Regretting
It Hurts
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Seohyun’s POV I’m so glad you’ve come to my life. Such an angel sent from above, you came in the right time when I was suffered a lot. You are so playful make me feels happy around you. You are such a moon that came before me, shining on the dark sky in my heart. You taught me that we should’ve stop dreaming about a star when there’s a moon in front of us. But seems like the sun already came and I just realized when the time is become too late. Now you’re on your step to leave me alone in the middle of the deep sea. If only I didn’t reject your love at that time, if only my eyes already opened when you said that you love me, maybe I could stop you and make you stay. But now, it’s too late, too late to catch you now. “I have to go now. Take care of yourself, Seo. I’m wishing the best for you.” Luhan said as he kissed my forehead, “No more tears for Kris, okay? You have to move on.” He said wisely to me, These tears aren’t for Kris anymore. The reason is you. I already moved on, that’s because of you. “Oppa…” I cried, “Next time, you have to tell me that you are in love with somebody else, not Kris anymore.” He smiled, May I scream out loud that I love you to make you stay with me here now? Why you have to go when I already open up my heart for you? “Goodbye..” He waved his hand and disappeared along with the crowded people. * Regret always comes later on. Everybody believed that. And I believe as well. I sat on my chair silently, looking outside the window, mourned over times which I might get if he was mine. The rain comes. It’s usual because spring is coming. Rain mostly comes in spring. And I hate that in the hurt time like this moment. It doesn’t bring me any spirit at all. But it’s useless to blame the rain. This is the time which it has to come. The blame is on me. Please give me a time machine, just to re-do my precious time in autumn night along with Luhan. I just want to say that I love him too and I believe that I will never end up like this. It hurts that you keep talking about my feeling towards Kris in your last words. You don’t know that everything inside my mind
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