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“I can totally understand why Yuri is wearing a shades” Hyoyeon said “but, Tiffany, have you got beaten or something, why are also wearing a shades?”

 

Well she’s crying all night after she confessed to Taeyeon

 

Tiffany ignored her and continues walking…

 

 

“HEY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!” Sooyoung shouted while waving her hand “HEY!!!!!!!!!!!!!”

 

 

“is wearing a shades a fashion sense today?” Hyoyeon asked jokingly when they got closer to them

 

The ChoJiTaeRi smiled at her

 

“where are they?” Yuri asked

“ahh… Taeyeon just went somewhere” Sunny said “Amber and Suzy went to buy something”

“Suzy?” Hyoyeon asked “you mean Suzy, your team mates?”

 

Sunny nodded

 

“Taeyeon!” Hyoyeon said when she saw Taeyeon walking on their way

 

Taeyeon waved her hand and smiled, but her smile fades away when she saw Tiffany

 

Tiffany looked away

 

“there they are” Sooyoung said as she saw Amber and Suzy

 

Seohyun, Hyoyeon, Krystal, Jessica, make an O shape on their mouth when they saw Amber and Suzy walked while holding each other hands

 

“hey, guys” Amber greeted when they reached them

 

“I want you to meet Suzy, my girlfriend” Amber said happily

“hi” Seohyun, Hyoyeon, Krystal, Jessica said

“I’m glad to meet you” Suzy said “well it’s not the first time we met but I think it’s the first time we talk”

 

“have you eaten?” Sunny asked

“were actually looking where we would eat” Seohyun answered

“then, let’s eat together” Suzy said

 

“I’ll do it” Suzy said as she took Amber’s steak and cut it into pieces

“thank you” Amber said happily

 

Suzy smiled at her

 

“Krystal, you okay?” Sooyoung asked

“y-yeah” Krystal answered

“don’t you like it?” Sooyoung asked “you’re not eating”

“I’m fine” Krystal said “I think I’m just full”

“you want me to help finish that?” Sooyoung asked jokingly

“YAH!” Sunny elbowed her

 

Krystal laughed

 

“just joking” Sooyoung said, laughing

 

After eating

 

“Hon…” Amber said

“uhmmm?” Suzy asked

“is it okay if we leave you here with them?” Amber asked “we’re just going to but something”

“yeah…” Suzy answered

“thanks” Amber said

 

“hey guys… can you look after her while I’m gone” Amber said

“sure…” Hyoyeon answered

“Jessica” Sunny said “can we borrow Yuri for a moment?”

 

Jessica nodded

 

“It won’t be long” Amber said then kiss Suzy’s crown

 

Krystal looked away

 

“bye….” Sooyoung said, then the ChoJiTaeRi left

 

 

After making sure that the ChoJiTaeRi is gone, Hyoyeon started to ask question from Suzy

 

“so, how long you’ve been together?” Hyoyeon asked

“5 months” Suzy answered

“you look so sweet” Hyoyeon answered

 

Suzy smiled “well I missed her… it’s been 5 months since we last saw each other”

“5 months?... I thought you been together for 5 months?” Hyoyeon asked

“well, she asked me the day before I went to abroad” Suzy answered

“ahhhh… I see” Hyoyeon said

 

“are you guys really that silent?” Suzy asked referring to Tiffany, Jessica and Krystal

 

“of course they’re not” Hyoyeon said “but you know… last night,”

“ahhh, I see” Suzy said “Amber already told me last night”

“you should have come with us” Hyoyeon said

“well I was planning to surprised them” Suzy said “but I was more surprised from what I see, they’re face was all messed up”

“I’m surprised too” Hyoyeon said “are they that good in fighting?”

 

Suzy smiled “yeah… they’re very good”

 

“are they friends for a long time?” Krystal asked and joined the conversation

“since we were high school” Suzy answered

“no wonder they’re acting like that” Hyoyeon said

 

“I hope you don’t mind, I really, actually all of us didn’t know that Amber has a girlfriend” Hyoyeon said “are they that secretive?”

“I don’t think they’re secretive” Suzy answered “but when it comes to personal, I guess”

“is Amber is the only one who has a girlfriend on them?” Hyoyeon asked “so in the future we won’t get surprise”

“YAH!!!” Jessica yelled “don’t mind her”

“why?... just asking” Hyoyeon said

 

Suzy laughed “no, it’s okay”

 

“see, it’s okay” Hyoyeon answered “aren’t you curious?”

 

Jessica ignored her

 

“of course not… I don’t wanna know… what if she has?”

 

“ohh… are you interested now?” Seohyun asked when she saw Tiffany listening to them

 

“I can’t help it” Tiffany answered “you’re noisy”

 

“Of course I wanna know… why she can’t? or because she already has someone”

 

 

“so… do they have besides Amber?” Hyoyeon asked “if you don’t mind.”

“from what I know… they don’t have” Suzy answered

“jeongmal?” Hyoyeon asked in disbelief

 

Suzy nodded

 

“they’re all looking good, smart, nice, I guess, it’s not impossible for them to get someone” Seohyun said “are they that picky?”

