*Chapter 6;

dkasfjafrg... Did hyukjae here it right?? Hae wants me to take him?? like take him take him? as in-- enter him? my in his ghiroaghiorgha...Now?? I mean really now? Maybe he means it in a different way... What should I do??

Hae was still looking at his boyfriend, giving him some time to clear his mind, he cupped the latter's face "I thought Aiden would make me lose you forever hyukkie.. I thought-- I thought you'd hate me again... I realized I really can't do without you--"

Hyuk leaned and kissed him ever so gently and slowly, calming him down "I've been craving you for years hae, I know every single move of your face, your expressions, the way you talk... I think I'm intelligent enough to realize the difference between you two"

Hae blushed "So you paid attention to me that much?"

Hyuk quickly looked away "No I-- um-- aah" Hae smiled and kissed his cheek "I love you hyukkie"

hyuk melted into his sweet eyes "Me too hae, I always have" he whispered, Hae pouted "Then how could you bare treating me so bad like that?"

shame took over hyuk, he buried his face in Hae's chest "Baby I-- it actually was the only way of getting close to you. I wasn't your friend, And for some reason that I don't know, Kangin didn't want me to be close to you... So bullying you was the only thing I could find"

Hae giggled, then a blush appeared on his face "Hyukkieee-- can we-- Y'know..."

Hyuk remembered the topic, gigiperaffjaf The-- ?? us?? is this even real? "Hae baby... You-- you sure you're ready?? I mean-- now?"

Hae blushed even more "Hyukkie I'm not THAT innocent y'know.. It's just that-- I've never done this before-- and-- I'm scared I might not-- y'know-- please you" hae buried his face in the pillow,

Hyukjae's face turned into a way of saying 'Awwww' then he back-hugged his red as tomato boyfriend "My cutest baby why would you think that?" he smiled,

"YAH!!" Hae shouted, his face still burried in the pillow, obviously he was smiling... this made Hyukjae smile wider "So Lee Donghae!! how would you like to please me?"

"Hyukieeeeee"

"Clueless? It's alright I can help you" hyukjae said hoarsly and turned hae to face him "so how are you on bed my hae? innocent? or as wild as a tiger?" hyuk whispered into his ear, A gasp escaped hae's mouth, he felt hyuk smiling "I guess there's only one way to find out" he groaned,

They started kissing each other fast and passionately, not letting gor for a second "Do-- you-- aaah-- know-- umph-- how much-- I-- craved for this moment?" hyukjae said between his kisses,

"I'm all yours hyukkie... I always were" hae's last words were in whisper but hyuk heard him, he buried his face in Hae's neck and started his neck hard "undress me" he groaned,

Hae's eyes were rolled back and his mouth was shaped and 'O' as he obeyed his lover and was trying to his uniform with trembling hands " it" he groaned and ripped it apart, touching him everywhere, Oh Damn, this is the iest body everrrrrrrrr!!! I don't even remember hardening like this whenever I aw Siwon ....

Hae was more as he saw that y milky skin of his boyfriend "Do I turn you on? Do you like it?" Hyuk groaned, suddenly a gasp escaped his mouth and looked down at hae who was now smirking "Not as much as I'm turning you on" hae was holding hyuk's ,

"You tease" Hyuk groaned and grabbed hae's legs, pulling them up and ping his pants, Hae was only watching hyuk's flesh in front of him, how beautiful, he had small amount of hair under his belly-button, Hae reached his had and touched it, leading his hand upper to his bare chest,

Hyuk rolled his eyes back and leaned in to take off Hae's shirt, hae was now with a boxer underneath him, he slowly started to pull the boxer down "n-not fair hyukkie"

"Why?" hyukjae gave a half smile, waiting for the latter to answer, Hae blushed and looked away "You wanna see mine too?" hyuk said and pulled the boxer down,

Hae blushed and quickly covered it, hyuk brought his weigh on top of hae and wrapped his arms around him "Would you be more comfortable if I turned off the lights" he aksed huskily,

"n-no h-hyukkie... I-- I wanna-- s-see you" hae said, hyuk smiled "But that's not fair either... you're not allowing me to see you" he whispered and grabbed hae's hand, pulling in aside and stood up to see his lover's hard rock arousal, he smiled

Hae's hand was still in hyuk's hand, he brought it to his own clothed member, hae's eyes grew wide "Feel this Hae? This is yours and only yours as long as you want it to..."

