by not knowing Siwon was beaten up because of me?"

Hae's gaze quickly went down "I-- I read your-- d-diary"

Hyuk would never EVER let anyone even touch his diary, but for the first time, he didn't feel anger inside him at all, how could he ever get mad at him anyway? Impossible,

"I'm really sorry Hyukkie"

Hyuk kissed his head "I'm not mad baby, It's alright... Who knows, maybe if you hadn't read it, you wouldn't have came to my doorstep and confess"

Hae smiled and nodded "But his hatred towards me is still becasue of Yoona"

"It's in the past now, Yoona went to U.S, Kangin has no other coic ebut to move along"

Hae sighed and pouted,

Hyuk looked over Hae's shoulder "Are you pouting?"

"No" Hae mumbled,

Hyuk took the carton from hae's hand, putting it on the coffee table, he turned the latter around and hovered on top of him "You're poutiiing" he kissed his pout,

"I'm not" he kept pouting,

Hyuk laughed "But you're still pouting hahaha" He kissed hae harder this time,

Hae smiled "just kiss me Hyukkie, I love it when you kiss me"

heat took over Hyukjae and he started kissing hae passionately, Hae ed his tounge inside the latter's mouht and tasted every corner of it, earning a moan from the latter,

before going any further Hyuk pulled away and looked at his lover with eyes full of lust and love "So you only my kissing huh?" he asked,

Hae pouted, "What about me?" Hyuk said huskily brought out his tounge and it, Hae moaned and brought his own tounge out as well, swirling it around hyuk's,

Hyuk's breath hardened and locked their lips together again,

"I adore you Hyukkie" hae whispered, Hyuk kept travelling his tounge inside the latter's warm mouth, making him a mess, the more he moaned, the more heat rose inside hyuk, he couldn't control his breath anymore "Hae" he moaned,

As they were about to continue further, Hyuk's phone started to ring, Hae whined and pouted with a frown,

Hyuk was more than frustrated, he groaned and looked at the callet ID,

'Almighty Heehee hyung'

Hyuk could never dare ignoring this call, he quickly picked up his phone "Hello?" he panted,

'OMG Hyukjae, seriously? You're panting?? Did I interrupt anything?"

Hyuk blushed "Aish Hyung, what are you talking about?"

'Don't play games with me you ugly dongsaeng, Siwon told us everything"

Hyuk sighed and looked away,

'Anyway, I don't have time to tease you, come over to my place now, Don't bring Donghae'

Hyuk frowned "What? Why? Is something wrong?"

'Stop asking qustions, My small Hae Hae doesn't have to know for now, His heart can't take it'

Hyuk started to get worried "Hyung what are you talking about?"

'No more questions, Don't reveal anything to Hae and get your here'

With that, Heechul hung up, Hyuk frowned and leaned back on the couch, Hae sat up straight and looked at him "Hyukkie?"

"Hm?

"What did Heehee hyung say?"

Hyuk gulped "H-he uh-- hah-- he's burned his food again, and he's yelling that Hangeng hyung is hungry"

Hae giggled "Oh God, heehee hyung, you're awesome"

"Haha right, anyway uhh-- he wants me to go and make something and to clean the mess in their kitchen" Hyuk said,

"Aigoo hyukkie, let's go togheter"

"NO--"

Hae frowned,

"Uhh no-- umm, they-- they still don't know we're together, right? and you're safer here, don't open the door for anyone!! I'll-- I'll be back in less than an hour"

Hae pouted "Ok" he mumbled,

Hyuk leaned in and gave him another passionate kiss, he pulled away and his own lips "if you get bored, you're welcome to read my books, or use my laptop, I don't have a television"

Hae smiled and pecked hyuk's lips again "I'll be fine"

Hyuk smiled back "I'll be back soon" he said and took his jacket and went out, leaving Hae alone...

"...Is that hyukjae?" a guy dropped his cigarette on the ground,

another guy turned around and had a better look at the figure across the street that was putting on his jacket and walking away from the house "yeah it's him" he looked again and nodded "It IS him but where is he going?"

