bad day? seungri says to dara. noting, dara's eyebags that made her look like she havent slept in a year.

you wouldn't believe how bad my day was. dara murmured enough for him to hear. 

that bad ???? let me guess, does this have something to do with the guy named seunghyun.?? seungri said as he sat beside dara.

how did you know? she asked sarcastically 

yah i have this eyebags because of this but what i upset the most is he is avoiding me for month now !!!,  she rant, as seungri just nodded wisely shutting his mouth.

seungri knew that dara needed to let out all that stress, and when his friend is like that it's better and wiser to just shut up and ler her runt.

ohhh here drink. it will make you feel ok.  seungri said, handling dara a coke in can.

thank you seungri ahh, you really know how to make me feel better. seungri turned after giving her a smile and talked to the guy beside him

dara sipped her coffee.  she stared outside the glass windows. wishing that .Please let seunghyun like me , 

seunghyun pov

i got off the bed when suddenly my phone rang.

yeobosseo,, i said to the other line quite annoyed

so seunghyun ... 

appa??? 

i called you to remind you about our agreement

i know dad don't worry i know what i promised so don't call me like your worried that i would run away but my i remind you if i found a girl that's right for me ican have my freedom  .. bye .. -- i said with an authority.

flash back 

actually my father set me up .. he  arranged me to unknown girl whom i will marry ,.

and that .. i know that i have to do something so i make a deal  

if can have my freedom and found a girl whom i will marry but only in a month ,, and i only have a 20 days left ..

how i wish i can have one .. so easily ,,, tshhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

end of flash back 

and dad's call ruined my day ..  how i wish no one would bother me or they will get something for me they surely regret

seunghyun's pov

.dara: seunhyun ahh where are you going? 

top(seunghyun is too long ) :  get lost.   i said in a cold voice

dara: don't be like that ,, ahh let's just  grab lunch ,,  and it's been a week now since we ate together ,besides, you keep on avoiding me ,, she said pouting the really irritate me

top: don't you hear me?? i said get lost, i don't want to see your face

dara: waeyo??  did something happened? 

top: tsst are you really that numb???  stay away from me 

dara: ehhh ??? but you know me seunghyun ,, im a hard headed,,  so let's go eat im hungry she said while clinging her hand to my arms

top: i said get off .. what's my problem ,, you want me to tell you ,,  tsst your my problem ,, you always show your face in front of me  made me sick ,, i hate it when i hear your voice it irritates me ,, and if you still have a bit self respect can you please not appear in front of me ever again  i burst out ,,  

dara: your wish is my command after that she left that's the only time i realized that everyone is looking at us.. aist ,.,,, i didn'y mean to say all that mean words to her it just im too confused, angery, sad and not in the mood to play wiht her anthics

dara's pov

after i heard those words ,, i just froze and found myself 

saying your wish is my command ..

then i walked out the room ,,, and now running to who knows where ..

i don't why he said those words, maybe he is really tired of me 

i don't blame him ,, everyone get tired when it comes to me ..

even my real family 

and  now im crying ,,  cause now i realized that everything is wrong .. everything 

if only i could turn back the time ,. 

how i wish ..   i can do what's right. one last time .  

i am crying when i recieve a text message from someone

-sungri told me you had a really bad day .  

my santoki is a cheerful lady right? so please smile 

i don't want to see a single tears in your eyes, cause you know i hate that 

but im not in the right position to tell you that because im the first that makes you cry right?? 

P.S  i know i live without even saying goodbye,, but remember 

im always there watching your moves so please don't cry ,,, 

bogoshipo -kj

im still holding my phone ,, but my hand is really shaking.. 

i decided to go out the house only to find seungri at the gate..

PAKKKKKKKKKKKKK

you knew everything but why you didn't tell me ? i said crying ,, i felt like the world is really against me .

dara i promised him .. he said pleading

where is he ?? i yelled

far from here .. he said 

what ???? where is he.

i can't tell you that, just asked him .. you already got his number.

seungri ahhh please tell me ,, i just want to know what happend that day ,.,,  please 

sight--------------------------------------------------------- dara he has a cancer at that time ,,he didn't tell you cause she know that you will be worried sick because of him ... so rudder wants you to hate him than be a burden .. he don't know if he is going to live that long.. that's all i can say ,, if you have a question just asked him ..   then he walked away living me helpless 

what did you say ? i said in a whisper ... everything seems against what i want .. 

seunghyun then jae ,, what's more ... 