“or do they had a girlfriend or boyfriend before?” Hyoyeon asked

“I’m afraid, I can’t tell you” Suzy said apologetically

“why?” HYoyeon asked

“well it’s something personal” Suzy said

“please……..” HYoyeon said “I swear, we won’t tell anyone, guys’ right?”

 

Seohyun, Krystal nodded while Jessica and Tiffany glared at Hyoyeon

 

“see, we won’t tell” HYoyeon said

 

Suzy took a deep breathe

 

“I didn’t know that much” Suzy said’

“just tell us what you know” Seohyun said

“Sunny and Sooyoung, from what I know they’ve never been in a relationship” Suzy said

“I thought they had an ex like 5 or something” Seohyun said

“what about Yuri?” Hyoyeon asked “did she have a girlfriend?”

 

“I hope so” Suzy said weakly

“you hope?” Hyoyeon asked “don’t tell me she’s never been in a relationship”

 

Suzy smiled weakly

 

“wow!!!, I never thought of that” Seohyun said “she’s like you know, the type of girl who’ll always in a relationship”

 

“how I wish she had one” Suzy said

“why you look so disappointed?” Hyoyeon asked “what if she’s just waiting for the right one”

“how I wish that’s the case” Suzy said

“why?, is there any reason?” Jessica who’s now joining the conversation

“well, that girl….. she doesn’t believe in love” Suzy said weakly

 

Hyoyeon, Krystal, Tiffany and Seohyun were surprised on what they heard, while Jessica just stared blankly

 

“I know it’s insane” Suzy said “but yeah… she doesn’t believe in love”

“well, it’s really insane” Hyoyeon said

“Don’t tell me Taeyeon too?” Krystal asked

 

Suzy looked at them worriedly

 

“why?” Hyoyeon asked “she’s like Yuri?”

 

Suzy let out a sigh “make sure never, never say a word from what I’m telling you… especially about Taeyeon”

 

“swear” Hyoyeon said as she raised her right hand

 

Everyone is staring at Suzy seriously, while Tiffany is swallowing hardly

 

“you know when we were high school, they’re the most popular student in our campus” Suzy said

“well, I guess until now” Seohyun said

“then one day, there’s a transfer student… she was Taeyeon’s first love” Suzy said

 

“they become together?” Hyoyeon asked

“yeah… and everyone was jealous of that girl” Suzy said “when you look at them, they’re like the happiest person on earth”

“then what happen?” Krystal asked

“I don’t really know what happen since that time, they didn’t know me and I’m not close with them” Suzy explained “just one day the girl disappeared”

“disappeared?,, as in gone?” Krystal asked “did she die?”

 

“I don’t think she died” Suzy said “caused if she did the whole school will know it”

“do you think, Taeyeon still waiting for her?” Krystal asked

“I don’t know” Suzy said

 

“hey” Amber said as she hugged Suzy from behind and leaned her chin on Suzy

“h-hey” Suzy said

“what are you talking about?” Amber asked “you look serious”

“nothing,,, just a girl thing” Suzy said

“I’m a girl too” Amber pouted

 

Suzy giggled “you’re cute” as she pinched her cheeks

 

 

“guys… I’ll leave first” Taeyeon said “I need to go somewhere”

“sure” Sunny answered “see you later”

 

Tiffany stared at Taeyeon while walking

 

“do you still love her?”

 

 

 

“how are you?” Taeyeon asked as she put a flower on the tomb

 

“are you looking over me right now?” Taeyeon said as she looked in the sky

 

“I miss you” Taeyeon said as she sat down on the ground

 

“Jiyeon-ahh, what should I do?” Taeyeon asked “do you know that, there someone very important to me, just confess to me, and you know what all I could say was I can’t”

 

“I loved her” Taeyeon said as she looked down “I do…”

“but I’m afraid… what if she leave me like what Yoona did?”

 

 

FLASHBACK

 

“Taeng.. can we go out tomorrow?” Yoona asked

“Sure.. but what’s the occasion?” Taeyeon asked

“N-nothing.. why? Can’t we go out without occasion?” Yoona asked

“of course not” Taeyeon laughed while holding Yoona’s hand

“It’s just that---“, taeyeon couldn’t finish her words because Yoona interrupted her..

“You wanna to come with me or not?” Yoona said

“Of course, I will” Taeyeon said while smiling…

 

Next morning…

Taeyeon was waiting for Yoona in the park..

 

“Wow!! You’re beautiful”..Taeyeon said, while Yoona just smile shyly

“So where are we going?” Taeyeon asked

“Uhhmmm,.. can we go to theme park?” Yoona asked

“Yeahh”.. taeyeon answered

 

They enjoyed every moment, everything they did together..

 

“woah, that was fun” Taeyeon said

 

Then she looked at Yoona

 

“why are you so quiet today, something’s wrong?” Taeyeon asked

 

Yoona looked at her with teary eyes.. Taeyeon saw that..

