Seohyun's POV       I used to feel this feeling lately, the feeling where I feel so lonely, unwanted, and buried. Luhan's figure still couldn't be found in any space of the school even in the Seoul. He has gone but still can't accept it.   The concentrate I used to have everyday seems like goes away. It happens when I started playing with love.   This is what will happen if you, a nerdy girl tried to walk away from your books, thought fool about what happiness probably you could get if you try to get in love. And then falling for the wrong person, get broken for the unknown reason, and trying to get a new love. But you don't know that at the end, the new love isn't something you can laid your pain on, it just gone, leaving a new heart broke and the devil circle of your fall couldn't stop spinning. All you can do is trying to get out of that endless circle and back to the reality where you sat on the bench, struggling with your thick knowledge book behind your glasses.   "Yoona.. I'm tired,"   "Wae? Are you sick?" Yoona's face turned to be so panic as she threw all her attention on me, ignored the teacher in our class who's teaching so comfortable in his own ways,   "Aniyo.. It isn't like that." I shook my head a bit, hoping she could read the expression of my face that I gave to her,   "So what is it about?" She back looking to the front class, trying to get any subject my teacher was giving to us,   "I'm tired to act like this. I miss my old self, I miss being nerd. I miss how the junior class looking for me to ask for a difficult subject, I miss sating my off in the library all the time, I miss the time where I don't know about love. I miss to get my old self back." I explained, I tried my best to explain in the lowest voice due the teacher in the front class but he still can hear me perhaps,   "Ms. Seo, is there something you wanna ask about it?" He pointed to the whiteboard,   "No, sir." I shook my head and bowed my head down, afraid to make any eye contact to Mr. Kang,   "Listen to me, then. Don't get yourself too busy with your nonsense chat."   Pabo Seohyun. You such an idiot. Concentrate now! Don't get yourself too useless!   I tried my best to return my concentrate back to my brain, but I can't. The pain in my heart just.. Too well.   I bowed my head deeply, be drowned by my day dreaming with an expressionless face. I miss the old Seo. I miss being popular as a smart student, not because the most famous student a.k.a Wu Kris was dating me. I miss studying until midnight, I miss the feeling where I felt careless of anybody around me, I shouldn't fell in love. I shouldn’t play with love if I don’t want to be played by love. It just breaks me, burn me, and end.   "Ms. Seo Joo Hyun! Go get yourself out from my class if you still can't pay attention on me! Go! Now!" Suddenly a shocking yelled came from nowhere, my heart suddenly beats so fast. Mr. Kang was standing before my table with his angry expression. Seohyun you are extremely dead.   "Sir, I--"   "Go out from here now! You can back to class in the next subject! You annoyed me so much with your carelessly, you have to learn more about how to treat teacher's right." He said in the lower voice unlike before and pointed his index finger at the door,   I stood up from my seat, walked slowly towards the door, "Jeosonghamnida," I bowed once again to Mr. Kang to say my apologized of being a bad noodle in his class.   The steps I took became heavier and heavier each steps. I feel more regret. I decided to walk to the library to reminisce past time before.   The smells, the dust, the silence still didn't change. The untouchable book in the old shelf still unmoved, I used to think that this book is a sacred book that's why it never moved by anyone. It owns by a witch, perhaps? I chuckled to remind the first time I found this book. It's been a while, maybe, 2 yea