"Aish who cares? I'm freezing, call hyung so we can go home"

It definitely was cold, the guy nodded and took out his phone and dialed a number "Hello? hyung?? the monkey guy just came outta the house.... Neh hyung!! *sigh* Neh!!" he hung up, "He told us to wait until they came"

"Aiiish more waiting" the guy rubbed his arms and shivered...

Hyuk knocked on Heechul's door and waited for him to open the door, his mind was still stuck with Hae, he just wanted to go home immediately and kiss the hell outta his boyfriend 'God! I can't believe I miss him already'

Door opened and Hangeng greeted his friend with a subtle smile "Hey hyuk, c'mon in"

"Hyung is something wrong?" Hyuk came inside, without even taking off his jacket they went to the hall, Hyuk stopped in his tracks when he noticed all his friends and Hae's friends were sitting there "W-what's all this about?"

Hangeng sighed "hyuk--"

"Sit down first Hyukjae" Siwon said calmly,

Hyuk was still hesitating, he didn'' have time for all this, he had to go back home "Where's heechul hyung?" he asked,

"too much stress is not good for him, he's taking a nap in the room" Hangeng said,

Hyuk looked down, so it must be something important, he slightly nodded and sat on the couch, ready to hear what they had to tell him...

Hae was still sitting in the same position hyuk had left him, he had finished his strawberry milk already but the carton was still on his hands  "Question: Who tastes better? Hyukjae or Strawberry milk? ^^"

Hae giggled "Pabo!! of course you taste better" Hae mumbled, he missed his lover already, Argh if only he hadn't lost his phone he could call him now, he pouted and layed back on the couch "Hyukkie!! Lee Donghae's boyfriend Hyukkie!! My hyukkie!! Aigoooo" Donghae covered his face with his palm and giggled,

*Buzz*

Hae jumped up and the doorbell sound and hesitated for a moment 'Hyukkie told me not to open the door'  Hae suddenly panicked and sat down on the floor, hiding himself behind the couch like a scared child,

"I know you're alone there little brother, Open up before I break it"

Donghae gasped and covered his mouth "mm" he was trembling while trying to suppress his cry,

He should ask for help from someone, Anyone, but how? He looked around noticed hyuk's house phone on the counter, he crawled to the direction of the counter, took the phone and crawled back to the back of the couch,

"Open up you BRAT! Or I'll break it"

Donghae almost dropped the phone from hearing Kangin's voice, he's here too??

Wait a minute!! Hae didn't know hyuk's number "Wonnie" he mumbled and started dialing "please wonnie, please please please pick up" tears were falling down endlessly from his eyes...

"IT'S IMPOSSIBLE" Hyuk threw the letter aside and took out his jacket, breathing almost became hard for him, sweat was running down his forehead while he had read the letter, the girl sacrificed herself for Hae?? 'Nobody asked her to' Hyuk thought inside, flashes of the time he and his friend buried a body came to his mind,

He closed his eyes to shake it all away, but he couldn't, he had touched a dead body, he threw it to the grave with his friends, how idiot he was to get himself involved.

Heechul had just joined them a few minutes ago and told him everything again,

"So what?!! he-- he killed Yoona because of his stupid crush for her?" he asked,

"Stop with the nonsense!! kangin is MOST likely to do such a thing" Heechul said,

Hyuk went to thought, Heechul was right, it was highly possible, he opened his mouth to say something but the whole room was covered with Siwon's ringtone, 

Siwon took out his phone from his pocket, he frowned at the unknown home number,

"My dear priest dongsaeng, are you gonna pick that up?" Heechul asked,

"I just don't know the number--" he pressed the answer button and answered "Hello??"

"Wonnie" the voice on the other line was in whisper and barely audible, sobbing sound followed behind it,

Siwon knew pretty well who the voice belonged to, he jerked up from his seat "Hae?? is that you??" Hyuk's stomach dropped as he heard his boyfriend's name "what's going on?" he asked,

"Wonnie *sob* wonnie h-help me"

Siwon started to panic "Hae what's going on??" he almost shouted in panic as tears formed in his eyes.