 

“baby, what’s wrong?” Taeyeon asked worriedly then she cupped Yoona’s face

 

Yoona shook her head..

 

“then why are you acting like that” Taeyeon asked

 

Yoona didn’t answer her instead she hugged Taeyeon and cried

 

“baby, please tell me what’s wrong” Taeyeon said as she patting Yoona’s back

 

Then Yoona let go of her, then she looked at her..

 

“Taeng.. I need to tell you something”.. Yoona said while sobbing still burying her face on Taeyeon’s neck

“What is it? please tell me” Taeyeon said worriedly

“My family are going to France” Yoona said as she faced Taeyeon “We’re going to leave tomorrow”

 “That’s good.. you can take a vacation there” Taeyeon said

“How many days?” Taeyeon asked

“I don’t know”.. Yoona answered

“Stop joking” Taeyeon said “youre scaring me”..

“I’m not joking” Yoona said “I don’t know when are we going back.. for months, years.. I don’t know”

“I to—“.. Taeyeon couldn’t finish her words,..

“Let’s break up”.. Yoona said while crying

 

Taeyeon can’t even say a word

 

A silence surrounds them, until Yoona broke the it

 

“Taeng.. Sorry” Yoona said while crying

 

Yoona was gonna leave when Taeyeon grabbed her hand..

 

“Why do we need to break up?” Taeyeon asked while holding her tears back..

“Taeng.. I don’t know when can we go back here again”.. Yoona answered

“So.. I don’t care” Taeyeon said “We can work this out”,

“but I don’t want you to hold on something that you can’t be sure”.. Yoona said while crying

“Yoona!.I can wait... I love you so much… Please don’t break up with me” Taeyeon said, still holding her tears

“That’s why I’m breaking up with you!..I don’t want you to wait for me, I don’t want you to wait on something that even I can’t tell.. I don’t even know if we can see each other again”.. Yoona said while looking at Taeyeon

 

“please” Taeyeon begged “I love you so much”

 

“And If one day we meet again and I still love you and you still love me” Yoona said while tearing up “I Promise I won’t ever let go of you again”

 

“And if we won’t see each other again” Yoona said while crying “I want you to think that meeting me was just a dream and if you wake up tomorrow, you won’t get hurt anymore” Then she turned around

 

Yoona took a step then stopped when Taeyeon hugged her from behind..

 

“How can it be a dream?” Tayeon asked leaning her head on Yoona’s back “how can you be a dream when it hurts so much, huh?

 

 

but Yoona didn’t say a word, she took taeyeon’s hand out of her then continued to walk..

 

 

Taeyeon’s POV                  

 

I noticed that she was weird today but I didn’t take it as a big deal.. then when we are on park, she looked at me while tearing up.. It made me worried that’s why I asked her “baby, what’s wrong?” she didn’t answer Instead she hugged while hugging I felt that she was crying, I hate it when she’s crying that’s why I decided to ask her “what’s really going on”.. then she said “let’s break up”.. Hearing those words from her I still couldn’t believe it.. How I wish It was a dream..

Then she turned around and leave.. I couldn’t stop myself to stopped her I hugged her from the back.. but she took my hands off of her and continue to walk…

 

“I’m still standing here looking towards you, looking your back as you walked away..I can’t move even one step”

“Can’t you turn your footsteps around back towards me?”

“Please, turn around and look back at me..please…”

“If not please stop your step so I can run towards you right away”..

“Please turn around and return to me..Just turn around.. please”…

“You leave me alone as if nothing happened”

“This can’t be real, I can’t see you clearly because of tears… I let out all the tears that I’ve been holding in”.

Is it really the end? I ask myself while crying like crazy

 

                      (END of Taeyeon’s POV)

 

 

Yoona’s POV

 

“When I said “let’s break up” She didn’t say a word then I turned around to leave”..

But then I felt her warm hugged from my back and asking “how can you be a dream when it hurts so much?” I could barely stopped myself from turning around and hugged her tightly..” 

“I’m glad I found strength to take her hands off of me”

“As I took her hand out of me, I walk with dying breaths and walk without looking back.. I’m afraid that if I look and see her cry I know I won’t be able to leave”..

“I didn’t even stop for a second, I’m afraid that If I stop, She will run towards me and If that happen I know I won’t be able to let her go”..

“Letting her go is not easy as it sound.. I’m not ready to let her go but I have to”..

I’m sorry Taeyeon, its better I let go of you earlier than to let go of you when it’s too late.

Taeng …“saranghae”…

 

                            (END of Yoona’s POV)

 

 

END OF FLASHBACK

 

 

Taeyeon can’t help but cry just remembering what happen

 

“Jiyeon-ahh” Taeyeon uttered while crying “I don’t know what to do?”

“how I wish that you’re here” Taeyeon said “how I wish you’re here to tell me what to do”

 

“when Yoona left me,  I feel like dying, but you were there, you helped me” Taeyeon said still crying “but now you’re not here… I’m afraid that I’ll be left alone again, I will die for sure”

 

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