, Hyung jun going to hyun soo's house. When he reached her house, hyun soo inviting him and sat together on the couch in the living room. Hyung jun realized that hyunsoo that time, she looks so sad. >

Hyung Jun: "hyun soo, gwenchana? There is a problem? Tell me "

Hyun soo: "I am fine. It just ... "

Hyung Jun: "Just what?"

Hyun soo: "oppa, about Jungmin, how is he?  we have been like 2 weeks we not meet each other. If I want call him and wants to meet him, he says busy. Sometimes he didn’t  answer my calls, no reply to my message and if we meet, just in the short time. He is not like this before. He really........changed. "

Hyung Jun: "Never mind .. probably jungmin too busy. You knew how the life being an artist. "

Hyun soo: "oppa .. waeyo? "

Hyung Jun: " .. that 'Thing'  always there with me but now I have not see it now. Maybe i lost it somewhere "

Hyun soo: "What things?"

Hyung Jun: "your smile"

Hyung Jun: "hah! That was a 'thing' that I was looking for earlier. Hehe .. That 's good. And now.. no more tears.

Hyung Jun: "okay hyun soo, I'm gotta go. They are already hungry and told me to buy food "

Hyun soo: "oppa, what if I go with you oppa? I can cook. Instead of only eating ramen "

Hyung Jun: "if you like, that better!"

 

 

Hyun Soo POV:

we both had reached their dorm. I hope this time I can see Jungmin. I miss him so much. Although his attitude towards me sometimes cold and getting changed, I still will not give up on him. We go inside their dorm. I see there is my oppa-hyun joong, kyu jong and young saeng. Only Jungmin is not with them. I go to embrace my oppa, and young saeng, then  kyujong. Kyujong also close to me after hyung Jun. He hugged me a little longer. We are already seldom meet to each other recently . 

Hyun joong: "Ya!! Thats’ long hug. That's my sister you know. If Jungmin is here, Mal will kick you later "

We all laughing on what Hyunjoong just said. Then we start cooking preparing for dinner. After a few minutes all the dishes are ready. We all sat down together for dinner. We eat together. Jungmin is still not back yet. I always look the door if there Jungmin coming. Knock Knock! Someone knocking the door. Someone’s coming. I immediatelystandup and go to the front door. Yes, it is Jungmin. He is back, but...... there is a woman with him. She holding him. Jungmin looked drunk.

Hyunsoo: * Eh, this girl, ..*

....."park gyuri? Why you ... "




                                         ok, now, Listen to this song while you reading: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Xrtx_gIuIUc



Hyun
Gyuri helping Jungmin to go inside.

Hyunsoo: "gwenchana oppa? "I tried to hold Jungmin arm but Jungmin push me.

Hyun soo: "oppa? "I was so surprised by his actions. Then the other SS501 members also appeared.

Jungmin: "ow Hyunsoo! You are here! Thats good!"

Hyung Jun: "min you're already here? ... Gyuri? What happened? Min, where have you been untill you get drunk?”

Gyuri: " Hyun jun-ssi, Jungmin just ......" then Jungmin cut her words

Jungmin: "I just had a date with gyuri .. right dear "

Hyunsoo: * Huh?! A date? jeongmal? did I heard wrong? *

They shock and confusing on what Junngmin just said. At that time, Jungmin still standing beside Gyuri who holding him and he holding Gyuri's shoulder. Gyuri on that time also seems confusing.

Young saeng: "MWO?"

Jungmin: "Now, me and gyuri ... loving each other. We’re couple "

Hyunsoo: "Mw...mwo?" I look at Jungmin and did not believe what I just heard 

Hyun soo: "oppa ~" I start crying and looking at jungmin but he looking at somewhere else

Jungmin: "sorry, but I think I don’t need you anymore hyun soo. We’re done .... "

His words just like a sharp knife pierced to my Heart. I can feel that I'm breathless that time. My tears keep falling down on my cheeks

Hyun joong: "Jungmin! "

Hyun soo: "You ....you...." I was not able to speak again. I better get out of here! 

Hyung Jun: "Hyun soo!"

I keep running and out from the dorm. I ran as fast as possible. I do not know where I want to go. Hyung jun running after me and calling me but i ignored his call. I keep runing and my eyes full of my tears until I can't see clearly infront of me. I stop in the middle of the road.

Hyunsoo : * no! It's impossible! Jungmin will not do me like this *

I denying what just happen and I really cannot accept what just Jungmin did. Then, I saw the light come toward to me.Really light and I can't see exactly what is that. Infact, I'm not in my mind. I just don't know what to do and in my head keep replaying what Jungmin said. "sorry, but I think I don’t need you anymore hyun soo. We’re done" ..The lights towards me becoming bright and it turns out it was a car that heading towards to me. The car horn the sounds. I want to run away but ....I don't move at all. I just....give up. Maybe... This is my time. I close my eyes.

Hyunsoo :" Saranghae Jungmin"

Suddenly, I felt there was someone grab my hand and pull me, to avoid me from being hit by a car. He continue to hug me tightly. I'm just like a doll. No move. Just....crying.

"Thank God! you're safe. Don’t worry, I'm here to protect you. Just cry on my shoulder. Realease your sadness "

It was hyung jun. He hugging me and rubbed my back to comfort me.