Everyone got up and approached Siwon, Hyuk was controlling himself so hard not to get the phone from the strong guy in front of him to talk to Hae, how was he?? Why is Siwon acting like this"

"Wonnie-- th--they're here"  Hae's voice was shaking harshly on the other line,

Siwon's heart skipped, he was trying to control his breath "Hae hae, stay still, Don't panic, ok?? We're coming now" he could hear hard knocks on the door on the other line, easier said than Done, how the hell couldn't Hae panic when Siwon himself was dying inside??

He hung up and turned to the others "What the is going on?" Hyuk gripped on his shirt with teary eyes, Siwon quickly pushed him away "Aiden and Kangin are there"

Hyuk's heart skipped and air stuckd in his lungs,

"What the hell are we waiting for?? Let's go save him before it gets too late" Heechul shouted and everyone started to walk to the door.

Hyuk and Siwon were running like olympic racers, trying to reach the end, as if racing with each other, but that was not the case, both were worried for their love, worried something would happen, hoping they'd be able to save him.

The 15 minute walk lasted for less than 7 minutes, their lungs were burning like hell, but without even waiting to catch their breaths, they entered the apartment.

What they saw, made them freeze in their spot, they didn't need to catch their breaths anymore, because they couldn't breathe anymore.

The door had fallen on the ground due to heavy kicks, no sound coming from anywhere, no nothing "HAE" Hyuk broke the silence and ran inside, looking around.

Some chairs had fallen, probably while Hae was trying to run. Hyuk shook his head, 'No, No it's impossible, Hae is here, no' he thought "Hae baby I'm back, where are you?" tears rolled down this time from his eyes.

"look here" Kyuhyun picked something from the coffee table "It's Hae's phone" he handed it to Siwon.

Siwon took it and looked at it, he wanted to cry so hard, but he had to remain strong, he had to find out what they wanted. He brought the phone to his chest and closed his eyes, praying inside with his God.

Hyuk's tears were still rolling down, he sat on the couch while his friends were looking around to see if they had left anything else, Hangeng and Yesung were pulling the fallen door up from the ground.

Hyuk's eyes took glimpse of strawberry milk they had drank earlier, his tears doubled as he slowly picked the carton and looked at it, immediately a frown formed on his face, something else was written on it beside than his own question.

"I bet both taste like stink! I'd rather let that taste the fear of death and see how he likes it"

Hyuk widened his eyes and let out a loud groan as he threw the carton hard on the floor.

Heechul picked up the carton and read what was on it. He took a deep breath and crumbled the carton "Guys?? I think I might know where they are" he mumbled,

Everyone's attention turned to Heechul, Hyuk approached him with trembling legs and held his Hyung's shoulders "Where Hyung?? tell me where?"

Hae couldn't see anything, his eyes were covered with a black cloth. The ground underneath him was cold like a prison cell, there was a bad smell filling the room "H-hello??" he cried, his tears were making the cloth wet and his nose was running down "H-hyukkie" he cried.

"Still with the hyukkie, brother" he heard a cold, low voice but recognized it immediately,

"Aiden?" He gasped,

Aiden didn't pay attention to him "So you've been away from your hyukkie for 40 minutes, who cares? You deserve more. I stayed away from my love for  4 ing years of my life" he growled,

Hae sniffed "I'm sorry" he whispered,

"Oh so now he's sorry" he slapped hae's face, making him fall down, his face contacted the cold stoned ground and cried harder,

Aiden brought his hand to the cloth covering Hae's eyes "I didn't wanna do this at first but you're not leaving me any choice" he growled and opened Hae's eyes,

Hae groaned as he waited his eyes to adjust the dim light in the small room, he gasped, where was he?? He noticed Kangin in the corner of the room, smiling like a devil, Hae didn't even know he was in the room.

"We're gonna leave you here to catch up with an old friend Hae hae, till then..." he got up and went out with kangin, closing the door, sound of something shuffling was coming from behind it, as if it was meant to block the door.

There was no window in the room, Hae was starting to freak out, but what was worse was the thing right next to him,

Hae screamed his lungs out as he saw the brown wooden coffin in front of him with someone's photo he never thought would see again,

Yoona...