Sohee's view

"Nooo.... please... come back...i'll change... don't... Jiyong... jiyong!" i screamed after him, watching his image fading into the distance.

I woke up from my little nightmare. Tears streak down my cheeks, been five years and i still can't seem to forget him, that day where he broke my heart, we dated for Four years but i've never introduce him to the girls, we wanted to keep it on the downlow for awhile, then it just went to us dating secretly for years. When he actually broke up with me, i couldn't bring myself to tell the girls i was in a relationship. I remember coming home, the girls was over for our little get together, i was suppose to introduce him to that day. we both agreed to let people know about our relationship. but instead i was drenched in rain, eyes red and swollen, crying still, the girls were shock to see me in thatcondition, usually i'm labled the strong, brave, outgoing one but seeing me cried, the girls painced. Sunye and yenny hugged me, trying to wipe away my tears of waterfall, Lim wrap a towel around me,drying me,
while Yubin dried my hair... Sunmi was just crying along with me... wailing...

"Aiiissshhh, Sohee" i literally hit myself on the forehead " forget what happened five years ago, can't you see he's happy in the arm of someone else? do you want to get hurt again? You two weren't meant to be... it took five years to forget the past... the wound had healed, don't reopen it..." i lecture myself.

I look at the clock, "6:30" stretched and yawn, push myself out of bed. i took a nice shower and got ready to eat breakfeast with the girls. Sunye Unni was planning on going over the wedding in details with us today. i got into my black mercedes and drove off, excited to meet the girls. with a smile on my face i entered the cafe, but only to find Jiyong sitting there. I stood there, frozen on the spot just staring at him. My smile fade... i turn around, not wanting to be alone with him,
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i bumped into the waitress who was carrying a tray of hot coffees. her trays of coffee spill all over me. it burn... i wince in pain, walking away, ignoring the pain... i been through worse, i'll survive. The waitress apologizes... she ran to the nearest table and grab napkins, but suddenly a hand grab my wrist. i turn to look at the owner, it was Jiyong's. i pull away, but his grip only tighten. He help wipe away the coffee on my face and arms. my arms redden due to the hotness... he quickly notice it and blew on it... tears form in my eyes... years ago he did the same thing... but sadly everything had changed already, i turn away and wipe the tears that threaten to fall.

"does it hurt...? Why are you crying...? " He questioned me
"No... it doesn't i been through worse... since when did you care? " i spat out... my answer caught him off guard, he stare at me...with hurts in his eyes.... seeing the hurts in his eyes, a rush of guilts came over me, he pull me after him,we exit the cafe,

"Yahhh! where are you taking me? YAHHHHH!" 

i tried to pull away from his grip but he wouldn't let go...knowing how he is,i just silently followed him, being thankful for this moment again... fives years lately and we're finally holding hands again. how i miss his soft warm hands after few minutes walking, we came to a corner store. He sat me down on a wall of rocks, enter the store, return with a bag of burn ointments and bandages he handed me a strawberry lolipop, then apply on the ointment carefully, blowing and looking up at me to see if he's hurting me. Tears blur my vision, he remember i hates medicines and back then he'll always buy me strawberry lolipop to make me take them, seeing my tears, he stop and kept blowing and blowing....

"sorry, i'm almost done." he whisper looking up at me,
i couldn't hold back the tears anymore, they fell like raindrop... his eyes widen, not knowing what to do he pull me into his embrace


Jiyong's View

when i saw her tears, i didn't know what to do. i reacted faster then i could think, i pulled her into my embrace, trying to ease her pain. She always been a strong girl. Honestly always i've love this girl so much, i would had done anything for her, anything you name it. She was my first love,i've never experineced
anything ilke her before. My heart skip beats when i'm with her, sometimes i stutter, find myself lost of words. Her mandu cheeks, red heart shaped lips and
midnight long black hair. The girl who i spent four years of my life with... seeing her crying, i can't help but be sadden... she's hurting because of me... i squeeze her tigher, letting her know i'm here. Listening to her soft sobs, my vision blur with tears, her sobs are fill with grief. What have i done to her,
Everything that happened that night... "

i'm sorry... i shouldn't have, its been five years, i should forgotten about us by now but see how everything remains unchanged, i just couldn't hold back the
tears," she pull away, wiping the tears from her cheeks. "i know you've already moved on, i know "Us" is in the past. Sorry... sorry..." she push me away and ran away... i watch the image of her back... disappearing before my eyes...

"Sorry Nabi, we're just never meant to be... I love you... more than anything...but its time to let go" i whisper after her

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Sorry i haven't been updating, been busy settling down with College and all... so it'll be once a while when i'll update again >.<