~JaeJoong~

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It was awfully quiet in the car as Yunho and I were on our way. I knew exactly why he was quiet and I was seriously annoyed with the fact that he was going to be like this cause afterall, there was nothing between me and Minji and I knew he had a lot of questions to ask. He just wanted me to start and open my mouth but I remained silent and I couldn't help but threw a few glances at him, knowing that he was sitting and waiting for me to start..

I guess in the end he couldn't take it anymore since he let out a heavy sigh and turned off the music

"Look Jae.."

"I don't want to hear it. It's nothing between us alright?" I said immediately

Yunho looked at me quickly before looking back at the road

"Jae, calm down. I just want you to know.."

"Know what?" I sighed heavily

"It's Minji we're talking about. It's not that I'm forbidding you to not have feelings for her. In fact, I don't really know your feelings at all towards her but I've noticed that you guys are more closer nowadays. She even entered your room..."

"That was an accident. She just happened to be awake and you're right, I don't have any feelings towards her, I don't feel anything for her and I certainly won't either.."

"Jae, I'm just saying, I'm worried ok?"

"About what?" I said and looked at him

"it's Minji we're talking about. I just don't want you.. to do something you might regret"

I was starting to get more and more annoyed and I really didn't like hearing these stuff from Yunho. It's not that I had feelings for her. I just cared about her. She's just like my own sister.. Right?

"She's like a sister to me" I stated

Yunho let out a sigh

"And I'm just saying"

"Then tell me your meaning behind your saying" I said angrily

"Jae, Loose it alright? Minji isn't just anyone. You have to consider her feelings, about what she's been through and such"

"Why are you talking like this to me? It's as if you're already deciding that I've fallen for her. Which I HAVEN'T" I said

"I'm just following my instinct"

"Then stop cause your instinct is wrong" I snapped

Yunho let out a sigh

"I don't care if you're not listening but here's the situation right now. Even if anyone of us falls for her, I don't really think we can be with her alright? She's been through a lot and she might think that we will use her if she starts to open up herself and then out of nowhere anyone of us out and confesses. She's not healthy or well at the moment"

"And you think I don't know?" I snapped coldly

Yunho sighed

"Just watch your actions. That's all I'm saying"

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~Minji~

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The house, the entire house was quiet and the only thing I could hear was the breathing and snores coming from Yoochun's and Junsu's bedroom when I passed the long and spooky hallway. At night it seemed more frightening than in broad daylight.

I do remember though that JaeJoong told me that Changmin was awake. I had passed his bedroom earlier and it was wide open, kind of a sign that he wasn't sleeping. I walked slowly towards the livingroom and I saw that the tv was on but there was no sign of Changmin.

I then heard noises coming from the kitchen. He was making himself something to eat I guess. I silently sat down on the couch, crouched myself into a ball, pulling my knees against my chest as I put my chin on the knees and watched the show quietly

"Minji? You're awake?"

Changmin rounded me and sat down, making sure that there was a gap between us and he looked at me

"Gwenchana?" He asked

I didn't really know what to answer cause something with me wasn't feeling quite alright but if you don't think about that, I was absolutely fine. I was healing wasn't I?

"I don't know.." I stuttered quietly

Changmin looked at me with a confused look

"Is it hurting anywhere? Do you want me to call Donghae?" He asked

He crossed his legs as he sat on the couch, facing me and he looked at me very worriedly as he was somehow trying to hold himself back from hugging me..

I needed warmth and comfort. So for the first time I made my first move and crawled my way over to Changmin as he surprisingly was looking at me, I could feel his eyes staring at me with surprise. I leaned my head against his chest and soon I felt his arms around my tiny body

"You want to talk about it?"

"I don't know what I want to talk about" I whispered, shivering at the same time

I felt Changmin soon putting a blanket around my shoulders and I started to feel warm. Warm on the inside like I've been through this before

"How about I... sing you a lullaby?"

Sweet and soft words came from Changmin, a tune that made me feel something down my spine. A ticklish feeling, a very scary yet warm and soft. It was as if it was recalling me and soon my heartbeats started to increase..

"Minji?"

The tune was so familiar. So clear and familiar like I've heard it before. A gentle warm, embracing feel.. the feeling of making me feel safe was appearing..

"Minji?"

It's magical. Almost magical.
Soon the tune changed, not Changmin's voice was heard anymore, instead a warm and soft.. a female's voice..

The word 'Mom' started to be heard inside my head, a small girl's voice. Calling out for her mother. It was a sleepy yet happy voice. She wanted to hear more of the song..

"Minji!!!"

A tender and smooth chuckle could be heard as the scent of fresh lilies and the touch of a Mother's loving hand could be felt to my cheek

"MINJI!!! JUNSU!!! YOOCHUN HYUNG!! HELP!!!!"

The girl wanted to hear more. A warm and tender kiss, smooth lips was placed on the forehead and the warm arms pulled the little girl closer to her mother's chest as she started to sway back and forth, singing the same song again

"What is wrong with her?!" Junsu shouted

"I don't know! She just stopped responding me..!" Changmin said frustrated

"Her tears keeps falling!!" Yoochun stated

Soon the front door opened and JaeJoong entered with Yunho behind him. They immediately say Changmins, Junsus and Yoochun's panicked faces and rushed their way over to them

"What's wrong? What happened?" Yunho said

"is she alright?" JaeJoong said worriedly

"I don't know! She just stopped responding me and all of sudden started to close her eyes and even though her eyes is closed, she's crying" Changmin said frustrated

"Minji?"

"Minji?"

Someone was surely calling out my name but I had no idea where it came from. But it wasn't mom's voice anymore. It was a frustrated, worried voice.. A male voice

"Minji? Please answer me" JAeJoong pleaded

I recognize that voice

"Minji? Open your eyes Minji" JaeJoong said again

A soft hand landed on my right cheek and his warmth could be felt through his skin and onto my skin. It was as if my body were absorbing every touch of his and I slowly opened my eyes to see a devastated JaeJoong, A torned up Changmin. With messed up hair but still spiked up, Yoochun and Junsu and Yunho who was staring at me worriedly

"Minji?" Changmin whispered

Yunho helped me to sit up, carefully as JaeJoong wrapped the blanket around my tiny body.

"Gwenchana? Does it hurt anywhere?" JaeJoong asked and started to examine me

I didn't say anything except shaking my head

"What's wrong Minji? You scared us to death when you stopped responding" Changmin said a bit hurt

I pulled the blanket closer to my body as I leaned back, rested my head on the giant pillow and closed my eyes. As soon as my eyes closed the sweet lullaby could be heard again and the familiar feeling came back

"Mom... used to sing that" I whispered

"Mwoh?!" All of them chorused

"Sing what?" JaeJoong asked

"Mom.. Mom used to sing that lullaby Changmin.."

I opened my eyes again to meet theirs which was astonished and surprised at the moment

"are you saying that you remember your mother?" JaeJoong whispered

I turned myself to Changmin as he was looking at me, almost smiling with watery eyes

"Thank you Changmin. I remember Mom.." I whispered

I leaned closer to Changmin and soon he responded to my hug and wrapped his arms around me. I think it was a reflex cause soon I felt Changmin's soft kiss against my hair, brushing it in a way and soon planted a kiss on my forehead in a protective way.. as if he was my brother

"You're welcome" Changmin whispered