i don't want to feel this way,, (sobs.. sobs ...)

i have to get away ,,,  

end of dara's pov

seungri's pov

it's hard for me to see dara's crying for the second time, i don't know what to do .. now .. 

i know that the pain of the pass is still not heal and now this ,,, 

i don't have a choice but to tell it to jae 

yes you read it right ,, im still contact jae but it is secretly 

cause jae don't want to let dara know ... 

jae is sick and have to under go to chemotherapy and other medical etch..

so he have to flew to europe just to be treated,  and now he is recovering ..

i can't take it anymore .. dara is still my bestfriend and she deserve to know the truth .

 end seungri's pov

dara's pov

- appa, im going home" i said in a cold voice

-home ?? you me-" but i cut him before he can finished

-ne !! for good 

-NO YOU KNOW I WILL NEVER ALLOWED THAT"  he said with a disapproving tone

-APPA.. i know everything ,

-everything?

- those guy's wh is after us is working for halapoji (grandpa) 

- ````pause`````

- i know that grandpa wants me back , and we both knew from the star that we can escaped him ,, it's already  9 yrs since we left  don't you think it's time for us to stop running and comeback

-- NOOOO!!! he screamed through other line " you know that if we go back  and live with him we will become someone we are not ,, and you knew that you wcould lost you freedom right.

-DAD i knew that from the very start, but can't you understand,  im tired of running away, tired of pretending 

and i know the time will come that i will regret this decision  but i have to face the truth, i have to face who i am . ,, 

cause l already have enough of this freedom ... don't worry too much dad  i already informed grandpa ,, and i already book a flight 

so all we have to do is to pack our things and pick me up the flight will be tonight so hurry up ..

-dara , why are you doing this???

-just trust me dad please ... lets talk later .. see you .

 are you all wondering what's that all about? hmmp i am too ( just kidding ) i am the granddauther of the former president of korea, also famous in business world,  he is just the owner of the World Park Hotel, PARK Ind, and hotels in the world .. lets just put it this way, he is just like junpyo's Mom. that's why i have to escape and runaway  with dad when im still 10 years old ,.,,  but he is also the reason why      we lived like a mouse hiding to cat. so we relocvate to one place to another.

honestly i want a simple life but when im still living with grandpa, everything should be plan/ perfect. 

but this time we should face him ,, and maybe this is the only way .. ,,,,

end of dara's pov

Seunghyun's pov

ohh it's already mornign and i still awake ..(sigh)

seunghyun ahhh you should say sorry atleast .. it's your fault" i said to myself..

no it's her fault" the other side of me ..

stop thingking  your late just go down staires and eat,, 

the feeling of someone's death lingered in auty face.

i want to ask but seeing the sad expressions in her face, i felt hesitant cause maybe aunt would feel worse if we talk about it.

so i just eat in a silent , after that i gone to school

myday went great, no sign of dara or anything ..

but why do i feel like something bad will happend .. 

after my last class i went straight home only seing aunt crying ..

- what happend aunt??? i asked in a worried tone .

-dara is gone.. ( sobs.... sobs)

-what gone,  maybe she just go to see her father ...

- no she is gone and she will never come back" aunt said the cry even harder

     - right then i froze, i can't feel a thing .. the words the aunt said is like a echo in my head. my eyes become blurry and the from yesterday started to play in my head. 

the last word the dara said is the last word i want to hear.  and  now i realized that it is my fault ... saying those words .. 

i regret it ..  

- aunt did she just left

- anniyo .. she left last night 

-why? i asked auny but she keep on a silent. suddenly a start feeling the pain. i clutched my chest. i don't know , i don't understand what's happening to me. why the sudden departure of dara affect him so much 

when all i want from the start is for to disappear but why does i feel this way. the pain makes me hard to breath. then i found myself 

running out of the house not knowing where to go, i didn't even care if there's car on the road ..  when i found myself walking like a fool on the middle of the rain.

DARA!!!  i yelled. everyone is now looking at me thinking that i gone crazy . 

i didn't know why. though, why i actually feel this way because of her. why it hurts so much knowing that she is already gone. 

isn't this what i wanted from the start? i don't know even at times she was a bit annoying and crazy, i liked seeing her smile. my days is not complete without hearing her voice. but now that those  was all gone it seems like i am near to death .

i let evrything in just glipse ... and now all i can do is just wait until she come back ... i promised and i will stay at the same spot ,, 

end of seunghyun's pov