Argh, sorry for the late update but I kept on rewriting and rewriting and...well, now I am at the point where I started to hate that chap so if I don't post it now I’ll probably never. Next chap is less , I promise :((
 

"YAH HEENIM" my brother's voice echoed from upstairs and interrupted my thoughts before some heavy steps were heard and he turned up in the kitchen door.
He blinked a few times surprised to see me too and then send me one of his death glares.
"You're not wearing pants" he said after a while and Heenim Heechul beside him chuckled. I was kinda amazed that was the first time I heard that bastard making a somewhat friendly sound.
"He's your brother?" He asked. So he wasn’t kidding? I saw him almost everyday and he can’t even remember me? What is this ? The idea of slamming my fist into his lying girlish face flooded my mind. He was weak. He must be with that figure and on top his friend Hyukjae wasn’t near so I could land a good punch before he would realize what’s going on. Well my bro would probably kill me right after. "Hm" Kangin mumbled only as an answer. They both were totally ignoring me. I just knew that they knew I was there when Heenims Heechuls - why the did I start to call him Heenim?- eyes locked with mine a few times.
"You don’t look like brothers" he stated then mockingly and turned to grin at me. Ok, he was right but what's there to grin about? Then something interesting happened because my bro suddenly snapped and spat " you Heechul just ing drop that act" before he stormed out of the kitchen. Heenim just send me a smirk then fetched the glass with the left orange juice out of my hands and followed after him quickly. I stared into my now empty hand wondering what just happened. Did I look so stupid or why thought he I would believe that ? So lame. But why my brother got so angry suddenly made me more curious.

I remembered that I still had some homework to do and went up the stairs but as I passed my bros room I heard them talking. Apparently they had forgotten to close the door entirely and I couldn't help but eavesdrop as I realized it was about me.
"That was pretty embarrassing. You are aware that he knows that you know who he is right?"
"I know. Just shut up ok"
"I mean I can understand a bit I guess but then again why the hell did you say THAT?"
"I wanted to say something cool. That came out and I had to go through with it but you made it even worse. Thanks for that actually."
"I made it worse? You know...why. Heenim can't we.."
"Just stop Kangin. Not now and especially not again. Kangin. Move on"
"You tell me to move on? What about you then? Why can’t you move on? I can help you..you know that.."
"Stop..Don't.."
"Chulliah..Just this time...please. Please"
"This won't do. Sorry but I need to get out of here"
I was so into the conversation that before I realized what the last sentence meant the door opened fully and I came face to face with Heechul.
We both stared in shock at each other for a while then his face darkened realizing what I probably heard even when I wasn’t all that sure what the that was.
There was just one way now. Deny everything. Tell him you didn’t hear a thing.
"Heechul, I cou.." I started but he cut me off with just a glare. Then he looked back over his shoulder, probably checking if Kangin had noticed me, before he closed the door and turned to me again. He lifted a hand and I switched back immediately and pressed my back further against the wall. Then there was his finger on my lips pressing tightly. Wahh..I was in a kind of shock and completely frozen when I looked into his eyes. He stared surprised at my mouth as if he wondered what he just did. It felt like an eternity before he blinked and dropped his finger. I breathed deeply in relieve. Hell what was he thinking?
"Sshhh...No need to wake sleeping dogs, right" He said then but sounded confused. But this time I couldn't agree more. While it was all over weird with Heechul right now I didn’t dare to imagine what would had happen if it was Kangin instead of Heechul who caught me listening.
Heechul looked at me as if he were deep in thoughts "I.." he started but then shook his head and seemingly finished with something else "I am off" and I watched him leaving wondering what he had intended to say first. Maybe he wanted to explain what that conversation with Kangin was about then to me it sounded like they had a lovers quarrel. But that was absolutely ridiculous. I stared at Kangins door hoping it would vanish and I could see inside. I wish someone would just pop out of nowhere and make a summery for me because I surely didn’t know what was going on anymore.


It was now nearly the end of the week and I couldn’t wait for the weekend. Just one day more. Donghae was glued to my side and he even carried my bag wherever I wanted. We had math again. One of the classes we took together so he placed my bag beside my table and helped me into the chair. I still flinched and my side was killing me. My mom wanted me to stay home but today started an afternoon class I was really looking forward to so I begged her to go.
I subscribed to the photographer class this year and they would give out the cameras and some instructions today so it would be bad to skip it.
Donghae looked at me sadly and I couldn’t help but think about yesterday.
Apparently there was some kind of encounter and it gave me the creeps whenever I thought about it.

