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One day, I decided to get up and go take a shower because I smelled a little bad. I the shower and undressed, then entering the shower.

After bathing and dressing, I went to the couch where I the television.

I went into the kitchen to get something to eat, but had nothing at all.

I went to the living room and before I sat down, I felt dizzy. I held on to the couch and sat down slowly.

Suddenly, my phone started ringing. I looked at the phone to see who was and I decided to attend.

- Annyeong! Jong Up - I said, sad - Mwoh? I’ll go now

I got up and left home.

I called a taxi which took me to hospital.

....

Once I arrived at the hospital, I went immediately to the room Daehyun.

- Hello - Zelo said, seeing me

- How is he? - I asked, worried

- We are waiting the doctor - said Yongguk

I looked at the Daehyun and smile. He looked at me with an expression I couldn’t identify.

- Good morning! - Said the doctor

- Doctor, good morning - said the mother of Daehyun

- So what happened? - the doctor asked, sitting near Daehyun

- We were talking with him and there are some things that he doesn’t remember - said the mother of Daehyun

- Huumm ... ok - said the doctor - Daehyun, you know what day it is?

- March 14, 2012 – Daehyun replied

- No, that was the day of your accident. Today is May 17, 2012 - said the doctor - What is your full name?

- Jung Daehyun – Daehyun replied

- Who are these five boys? Can you tell me their names? - Asked the doctor, looking at them

- They are my friends. Yongguk, Zelo, Himchan, Jong Up and Youngjae - Daehyun replied, smiling

- And this girl? Can you tell me her name? - Asked the doctor, looking at me
He stared at me for a few seconds.

- I don’t know - answered
When I heard his answer, I was petrified.
He doesn’t remember me?
- You don’t remember her? Daehyun, she is my best friend, the girl who comes to watch our rehearsals - said Yongguk
- I don’t remember. I don’t know who she is - Daehyun said, looking away
Several tears streamed down my face. How could he not remember me? Of all people, he has forgotten me? Why Daehyun? Why have you forgotten me?
- Daehyun, look at her. You know who she is. You know better than anyone who is she – Jong Up said, looking at him
He looked back at me.
- Don’t press him. He doesn’t remember me, ok? - I said, hurt - I'd better go
- No – Youngjae said, stopping me
- You can’t go - Yongguk said, grabbing my arm
- Why? He doesn’t remember me, ok? - I said, crying
- If you go away from this hospital, I know that you will try escape again - Yongguk said, looking earnestly at me
- I wasn’t escape, I went away because Daehyun said that he hated me - I said, looking down
- What? When did he say that? - Up Jong asked, confused
-It doesn’t matter now, ok? I only stayed here because he was in hospital. Sorry – I said

- What about our promise? - Yongguk asked, looking at me

- Promise? - I asked, confused

- When we met, I promised you that I would protect you like my younger sister and you promised me that you would never get away from me - answered Yongguk - I want to keep that promise

- you already keep that promise. During all these years, you protect me. Thank you - I said, hugging him - but I can’t keep my promise, mianhae.

I left the room, running. They even tried to stop me but I escaped in a taxi.

...

Once I got home, I sat on the couch.

- How did you forget about me, Daehyun? How? You said you liked me, you marked me that day. Your kiss marked me as yours. Only yours - I said, crying - That kiss was my first kiss. How could you forget that kiss? I hate you. I hate you.

After a few minutes , I got up and went to my room. I started to pack everything. I didn’t know where I would go or what I would do in the future, the only thing I knew is that I would run away, I would leave BAP, Daehyun, everything. I would start my new life without them.

Suddenly, the doorbell rang. I went to the door and I saw that it was Yongguk and Youngjae.

I didn’t make any sound and pretended not to be home but they continued to ring the bell and knocking at the door.

- Open the door. You can’t run away just because that stupid, not remember you - Yongguk said angrily - You'll leave your best friend for him.

- Open the door. We just want to talk to you - Youngjae said, with a worried voice

- I don’t want to talk with you. Go away - I said, upset

- We just want to talk to you, don’t run away from us - said Youngjae

- You know what, I'm tired. You promised that you would never leave and now you do this, why? Because of a person as Daehyun? Daehyun is more important than our friendship? - Yongguk asked, pausing to knock at the door

- No - I answered

- Really? To me it seems that he is - said Yongguç furious

- Yongguk, isn't like I'll disappear from your life, you won’t be able to see me for some months - I said, sitting down near the door

- For me, it’s hard. You are my sister, I love you and don’t want you far away from me - said Yongguk sad

- I…. - I muttered

- Open the door for us – Youngjae said

- Sorry, I've already decided, nothing that you’ll say, will make me change my mind - I said, determined

- Yongguk, let's go. We tried - said Youngjae

- I just want you to know that I am hurt and I won't forgive you and I don’t say this to hurt you, just to you know. Goodbye - Yongguk said, leaving

Some tears flowed down my face. Suffering penetrated deeper into my heart. The disappointed and hurt words of Yongguk blew my mind.

- Sorry, Yongguk. I love you but I need to get away from everything. I'll be back. I promise. - I said, crying

2 months later

I would leave today.

Before I going to the airport, I left a letter in Jong Up’s house.

As soon as he saw me he hugged me. I tried to escape but he didn’t let me.