Hae moaned and grabbed the , hyuk groaned "F-forever h-hyukkieee... I w-want this to b-be mine f-f-foreverrr"

hyuk quickly got rid of the pants and boxers and leaned on top his lover, giving him another fiery and passionate kiss, his left hand covering hae's arousal, the other around his leg, wrapping it around his waist,

He hae everywhere he could find, making him a mess "Hyukkieee aaaah, this is just-- so gooodddd oooh"

"I knowww... too good" Hyuk groaned, and looked at his lover again "My hae... I'll be as gentle as possible" he indirectly asked for permission to enter his lover,

Hae stared at him with his innocent eyes, he grabbed the bed sheets tight and his other hand on hyuk's back,

"You make me go crazy haeeee..." he slowly entered the latter, earning a moan of pleasure "Aaaaaaaaa" hae moaned and screamed like crazy as he felt their skins touched each other, his was covered in hyuk's hand, he felt so hot, sweat started to run all over his chest and face,

"Beg" hyuk groaned, "Move hyukkie, move pleeeease" hae moaned, hyuk wanted to him hard and fast, but hurting hae was the last thing he wanted,

he slowly pulled away and entered again, Hae's upper body jerked and his tears escaped his eyes "I'm so sorry my love, it'll be over soon I promise"

Hae couldn't stop his tears, it hurt so much, but also giving him pleasure at the same time.. what the hell was this feeling?

Hyuk's hand traveled all over hae's flesh "I wanna give you pleasure so much, I want you to forget about all the bad things I did to you" Hyuk's tears rolled down as well,

"Oooooh hyyukkieee my hhaaaahhhhh... I-- was-- n-never aaaaa up--up--seeeeet oooooh" hae rolled his eyes back in pleasure,

"Hae hhahaaahhhh, I'mm gonnaa nnnnggggg" he grabbed hae's hard, hae's chest was going up and down like crazy as he was breathing, " with me loveeeeeeeeee"

"Hyukkieeee, I'm Ngggg nngggg aaaaahhhhhhh" he was rolling his face left and right on the pillow,

Hyuk his finger and touched the tip of hae's , earning the boy's attention "I want you to look directly in my eyes" hae obeyed and started at his lover,

hyuk circled his finger around the tip and then started pumping it hard as he was slamming his deep into hae with the same speed,

"Hyukkieee--- I'm-- hoooooh it's-- it's comin-- nnngggg"

"Arrrggggh Haeeeeeeeeee" hyuk screamed and in a slpit second they both came together, Hae's face turned bright red as he saw hyuk the on hae's away,

Hyuk rolled over hae and cuddled with him on the bed, covering both of them with a blanket, both their eyes heavy as metal now "So you thought you wouldn't please me?" hyuk caressed hae's cheek,

"Was I good hyukkie?" hae asked, Hyuk leaned and kissed him slowly and deeply, his lips inside out  "You were AMAZING... I love you so much hae"

"I love you too hyuk... I love you so much" hae whispered and drained into his sleep, hyuk kissed his head, he then remembered something and reached his hand to grab his pant that were on the ground,

he brought his cellphone out and started texting:

To: Evil Kyu

Hae's safe, I brought him to my house... tell Siwon he's sleeping now, he can come and visit tomorrow...

Hyuk sent the message and turned his cellphone off completely, laying back beside his lover to enjoy their moment together, we deserve this... for once in our life, we deserve to be happy together... Only you and me hae...

I'll never let you go.. I love you so much....

Kangin had no clue what to do, he had frozen in his place for about three minutes now, the figure in front of him patiently waiting for him to clear his senses,

"Not gonna let me in?" Heechul asked, Kangin stood still and steadied his breath "Go away Heechul" he hissed,

"Or else?"

