My eyes were still closed as I prayed in silent; God slap him slap him slap him please.. I'm so afraid oh my... and boo. God answer my pray. Well He didn't slap him to stop his sweat-flowing action yet He tickled him. That's why he suddenly burst into a hard guffaw as he pulled his body away from mine. Uh what a scary 2 minutes and he end up just tease me by his annoying laugh. So funny Kris oppa, what a nice troll.   "Y-Yah that's not funny.." I rubbed my hand ashamedly,   "You've changed a lot, baby.. okay since you are on my bed, tonight you can take my bedroom. Sleep now okay? Goodnight. " He ruffled top of my head and end up pecked my forehead and leave me.   The room was dominated with darkness when he closed the door after turn off the lamp. The only light that company was the moonlight that shone through the gap of the window. How can I easily fall in asleep when you were just leaving me dumbfounded and confused?;  Are you mine?  I feel like you meant it oppa. I don't know why but this heart can't help but to trust you. I don't know why but this heart somehow forgives you. And this heart willing to get over you again. Tonight you called me baby, you don't know how I miss your voice called me that way. Tonight you gave me a goodnight kiss, my heart was like racing out. When I closed my eyes, your face flashed up on my mind. I no longer feel alone. What do I do? Should I just see how we go? Now let's see how we go. I guess you finally meant your vow the first time, you told me that we will forever and always loving at each other.        *       "Thank you oppa for the ride! Goodbye!" I waved my hand in front of my house gate, his bright smile showed through his window car as he began to drive his car again. I took a deep breath and turned my face into a lop-side grin as I opened the gate and walked inside my apartment. I quickly took a fast bath and prepared myself to go to school. My mind somehow kept thinking about Kris, all the time this min only repeating about his move from last night till this morning when he fetched me home, even his smile kept showing clearly on my mind. Girls feel it whenever they have some butterflies fly inside the stomach. Girls feel it. But those feeling only came out when they are falling in love. Yup when girls fall in love and I'm one of the girls.    It was break time for today, I walked along with Yoona to the canteen. She kept rubbing her stomach and couldn't stop grumbling about how hungry she is since she didn't have breakfast this morning, she said she even haven't put anything inside which perhaps ruined her mood but not losing her appetite. The conversation between us still like usual. I decided to not tell her anything about my trust towards Kris because I know she wouldn't take it easy. I wonder what if she finds out because it was like I hide a huge secret from my bestfriend which I actually shouldn't.   "Yoong consider with what you eat, you're a teenager, what if you lose control and your body turns into a cow? I'll be a cow as well if I be friend with a cow." I blurted out when the ahjumma took all of Yoona's ordered food on our table,   "See, I order two milks and milks made by cow. if I'm I cow then it means I'm cannibal. Got it?" She rolled her eyes and handed me a box of milk,   I accepted the milk with a chuckled and said, "never understand what you mean."   "It means if I'm a cow I might be a cannibal and I probably eat you right no--"   "Just shut up." I cut her as I shot an irritate laugh towards her, she wasn't gave me a respond yet only pinched my arm lightly,    Yoona face suddenly made it way closer to mine as she whispered, "Hey you think I don't know, huh? I know something just happen to you and these something sounds like good to you since your face kept throwing bless and joyful aura since this morning. Tell me what is it, Seo." Her toned fill with curiousity and happiness,   "A-Ani.. There's nothing happen," I