The next day at lunch AJ sat far away from me. He went to the other side and sat by a guy whom he seemed to have befriended over the past few weeks. I hadn’t noticed because I had been so engrossed in avoiding him at all costs. I shot him occasional glances and shook my leg nervously the whole time.

He hates me.

That’s it.

There’s nothing else to it.

He hates me.

I sat down as usual in muisic composition and pulled out a pen. I waited for AJ to sit next to me as usual, but he never did. Finally I saw him walk in and sit on the other side of the room. My heart broke a little bit more and I once again returned home crying.

~~~

Natalie wanted to speak with him, but I told her not to. There was nothing that she could really do at this point. This was my problem and I really needed to grow up and do something for a change. So once again, AJ avoided me at lunch and sat on the otherside of the classroom in Music comp. I took a deep breath and grabbed my bag. I stood up and began making my way towards him. It felt as though time had slowed and I had to walk through some sort of thick syrup substance. My heart was beating like crazy in my chest and I felt somewhat faint. Finally I reached him and he looked up in surprise. At first he frowned when he saw me, but then I plopped down my stuff and took a seat beside him. I didn’t say anything; I didn’t even look at him. But I sat there and as I sat, our arms brushed slightly. I felt a shock go off in my body as we touched, but I pushed that thought back and just focused on the teacher and his words. I felt his gaze all throughout class, but I just ignored it. But the whole time there was this fuzzy feeling that he was looking at me. It made me happy and I struggled not to blush. Finally class ended and I remained in my seat. I took a deep breath and looked at him quickly,

“Mianae,” I whispered softly. I immediately stood and grabbed my bag before running out of there.

Out of the corner of my eye I could see him stand; as though to stop me.

~~~

The next day at lunch, I sat in my usual seat next to Natalie. I expected AJ to go and sit on the other side of the table as he had been for the past few days, but he didn’t. He passed his usual seat by and I figured he’d go back to sitting on the other side of Natalie.

But he didn’t.

I stared with wide eyes as he walked past her. But… the only other seat available is by me…

He wouldn’t.

A second later he sat down his tray on the table and sat next to me. I looked at him with wide eyes and he finally turned to look at me. “Hi!”

~~~

I stood inside of our classroom in confusion. I didn’t know where to sit. Do I sit where I always sit, or do I sit where he sat yesterday when I joined him? Hmm… Descisions, descisions… I continued to stand there and ponder my options untill AJ came in. He saw me standing there and smiled. Wordlessly, he took my hand and pulled me along to the very seats we used to sit in together at the beginning of the year. I blushed when he took my heand, but let him pull me along. I needed to stop resisting him or he’s really going to think I’m weird. We sat down and he let go. I couldn’t help but pout slightly at the loss of his warm hand.

OH MY GOSH!!! XD

Have you all seen Stop Girl?!?! So freaking Amazing! XD I love it. Although its really sad that AJ's not in it... 

But Eli was in it and I love Eli. I'm totaly gonna marrry him one day! XD I wish! XP  And he was freaking amazing and then Dongho was so cute and Kevin actually looked like a guy and he looked so freaking amazing and frankly I freaking love them all!!! XD  

Who's your favorite Ukiss Member? Just out of curiosity. And I totally count Kibum and Xander, so feel free to say them too. :D