"How the did you find this place?" Kangin asked, heechul smirked and entered the house, kangin didn't protest at all,

Heechul took off his Jacket and dropped it on the couch, he saw Aiden standing there "I followed this idiot" he said,

Aiden huffed "When will you ever stop getting into everyone's business chullie bro?"

"ts ts ts Aiden Dongsaeng... Where are your manners? nooo respect at all" heechul shook his head and looked around, 

Kanging gave a death glare at Aiden "How could you be so careless?"

"How would I know he'd follow me? I thought they'd all go after Hae" Aiden shouted, Heechul just stared at him "I'll have some questions for you later, get out of here"

"no--"

"--NOW" Heechul shouted, Aiden looked at kangin who nodded immidiately, he groaned and went out...

Heechul crossed his arms together and sat down on the couch, kangin only stood there "sit" heechul hissed,

kangin slowly approached the other couch and sat himself down, heechul shook his head "Why Aiden?"

Kangin swallowed his fear and looked away "Same problem as mine..."

heechul laughed and put his legs on the coffee table "Ooh my Goood, same problem as yours?? so he killed someone too?"

Kangin tensed up and his body jerked "I-- I don't know w-what you're talking about--"

"--of course not... Y'know?? At first I doubted it too-- but my dongsaengs made me wonder-- why would they be so afraid of you?? from what one of them said-- you might've killed someone"

Kangin was growing nervous by second "Who said such a thing?"

"you want to know so you could go and kill him?"

"I DIDN'T KILL ANYONE" Kangin shouted,

"Stop lying DAMMIT... I saw you, I saw you going away with Yoona, but no one saw her again after that, And you told everyone that she left Korea to go and live with her parents" heechul's nerves were on high, his eyes were trembling, 

"She in' knew Hae was gay, how could she say she'll always wait for him??" kangin shouted,

"And what? you killed her?"

"I didn't..." kangin shouted,

"I know you did and I have evidence you know that... but her body was never found... And how come we never got in touch with her?? Everyone forgot about her but I didn't, I don't even know anything about her parents" heechul said,

"So stop blaming me with things.. you can't prove anything. I didn't kill her.. I loved her" kangin's tear dropped,

"WHY-- WOULD-- SHE-- LEAVE-- WITHOUT-- SAYING-- ANYTHING?" heechul asked,

"How would I know?" Kangin shouted,

"then why are you always so nervous around me?" heechul asked calmly "My dongsaengs made me sure now.. You have at least killed someone once, and I'll make sure you pay for it" he got up and went to door,

"How would you know I won't kill you heechul?" heechul stopped, his hand on the door handle, he didn't look back at Kangin "Well Kangin... Whoever you killed, along with Yoona which I'm sure something happened to her, Nobody cared... But if you kill me, not just my Hangeng and my other dongsaengs, but your whole gang will go against you... Don't forget that" he said and exited the house...

As he closed the door Kangin angrily got up and kicked the couch, he greeted his teeth and ran his fingers along his hair,

As he calmed down he ran to a bookcase on the wall and pushed it away, revealing a hidden door, he opened it and got in, as he entered the dark room he looked for the light switch and the lights,

it was a small room filled with flowers and candles which were blown off, and a coffin with a picture frame on top of it, showing a very beautiful girl smiling widely at the picture,

Kangin kneeled in front of the coffin and burst into tears "My Love... I didn't do it on purpose believe me... I didn't... I loved you to death... I still do... but you never answered to my feelings... now you're here, always by my side... I wish you were still breathing, I wish your heart was still beating.. but if it had-- then it would beat for Donghae..." 

Then his expression turned evil as he looked up at her picture "Donghae took you away from me forever... I lost you because of that Brat, Now that I found out he and Hyukjae are together... I'll make sure his life will turn to hell... DONGHAE DOESN'T DESERVE TO BE HAPPY" he hissed and placed a kiss on her picture as his tears were rolling down........