During Lunch break Donghae and I sat under our usual lonesome tree when HyukChul, I liked to call them that way, stepped into view.
As soon as they saw us they walked closer and I immediately stood up to prepare myself of the following.
Donghae tried to pull me to run away but when I shook myself free from his grip he just whined and tried to hide behind the tree.
As usual he wasn’t useful.
Hyuk stopped before me and grinned "It’s actually pretty annoying to search on the whole school ground for you guys” He leaned to the side probably trying to get a glimpse of Donghae behind the tree “Can't you just stand next to your locker when I’m searching you?"
“Can't you just die when I ask you for it?” I retorted and tried to kill him with my glare. Just get the off you bastard.
I looked around for help but there was no one beside Heechul who stood rather absent minded a few steps behind Hyukjae and played with his fingernails.
Should I strip of my pants or what the hell is wrong with that guy? Just three days ago he stared at my ing crotch for at least a minute or even ing touched me and now he doesn’t even spare me a glance? But then it didn’t matter then Hyuks fist crashed into my side and took my breath. Before I could even lift my arm to protect me another hit me at the same place again and than again and when I finally lost the strength in my legs and fell onto the floor a ing hard kick followed. I moaned and spat saliva. What is he doing? Why now? Why so hard?
I blinked in pain but this time I wouldn’t let go. This was enough now. I didn’t know where that strength came from suddenly but I used it. I collected every air my lungs gave me and spat into his ed up face that hovered over me "You ...you ing ugly..." "STOP" Donghae suddenly shoved himself between Huykjae and me, his arms spread widely to protect me. He was shaking terribly but before that psycho got the chance to react to him Heechul spoke from somewhere nearby. "Eunhyuk. Stop it. Come on let's go" oh wonderful. Great. Amazing. King Heechul to the rescue. Come on. Let him beat me. Let him finish me. Why wait so long to stop him? Let him be expelled I wanted to scream but I didn’t. I hate myself. I was still that that didn’t want to get hurt no matter what. Perhaps it was human but I just wished I were a cooler one. The fighting modus was gone as soon Heechul spoke and now I was just glad that it was over. For now. As soon as they left Donghaes dropped to the ground next to me "I am so sorry Kyuoni. I’m really really sorry" he sat on his knees and started crying for real. "But..but" he sobbed "But every time Hyuk comes near us I just freeze. I can’t help it. I’m acting like an idiot around him. I know I should have helped you earlier and I didn’t. I’m a bad friend. No. I’m the worst. But I love him. I can’t help it and I can’t stop. I don’t want it Kyuoni. I don’t want to love him. He is a bastard. What should I do? Tell me. I am so sorry" I leaned my back against the tree, grabbed at his neck and pulled him into my lab carefully. I still flinched when his weight rested on my beaten flesh but there were things more important than that. And while Hae cried against my shirt I his hair trying to calm him down. "I know Hae. I’m not angry with you. It's okay because you did it in the end. Thank you, you are an awesome friend. The best" And I meant it.
It was their entire fault anyway. Beating me into a pulp and degrading Hae into a stuttering gay idiot. That needed to end and soon. They will fall. I swear they will and then they going to beg for mercy. That psycho and that bipolar are going to be sorry.

Well that was yesterday. Today we just kept our heads low and sneaked through the school hallways to our classes.
But then something still happened. My mother was not really amused to see me when I came home yesterday and called the school. Apparently some of the students saw what happened and reported Hyukjae.
The rumor said that Hyukjae and his parents were at the director's office this morning and he is going to be expelled after this week. It seems he didn't deny a thing so it spared me to show up at the office too and I was glad for that.
For how long they expelled him I didn’t know though. And there was moreover still one and a half day left to it and my condition wasn’t that good. When he tried something till then I was afraid I wouldn’t be able to even lift a finger to protect myself.

Ahh, I am so sorry. But it will get better, both are just too miserable here T__T My precious boys /sobs But the plot asks for this so I couldn't do otherwise /gives band-aids to Kyu darling.
Hope it isn’t too confusing (one of the reasons I kept on rewriting it)...please do tell me so if it is!

lollihollic hehe Heechul is Kangins best friend and since he’s grounded he came probably for a visit :))) No you’re NOT more over thanks for your comment <3
renoshi You are right :(( it is a mess haha, but it will get better. thank you XDD
alicedanielle Hope you are not disappointed to read that here then haha thanks for your comment <3
kyubabylover Noooooo He would never. Well not that much at least ;) Thanks for leaving your comment XD
mudasakiro-sshi hmm, kkkk it’s not a sickness...It’s just normal to act weird when you are in lo.. *squint squint* haha ;) thanks for your comment it made me laugh XD
KriKri OH :O Thats awesome that you give it a chance then ^__^ I am the same you know haha I don't read anything without Heechul as the main. Sorry that this chap isn’t that funny tho :(
sharmidev lool exact description of kyu here. loved it kkk with comments like yours, I will. thank you XD
blahblah24 Thank you <33333333
loser220 I did *__*  thanks for leaving a comment XD