What do I do?
Crazy Marriage
HANA'S POV
I can't believe what I just heard.
L.Joe loves me?
No. It can't be true. I can't love him back, I love Myungsoo. Right? ARGH! Heck, I don't even know whether I love Myungsoo still now. L.Joe, why are you messing with my head. I yanked onto my hair in frustration as I rolled on my bed. I'm so confused now.
KNOCK!
I heard the door opened and I turned to see who it was. C.A.P?
"Hey, Hana. How are you feeling?", he asked softly as he gave me a smile. I smile back as I gave him a thumbs up. I don't know how someone as nice as C.A.P can be best friends with someone like L.Joe. Is it even possible?
"Uh, C.A.P, may I please ask you something?", I asked nervously as I cupped the back of my head. I smiled sheepishly at him as he laughed and sat down next to the bed.
"Sure. Ask away."
"What made L.Joe changed?", I blurted out, but I bit my tongue to stop myself from talking anymore. C.A.P looked at me, and then out the window and sighed.
"Do you know about his past?", he asked. I shook my head, I don't really know much about L.Joe, so how was I meant to know about his past.
"Well, when Byunghun was young his mum left him and his father. That was when Byunghun changed. He used to be a happy, playful boy and cared about everything and everyone. But once his mother left him he changed. He became distant to everyone and would never open up to someone new to his life. He was scared to have someone new in his life and to lose them. But slowly he started changing, but I guess he became the same ever since the time you left the house without telling him. I guess it made him think that you were going to leave him.", explained C.A.P.
I nodded my head as I absorbed what I have just been told.
So, L.Joe in reality isn't actually a cold, distant guy who treats people like dirt. He is actually the totally opposite from that. He opened up to me, allowing me into his life, but I guess that made him afraid that I'll leave him. I guess he really needs me. I'm making him lose his mind.
"He really needs you right now. His wife. He is going really crazy.", stated C.A.P, as he placed an hand over my on the bed and gave it a little squeeze, "I hope you'll make the right choice."
I smiled weakly as I watched C.A.P walking out of the room.
Once he left, I went back to my own thoughts.
Would I actually go back to L.Joe?
Would everything be different or it'll still be the same?
Or worse.
Is this all an act?
No.
It can't be… right?
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looking at the comments and so many people wanted me to update... so here is an short chapter that I could quickly type up for you :D ...
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