After a quick shower, Hyukjae came out the bathroom, getting dressed and starting to make something to eat for his boyfriend,

He had this wide gummy smile on his face from happiness right now that no one could ruin, his boyfriend was sleeping on his bed and they had , Again the thouhgt brought smile to Hyuk's face, Making love to Lee Donghae was the last thing he could ever imagine in this world, KYAAAAAAA...

he put the food on a tray and brought it to his room, his heart melted as he saw his boyfriend sleeping on the bed, he wanted to jump on his and kiss him all over again,

He put the tray on the nightstand and sat himself on the bed, He didn't want to wake him up, he was so beautiful, so peaceful "I'd eat you alive" he mumbled,

"So would I" hae answered, Hyuk widened his eyes "You tease"

"Mmmm Good morning Hyukkieeeee" Hae stretched his arms, Hyukjae smiled and came on top of his boyfriend, giving him a hot and passionate kiss "It's actually 10 pm baby"

When Hae felt like he is completely feeling hyuk's clothes on his skin, he looked down and noticed he was , 'W-we really d-did it?'  he blushed,

"Ooo someone's thinking dirtyyyy" hyuk said,

Hae gasped and hit hyuk's chest lightly "Am not" he said,

"Say it baby... say what you're thinking about... Mm, is it about me taking your ity away?" hyuk kept teasing with a wide smile on his face,

Hae blushed even more "Hyukkieeeeee" he buried his face in the pillow "ouch"

"Hae what is it? Are you ok? Did I hit you? are you hurt? Am I too heavy?" hyuk panicked,

"No no hyukkie, it's-- um--"

"What is it hae? tell me" hyuk said, Hae blushed "It-- it h-hurts" hae mumbled,

Hyuk smiled "awwww hahaha"

"Don't laugh" Hae pouted, hyuk started butterfly kissing his pout and brushing his nose with the latter "I love you" he said,

Hae palmed his cheek "I love you too hyukkieeee"

hyuk just started at him "Hyukkie?"

"mm?"

Hae blushed "I can't wait for my to heal so that we could-- Y'know-- do it again"

Hyuk gave a wide gummy smile at him "I'm really gonna eat you alive" he started hae's nack, Hae smiled and wrapped his arms around him,

Suddenly the doorbell rang and they both looked up in shock, 'Oh !! What if it's kangin?? What if Aiden told him?' Hyuk didn't want to scare hae, he slowly got up from the bed "Stay here" he said and went to get the door...

When he approached the door, he took a deep breath and looked from the peephole "Siwon?" he frowned and opened the door "What are you doing here?" he asked,

"I couldn't wait until tomorrow, where's hae?" he asked,

"He's sleeping.. I told you to come tomorrow" Hyukjae said, Siwon scoffed "I can't allow him to stay with someone like you, I'm taking him with me--"

"--No you're no-- wait a minute, did something happen?"

"I don't know... Heechul hyung was acting really weird at school today. We knew he followed Aiden but-- he's not telling anyone what happened. Hae will be safer with me" Siwon said,

"No, your place will be the first place Aiden or Kangin will look-- He's safer here" Hyuk said,

Siwon frowned and looked at him "Why do you keep stopping me??" then his eyes widened "You're planning on giving him to them"

"What?--"

"--HAE" Siwon shouted and rushed inside, "Wait" hyuk shouted and ran behind him,

Siwon was opening every door he could find, then when he opened one of the door handles he saw a hae lying on bed with a blanket covering him "Wonnie?"

"Hae? Are you ok??" Siwon wanted to walk to him but he stopped when he saw the pile of clothes on the ground, he frowned "Hae?"

Hae blushed "W-wonnie--"

Siwon turned back at Hyuk who was looking at him with his hands crossed, Siwon grabbed his collar "Did you him?" he shouted,

Hyuk pushed him away "NO" he shouted,

"Wonnie, please. Don't fight" Hae wanted to get up but then fell back on the bed "Argh" he tightened his eyes,

Siwon's eyes started to tear up "H-hae" he whispered, Hae was about to cry as well "Wonnie please, let me explain"

Siwon's mind wasn't working anymore, he shook his head as his tears were rolling down, he had a last look at hae then stormed out

"Wonnieee, wonniee don't gooo" hae reached out his hand but Siwon was already gone, "Hyukkie" he looked up at hyuk,

Hyuk approached his lover and pulled him to his embrace "Maybe it's for the best Hae. I'm sorry he had to figure out this way"

Hae started to cry hard "He'll hate me" he sniffed,

"Shhhh, nothing will happen, I promise you hae.. nothing" he whispered and kissed hae's neck,

Hae just burried his face in hyuk's chest and cried hard, Hyuk knew there was no word to console him, so he just laid both of them on bed and kept hugging his lover...

