Night time cries
jongie and me
Jonghyuns pov:
Keys he's onto my hand harder as we reaches Taes door, I gave him a soft squeeze and a re-assuring look, as I swung open the pale blue door, I was dumb founded, onew and Taemin were full on making out. Omo. Lets just wait for key in 3...2...1
" YAH LEE JINKI GET YOUR LIPS OF MY SON, I DONT WANT HIM TO GET AN STD" key bellowed going up to onew and pulling his head back by his hair, and death stared him.
I went over there before it could go any further and I unlatched his finger from onews hair, and held them in mine.
" sorry Taemin, onew we will be going now" I stated pulling key out of the room.
The car ride home was silent and very very awkward
* 2 weeks later.* a/n: by the way guys key is nearly 2 months
Keys pov:
It was around 1 I felt a little uncomfortable as I squirmed, around, my eyes swung open as I hand it a cold substance, I brought my hand out from underneath the pick blanked and it was covered In, blood. I quickly swung up, and took he cover of my side if the bed, to See a puddle I blood underneath me. I let out a scared shaky breath and slowly gotten off the bed. I went and got changed, then went to Jonghyun.
" Jjongie please wake up" my voiced cracked with fear as I shook my lover.
" key it isn't morning yet I don't want to" he groaned
" pleas jonghyun I am bleeding" I said shakily
He immediately shoot up
"Are you okay?" He questioned worry laced his deep voice
I nodded
" just scared" I stated
" let me get dressed" he said hoping out from under the pink covers to reveal black silk boxers
I started to walk to the front door, but about half way there I was sweeper off my feet by a now fully dressed jonghyun
We walked out to the car and headed to the hospital for the second time in a week.
Jonghyun kept giving me worrying glances before we reached our destination
-FLASH BACK-
" jonghyun it still hurts" I whined as he cradled me
" don't worry baby it will go away soon" he softly spoke as he rocked
-END OF FLASH BACK-
We were now inside the hospital as jonghyun, called for a doctor we were lead to plain white room with one blue wall in it. The doctor laid me on an uncomfortable bed
" okay mr Kim want seems to be the problem" he asked lookin at the bored in front of his eyes
"I have been bleeding. Down there. " I said
" oh. I heard you were 2 months pregnant" he stated now looking up to me
" we'll just go safety things could you put you shirt up." He said
I watched jonghyun tense up and death glare the docter, so I slowly took his hand I. Mine and gave it a squeeze
A the docter put the cold paste on my stomached , he slowly feasted the camera on my stomach and clicked a few things, before his gaze softened, he turned the camera off and put his stethoscope to my stomach before his smile completely faded,
" I am so sorry mr Kim, but you have miscarried." He voice saddend and was full of hurt.
My heart was crushes.
shattered
Torn
The doctor left the room, and I bust into tears as I was just told my child had died.
" I am s- sorry jonghyun" I said as I looked at his shocked face tear flowing down my face.
He said nothing, just stared
"I-it's my f-fault" I shuddered from the thought of a dead baby
My dead baby...
Jonghyun pulled me into his loving embraces. I know he was hurt, just by looking at him.
* back home
Jonghyuns pov:
WHAT. The . Hell
Somthing I didn't expect was that.
I took key to our bedroom and laid with him as he cried, for our loss. He was hurt badly and all I could right now was stay strong, I loved key, and right now I needed to be there, I had shed a few tears but not many i wanted to seem strong though deep down. My heart was crushed.
hey guys you I've me more right now I am gessing? :) I know I am mean trust me I almost cried writting this chap. But don't hate me please even though it is short it took me 2 hours to right and I know don't if my info isn't right but who gives a crap. Any way I am going
love,
maddyxoxo
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