- What are you doing here? - He asked, smiling

- I came to drop a letter - I answered

- A letter? Wait, you're going away, aren’t you? - He asked, looking at me sadly

I nodded and looked down.

- So is this? You'll leave us - he said, hurt

- Jong Up, I love you and I'll be back, I just need time to think - I said, smiling slightly
- I understand. Call me when you get there. And I want talk with you every day, so call me or I’ll call you - he said, smiling
- Ok - I said - Read this letter with everyone, please.
- Yes, I'll read it - he said, embracing me
- Goodbye. - I said, leaving
- Don’t forget to call me - he said, smiling
I waved one last time and then went into the taxi that would take me to the airport.
In the cab, I began to remember everything I wrote in the letter.

* Flashback *

Annyeong!

I know you already know I'm leaving. I don’t want you to be sad because I'll be back, I just need time to think.

I know you think I'm leaving because Daehyun not remember me but that reason is just one of the reason that I’m leaving. The other reason is that I need to think about what I’ll do in the future, I want to become independent.

You’re my only  family and I love you so much.

Himchan: I hope that you keep dancing and singing so well as you do now. Thanks for all the advice you gave me, they will help me in the future. I love you so much, I hope you are happy. One day, when we turn to find, I want to hear your advice again.

Youngjae: Annyeong! You know that I'm crazy for your voice, so I hope that you protect your voice, when we meet again I want you to sing for me and I want to feel your warm embrace again. I love you, Youngjae.

Zelo: I know we're not very close but I like you very much. I love when you make me laugh when we meet again, I want you to make me laugh again. Thanks for all Zelo, I love you!

Jong Up: The best dancer in the world! I love you, Jong Up I hope one day, I’ll be able to love you. I won’t ask you for wait for that day because I want you to live your life happy. Thanks for all the times you comforted me, for all jokes, everything. I really want you to be happy! I love you!!!

Daehyun: I know you don’t remember me, but I remember you. You were the first guy who called my attention of all members of BAP, by your way of being and by your angelic voice. I hope someday you'll remember me and when we meet, I hope to talk to you. I hope you are happy! Please treat well your voice, it’s so precious. I love you, Daehyun!!!

Finally, and most importantly, Yongguk: I know you're upset, no, hurt but I want you to know that I hate myself for not being able to keep the promise I made you. I know that now I won’t to be able to keep that promisse but one day I’ll keep that promisse , I promise. Take good care of you, and don’t worry about me, I'll take good care of me. I love you, Yongguk!

I don’t know what else to say so, I think it's time to say goodbye

I love you so much!

I hope one day, I’ll be able to see you on television as a famous band.

Thank you for everything!

PS: Youngjae, Himchan, Daehyun, Jong Up and Zelo: Take care of Yongguk for me. I love you so much!

* End of flashback *

- I hope they can accomplish what I asked. - I murmured

...

I was at the airport when my phone rang.

- Annyeong - I said, answering the call

- Where are you? - Asked a voice

- Who is talking? - I asked, confused

- Don’t enter this plane, wait for me

- I’m sorry, who is talk…..he hung up .... - I said, staring at the phone - Who was?

I was confused but decided to forget.

 

"Gentlemen travelers, the plane to United States, arrived. Please go to the plane"

When I heard the lady announcing the arrival of the plane, I got up.

I walked to the gate area and when I was about to give my ticket, I heard that someone called my name.

That voice, that sweet and cold voice, that voice that makes my heart beat faster, that voice that makes my body tremble, was he.... but what was he doing here?

I looked back and I saw him. He looked very tired.

I went to him and asked:

- Daehyun, why are you here?

- I remembered .... I remembered - he murmured

- Mwoh? You remembered what? - I asked, confused

- I hate myself, I hate myself so much - he said, looking at me

- Daehyun say something that make sense - I said, more and more confused

- I hate myself because I forgot the person I love most in this world. I love you. I love you - Daehyun said, smiling

- You remembered me? - I asked, surprised

- Yes, I remembered. I shouldn’t have forgotten - he said, looking sadly at me

- Daehyun ....

I was going to say something but the voice of the lady interrupted me.

- I have to go - I said, sad

- No, please. Don’t go - he said, crying

- Daehyun, don’t cry - I said, wiping his tears

- So don’t abandon me. This is the second time you do, you don’t know that hurts me - he said, crying even more

- I’m sorry. I don’t want to hurt you, sorry - I said, hugging him

- You’ll go away, aren’t you? - He asked, looking at me

- Not today. Today I'll be with you, but tomorrow, tomorrow I'm leaving but I'll be back - I said, smiling

- When you go away, promise you don’t forget me? - he asked

- Of course I won’t forget you. The truth is that I will study abroad for a year but I'll be back to Seoul, but don’t tell to them- I said, looking at him

- Really? I won’t tell. But you have to call me every day - he said, looking serioussly at me

- I promise. - I said, smiling

During this day, I and Daehyun made a lot of things together. It was the best day of my life and I will never forget.

The next day we say goodbye with tears but we knew that one year later I would back.

"Daehyun, I promise I'll come back. I’ll come back to your arms and I'll never leave you. One year without you is like a century without you but I'll hold on and i'll come back. I love you so much, Daehyun "

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Annyeong! I hope that you liked!

I spent a lot of time doing it for you but it was worth.

As you know this is the last chapter.

I hope you enjoyed the story!