'This is just the beginig... Worst things are waiting for us, I can feel it'

A tear dropped from hyuk's eye and he rested his head on Hae's, because he was the only comfort he could find from now,

'I can only get through this with you Hae. I swear, from now on I'll protect you to the best of my ability'.

"Heehee baby, you haven't been talking ever since we got home, something wrong?" Hangeng caressed his lover's cheek and kissed it gently,

Heechul closed his eyes and leaned his face on the latter's "I'm-- just tired han" Heechul whispered,

"You want me to make something for you? You don't look well"

"No, no hannie, just-- just hug me" heechul buried his face in his lover's chest, Hangeng silently patted Heechul's back and hugged him tightly "I'll listen whenever you want to tell me baby"

"Hannie? Have you ever done something that you regretted? And after years you thouhgt it's too late to fix it?" Heechul asked,

Hangeng frowned "What are you talking about? Ar-- Are you talking about us?"

"Aish you PABO" heechul lightly pinched Hangengs' belly "How could I ever regretted the most amazing thing that happened in my life? Of course I'm not talking about us"

Hangeng sighed "Sorry baby... But what could you possibly do years back? Did I know you those times?"

Heechul nodded "We had just started dating" he said, Somehow the memories brought a smile on Hangeng's face, but it wasn't time to talk about those, something was bothering Heechul,

"Could it be about the time Siwon and Hae ended up in hospitals?" Hangeng asked, Heechul shook his head,

"But what else? C'mon baby, you're scaring me" Hangeng said,

"I'm more scared myself" heechul said, 'What?? Kim Heechul scared?? Could that even be possible?' Hangeng got really curious now,

"Heechul, what's this all about?" Hangeng cupped heechul's face and gazed at his lover's brown orbs, but those Diva eyes were now filled with worry and sadness now "Heechul?" he whispered,

Heechul gulped "Promise you won't hate me?"

Hangeng leaned and kissed his lover's lips deeply "How could I ever hate you? I love you baby" he said, heechul nodded and kissed him again "I have to show you something then..." heechul stood up from the couch and went to the bookcase, Hangeng was just watching him in confusion,

Heechul picked a box from top of the bookcase and came back to the couch, Hangeng frowned "Isn't this your 'Sacred' box?" he tease,

Heechul smiled and nodded "Yeah... My precious things that have to stay away from people"

Hangeng and heechul always shared their things with each other, but Heechul only asked hangeng not to ever touch his box because it contained so many things from Heechul's past that he didn't want anyone to see, that's why they named it 'Sacred' box together because only heechul could touch it,

And Hangeng kept his promise too, never even going near the box, and today was the first time heechul was going to show it to him... This made Hangeng even more curious,

Heechul took a deep breath and slowly opened he box, Hangeng didn't know weather he should look inside or not...

Finally heechul's trembling hand reached a piece of paper and took it out, then closing the box... Kis grip on the paper tightened as he stared at it, tears forming in his eyes,

"Shhh baby please, Don't cry" Hangeng quickly wrapped his arms around him "If you're not ready to show it, it's ok" he said,

Heechul wiped his tears away and shook his head "I can't dare to look at it again... You read it yourself" he handed him the paper,

Hangeng unwillingly took the paper and started to unfold it, he still wasn't sure weather to read it or not,

Heechul wasn't looking at him anymore... Hangeng's eyes went to the paper again, the letter's were all in front of him but he didn't know from where to begin, he felt like he forgot how to read,

He finally steadied himself and started to read.......

