You Have My Heart
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You Have My Heart
In a sunny morning,
In a rainy evening,
In a cold winter day,
In a beautiful spring afternoon,
And in a lonely autumn night,
My heart hurts every time it beats,
But I’m glad that this beats in me now,
I’m glad that I’m hurting.
I’m more than happy to know that you have my heart,
And it’ll be beating forever in you.
And you don’t even know.
“Even if I changed my heart, I would still choose to love you.”
This is for the people who are unable to express their feelings towards their loved ones.
This is for me, and for you.
People might think that unrequited love is childish and delusional but I tell you, unrequited love is really hard and painful. You should go and try it, it would really hurt. Its love not some Infatuation. Love hurts to those who have mutual feelings for each other, what more if it’s unrequited? I dedicate this to all of you, including me, cause One Sided Love doesn’t always end in nothing, sometimes it ends up changing something, or may it be everything.
This story will tell you how a person can endure a pain of a hurting heart, just for the person she loves. A person who doesn’t even thought about anything in return, just because she loves that person.
Above all else, guard you heart, for everything you do flows from it.
-Proverbs 4:23
Foreword
Bae Suzy had always been perfect in everyone’s eyes. Everyone thinks she’s the epitome of perfection. But for her, Bae Suzy herself, she was in-fact the complete opposite. She was the worst of the worse. Well that thought had come to her mind ever since she had fallen in-love, for her she was a coward, a fool of herself; would you want to know the reason why? It’s probably because she can never bring herself to tell how she feels for him, the one and only son of her father’s mistress, Oh Sehun.
If you have thought that she had fall in-love with him because he’ handsome but you’re completely wrong. Suzy fell for him because he’s Sehun, he’s him. He was the first person to warm the cold-hearted Bae Suzy way back to their high school days. She had always hated Sehun in a way, but Sehun never gave up on her.
“But why did he even bother to care?” That sentence would always run through Suzy’s mind hoping that she’ll find an answer. Even blaming Sehun why she’s hurting right now. Saying how Sehun doesn’t only have a damaged-heart, but also damaged in recognizing ones feelings for him. But is it really is?
“Suzy, I’m gonna hurt more and more if I don’t get a transplant soon. Would you cry if I continue to hurt more in these coming years?”
And those were the words that changed Suzy’s heart. She had decided to exchange hearts with him; thinking that it would be the only way that she could express her love for Sehun.
But are you really ready to endure pain just for someone you love?
Well for Bae Suzy our hero, it’s a very big ‘Yes’.
“Sehun-ah, I’m giving you my heart. Just endure a bit okay. That’s why you have to live well after all this.”
ft. Young Suzy Bae || Young Oh Sehun
Suzy Bae – She’s the epitome of perfection in their eyes. She has the voice that everyone would want to hear, the face that everyone would want to own, the body that every man could dream of, the brain that every person would want to have, the kindness that every mean person doesn’t have, but no one knows what she doesn’t have; it’s courage, she doesn’t have the courage to tell anyone how she feels.
She’s a person who is willing to endure pain, forever, just for the person she loves. Suzy had never came to love a boy/guy/man, may it be a youngster or an elder one. It’s probably because he thinks all guys are the same, all guys were like her father. But everything changes when she meets him, Oh Sehun. And the very first time she recognized her feelings for Sehun, she felt like she was finally alive in this world, she had finally felt that the world was indeed turning.
“The day my heart started beating rapidly whenever he was around, the day I realized butterflies were growing in me; starting that day waking up, breathing, and living has felt so wondrous for the first time in my life.”
Oh Sehun – He’s also known as the epitome perfection. He’s actually the complete package; his looks, the talent, the attitude, and a caring heart. But unknown to everyone, he is enduring the pain of having a damaged heart. Reality’s too harsh for him, he feels like he doesn’t even have the right to dream for he is suffering a Con Heart Disease. Sehun easily catches a cold and easily faints if the weather was too hot/too cold for him. Sehun actually hates her mother for being a mistress, and even blames her for him having a heart disease.
Sehun is someone who doesn’t easily recognize feelings. Maybe it’s because he’s too busy having fun of his life because he thinks time is too short for his life. But until when will he be blind for other’s feelings for him? Or until when will he be blind for his feelings for other person?
“The wounds I carry, she carries them too. The unshed tears in my head flow through her hear too. It seems like I’m dreaming a very bad dream whenever I wake up and see reality. Is this really my destiny ?"
Other Important Characters:
Lay – You can’t say that he’s the antagonist, if all his life had only protected her, Bae Suzy. Know more about him once you read the story. Be Curious about this character, he’s very important. He’s the son of Kim Sunggyu, the Family Doctor of the Bae Family.
Im YoonA – She’s the one you should call the antagonist. Well as far as you can see, she can destroy every plan a person could make up, just for the person she loves.
Yet another fan fiction of mine, it’s okay because I don’t manage to update them all altogether. But anyways, I think I like this plot more~ because even me the writer is very curious while writing this. Fighting to me~ May god bless me with a lot of ideas for this fanfiction. :) The background may only be temporary :)
Update 07:21:13: The story's author is on deep hiatus. This story will be proceeded by spectrumwings.
And to my dearest readers who are confused to who that person was in the background, you know the black and white person? The younger looking ones. They're actually the younger versions of Suzy and Sehun. You'll understand more why I choose them :)
Suzy will be sad once she finds out that
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