Suddenly the door bell rang, heechul frowned and went to get the door, He turned the handle and opened the door "Siwon??" he asked,

Siwon was standing on the door way, his cheeks all red and wet because of tears "I'm sorry hyung-- I didn't know where else to go--- I couldn't go home like this--"

"--Are you crazy? C'mon in" heechul grabbed his hand and brought him inside, Siwon stood in front of him, still crying, Heechul patted his hair "Why is my religious dongsaeng crying?" he asked,

"Hyung--" Siwon closed his eyes and hugged his hyung, Heechul hugged him back "there there now... let's go in, I'll make you tea" he said softly and lead him to the living room,

When they reached there, they saw Hangeng staring at a paper with his hand covering his mouth,

"Hyung?" Siwon called hangeng, Hangeng looked up "Siwon? Oh my God did you cry?" he asked,

Siwon frowned at Hangeng's weired behavior "Are you ok?"

Heechul sighed "Go sit with Hangeng, I'll be right back with the tea" he said and went to kitchen...

Siwon went and sat next to hangeng "What's wrong?" Siwon asked,

"It'll be better if heechul is with us to explain, I'm-- really confused right now--" hangeng said,

Siwon nodded "Now why are you crying? Didn't you go to get Hae from hyuk's place?" Hangeng asked,

Siwon nodded slowly, he wished he hadn't, how could he ever imagine Hae in that-- state?

Tears formed in his eyes again, "Is Hae Ok?" Hangeng asked, worried, Siwon nodded agian and started crying,

Hangeng patted his back and held his shoulder "Hyung-- They were together--"

"Who?" Hangeng asked,

"Hyuk and Hae???" The heard Heechul shouting when he put the tray on the coffee table, Siwon nodded again

"Aish those Idiots... They're gonna make things worse... Siwon? Together as in-- ?? or you caught them having ? Or were they kissing?" heechul asked,

The thought made Siwon burst all his tears out and lean his face on Hangeng's shoulder, "Really now hee" hangeng said,

Heechul shrugged "It was meant to happen eventually" he said...

This Diva... No matter what, hangeng could never get angry at himm he smiled "We'll talk about them later, and Siwon has to clear his mind off them... I need an explanation about this heehee" Hangeng said,

Worry took over heechul again, he sat down on the couch and took a sip of his green tea, "What's that?" Siwon sobbed,

Hangeng handed the paper to him and started to drink he tea...

Siwon wiped his tears from his eyes so he could see better, After a few seconds of reading a few lines he widened his eyes "Holy Jesus"......

Siwon was still reading the paper silently, Shock had took over him, he was speechless by what he was reading right now, Images of Donghae and Hyukjae had completely left his mind now,

He was just focused on what was in his hand,

The Letter...

"H-hyung, h-how could you h-hide this?"

Heechul palmed his forehead "I promised" he mumbled,

Siwon shook his head and looked at the paper again "I was in Coma, right?"

"Yeah" he mumbled again,

Hangeng stood up "I'm calling the others, we all deserve an explanation--"

"--Hyung?" Siwon called

"Hmm?"

"D-- Don't call Hae"

Hangeng gave a reassuring nodded and patted Siwon's shoulder...

After half an hour Kyuhyun, Taemin, Yesung, Ryeowook, Sungmin and Minho arrived at their place, none of them knew why they were here, or why Donghae and Hyukjae weren't around...

Heechul looked at his Dongsaengs one by one, their confused expression, 'They're gonna hate me'  he thought,

he felt Hangeng's hand around his shoulder "Baby I think it's time you tell us" he mumbled,

Heechul felt his eyes tearing up, 'Hangeng... what if he never wants to talk to me either?' his gaze met with is boyfriend's loving eyes "You love me, right?"

Hangeng leaned on his ear "Baby I told you before, I don't care what's this is all about, I love you with all my heart" with that he pulled away and smiled at his lover, heechul gave a subtle smile in return and stood up,

"Ok, listen up--" with that, all the attentions fell upon Heechul, "Yah! Evil dongsaeng" heechul called,

"Yes Hyung?" Kyuhyun asked,

"You once told me that Kanging killed someone, who was it?"

Kyuhun's eyes widened "H--hyung--"

"--We can't tell you hyung, if Kangin finds out we told you--" -Taemin

"--He already knows that I know, Just tell me who--"

"What? Hyung what have you done??" Kyuhyun asked,

"He'll kill us" Taemin palmed his face,

"He WON'T, trust me... I'm gonna protect you guys... YESUNG, you're his brother, C'mon boy, tell me who he killed"

Yesung's gaze fell down "I--it was-- one of his g-gang members, I think"

Heechul frowned "And how come you guys know about it?? You saw him do this?"

Kyuhyun sighed "We buried him" he mumbled,

Donghae's friends were more than shock right now "He's a real monster" Ryeowook said,

"No wonder how easily he did all that to Siwon" Sungmin mumbled,

Yesung interrupted "Don't get us wrong but--, he killed the guy after the things he did to THIS guy" he pointed at Siwon,

Heechul frowned and looked at Hangeng, his lover was as confused as he was right now "Maybe it was psychological" hangeng suggested,

Heechul shook his head "There's gotta be another reason" he mumbled and turned to his Dongsaengs again "Guys-- I think-- I think Yoona is dead-- and-- I think Kangin-- k-killed her"

"What?" -Yesung

"Im Yoona?" -Sungmin

"Why are we suddenly tlaking about her?" -Minho

Heechul took a deep breath, then brought paper to Siwon's face "Read it out loud" he mumbled and sat back on the couch, covering his ears...

Siwon stood up and had a last look at his friends to make sure they were paying attention, he cleared his throar and looked at the paper, he took a deep breath and started reading:

"Hello Oppa,

umm, actually I have no idea why I'm writing this to you but-- I have no one else to trust...

Oppa, how is Donghae doing? Please stay with him, you know how fragile he is, and after the things that happened, I can't stop but feel guilty...

It's all my fault, it's because of my love for Donghae..

Oppa, I know why he did it, I think Lee Hyukjae loves Donghae, I'm not sure but I heard he was gonna go and cofess to him,

Kangin's anger and hatred towards Donghae is just making him insane, so by that he took both Siwon and Hyukjae away from him,

It's time someone put an end to this madness, I have nothing to lose anyway, I know Donghae will never feel the same as I'm feeling for him, as for my parents, well, when did they ever care for me?

Oppa, I'm only asking for one favor from you, umm, could you come to the address I wrote at the back of the paper? I'm a little scared to go alone,

I'm sorry for dragging you into this heechul Oppa, it's just that I have no one else to trust in this, and I don't think any of the girls is willing to help me...

just in case anything happens to me, Don't tell anyone about this letter, I'll explain why when you get there...

~Yoona

With that, siwon folded the paper again and sat back on the couch, all looks were on Heechul now, shock had took over all of them one by one,

"What happened that day Heehee?" hangeng's voice was barely audible,

a tear escaped Heechul's eye but he quickly wiped it away "I went there....."

Flashback

Heechul had no idea where he was, he kept looking around himself to actually find something, or someone, Did he come right?"

"Oppa you came" he saw Yoona running to heechul and wrapped her arms around him, heechul hugged her back, then pulled away and held the girl's shoulders "What the hell do you think you're doing girl? what the hell is this place?"

"I don't know, I think it's some kind of hideout kangin and his friends hang out"

Heechul sighed "What are you gonna do with that childish brain of yours? hmm? C'mon girl, let's get outta here--"

"--Don't try to stop me Heechul, I made my choice, I'm going to stop him--"

"--How? by getting yourself killed?" heechul was losing his patience,

"He won't hurt me, he's not the type of person to hurt anyone--"

"Not the type to-- Aish I'm gonna go crazy, Doctors say Siwon won't last long, Donghae has gone all crazy, he's not the type of person tu hurt anyone?"

Tears formed in Yoona's eyes "Don't say that Oppa, Siwon's strong, he's gonna make it"

Heechul's eyes started to tear up as well "Right, Jesus will protect him" he teased,

Yoona giggled "right" but then her emotions took over and she started crying,

"Yah, stop crying you idiot, you look like a girl"

Yoona laughed between her sobs and hit heechul lightly "I am a girl you sweet thing"

Heechul couldn't take it anymore and his tears escaped his eyes as well "Look, just go inside and if he tries to do anything, scream and I'll run inside to help you"

Yoona shook her head "No, Oppa listen, I have a favor to ask you.. I want you to wait for me here, Oppa if I didn't come out after one hour I just want you to get away from here as soon as possible--"

"--Don't be such a pessimist, You'll come out"

Yoona smiled "And If I come out, we'll get away from here together"

Heechul's tears were dropping endlessly, "Oppa, no matter what, Don't tell anyone about this at all, ok? promise me" she said and pulled him to a tight embrace "I love you Oppa"

Heechul hugged her back "You stupid selfish ugly girl" he cried and buried his face in her neck "I love you too" he said, Yoona pulled away and wiped both her and Heechul's tears "promise??" she asked, heechul only nodded, Yoona smiled at him and ran to a small house not so far...

Heechul hid behind the bushes and watched her knocking the door, the door opened revealing Kangin, heechul quickly took out his phone and started tacking snapshots of the scene, finally Yoona went inside, heechul looked at his clock "One hour" he mumbled...

The air was becoming cold by the second, heechul was still sitting behind the bushes, waiting for Yoona, he looked at his watch with shivering hands, 55 minutes had passed "She'll come, she'll come" he mumbled,

He felt his phone vibrating in his pocket, he took it out and noticed he had a message,

From: Unknown number

Hello,

Umm, It's Hangeng, if you remember, heh... the one that asked for your number today,

So uhh, Are you free next sunday?? maybe we could uhh, go for a date?? 

Heechul smiled at the text, he just remembered, a guy came today and asked for his number, Heechul admitted that the guy definitely looked hot, maybe he should give it a shot, so he gave him his number,

he saved the number and started replying,

To: Hot Hangeng

I'll think about it...

He sent the text "Oooh yeah, you think I'm gonna say yes that easily?? hold your horses there cute boy, you'll have to wait for almighty Heechul, kkkkk" he smirked,

He put the phone in his pocket and noticed the house door opening "Oh thank God" he said but noticed that the one who came out wasn't Yoona, it was Kangin, he frowned and hid himself behind the bushes again,

Kangin looked so scared and pale, next thing heechul knew was that Kangin ran away from the house fast as storm,

"What the hell" heechul cursed and when Kangin was out of sight, he got up and ran to the house,

He wanted to look inside the windows but the curtains weren't allowing him to see anything "Yoona?" he knocked on the window softly,

His tears started to stream down again "C'mon Yoona, C'mon girl, answer me... Yoona" he cried, he looked at his clock, it had been exactly 60 minutes 'Oppa if I didn't come out after one hour I just want you to get away from here as soon as possible'

Heechul covered his mouth and looked at the house again "Goodbye Yoona" he whispered, when he turned to go he noticed Kangin standing right in front of him with another guy, probably one of his gang members "What are you doing here?" Kangin asked in shock,

Without answering, Heechul hit them hard and ran away from there "HEECHUL" he heard Kangin shout but he didn't even look back, he just ran, ran and ran...

End of flashback

Heechul finished telling the story, his tears were sreaming down like raindrops, everyone in the room had went completely silent now,

"If it wasn't for the promise I made to her, I'd quickly go to a police station, but I couldn't... Forgive me guys, please" he whispered,

"It's not your fault baby" Hangeng said and pulled Heechul to his embrace,

"So this is why Kangin is so afraid of you" Siwon mumbled,

"But who was the other guy that you said you saw?" Sungmin asked,

Heechul wiped his tear away "I knew the guy, I think it was-- uhh-- what was his name--"

"--Lee Onew?" taemin asked,

"Right, wait-- how did you know??" heechul said,

Taemin looked at his friends, all of them had the same look on their faces, Shock...

"What's wrong?" heechul asked,

"He-- he's the one Kangin killed" Yesung said, a tear escaping his eyes as well.