- Daehyun .... I ..... I like you too

I approached him. I gave him a light kiss and left the room.

I went back to the waiting room, where I found the Yongguk.

- Where is everybody? - I asked, looking around

- Some went home and others went to the bar. I was here waiting for you - Yongguk said, rising - How was it?

- I don’t know .... Yongguk .... and if he .... - I said, crying

- Don’t think about it ... he'll wake up - Yongguk said, embracing me – He is strong enough

- Yongguk, I'm afraid - I said, crying more

- Calm down - he said, softly

After all return to the hospital, I decided to go home and change my clothes.

When I got home, I found a note on the door of the entrance. I took it and read it:

- I need to talk to you .... come to my house, please .... Daehyun

I looked at the paper and realized that the paper was there a long time ago.

I sighed and went inside.

After taking a bath and arranged me, I returned to the hospital.

There I met Jong Up and Himchan.

- You already come back? - Himchan asked, smiling

- Yes - I answered – Any news?

- No - said Himchan, sad

- Daehyun ... - I said, depressed

It took a few more days and Daehyun hasn’t woken up.

I was getting really worried and scared about the possibility of losing. I tried to be strong in front of everyone but the truth is I was very terrified.

I know that he is strong but he don’t wake up and I’m more and more worry.

Something inside me tells me that something bad is about to happen and that feeling is scaring me.

- Youngjae, I'm afraid - I said, looking at him

- Don’t be afraid. He is strong. I believe Daehyun will wake up and we’ll go back to listen to that nagging voice every day - Youngjae said, smiling slightly

- Well I hope so. I don’t want lose Daehyun. He’s really important to me. We had no opportunity of confessing to each other, we just exchanged glances, angry words and a kiss, our first kiss. I want him to wake up and I want listen his voice again - I said, crying

- Calm down. If we don’t believe, he won’t wake up - Youngjae said, embracing me

Jong Up approached us and said:

- I can speak with you for a few second? - He asked, looking at me

- Yes - I said, smiling slightly

- I'll eat something - Youngjae said, leaving

- What do you want to talk? - I asked

- I want to apologize - he said

- Jong Up, I love you but not as you love me. My heart chose Daehyun and I can’t fight this feeling. I’m sorry - I said, a little sad

- I know. I know that very well - he said, smiling slightly

I smiled at him and he embraced me.

“Daehyun, now, I believe. I believe that you’ll wake up. I’ll wait for you.”

….

2 weeks later

I was in the waiting room when Daehyun’s mother arrived.

She looked sadly at me and don’t know how or why but I realized what she meant by that look.

I looked at Jong Up and he encouraged me. I got up and approached to her

- Mrs. Jung, will you ....? - I asked, afraid of the answer

- It's the best ... I’m sorry - she said, crying

- No. Please no. – I said, crying

- I know, I don’t want but he is suffering – she said, looking at me

- Can I say goodbye to him? - I asked

- Yes, go now - she said, sitting

- Thank you - I said

 I went to his room and slowly opened the door.

He was exactly the same since the first day I visited him.

I couldn’t take anymore and started crying. I couldn’t believe that I would lose him, of all people he was the most important, I couldn’t lose him.

I got up and went to him. I took in his hand and I said:

- Daehyun, why? Why do you make me suffer like this? Why don’t you wake up? Why don’t you think of me? Huh? Daehyun .... I love you, I need you .... I haven’t told you .... without you, nothing makes sense ... it makes no sense to laugh, it makes no sense crying, it's not worth me being happy, well if I you lose, I'll never be happy because you’re the only person who can make me happy .... so wake up, please .... it was you who told me "the best thing you can do for a person is make her happy" ...so make me happy…wake up and live with me for the rest of our lives….wake up .... please, they will turn off the machines ... Daehyun .... please ...i’m scared….i’m so scared…Daehyun, I love you, I love you, I want go out with you, I want marry with you, I want have children with you, I want grow old with you….Daehyun, let’s live together for the rest of our lives

I couldn’t stay there any longer, so I got up and left the room.

When I came to the waiting room, I saw everyone looking at me.

I didn’t dare to approach someone and leave the hospital.

I ran as soon as possible. I decided to go home, where I took refuge.

.....

Some days passed and I didn’t know anything about Daehyun.

The idea that he would stay away from me for a long time, took me into depression.

For several days, I didn’t left the house, I didn’t open the door to someone. I didn’t got out of bed. I didn’t eat. I didn’t drink.

You may think that was exaggerated but the truth is that if he would die, I want to die. If I couldn’t be happy with him in life, I would be happy with him in another place, maybe in paradise.

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Did Daehyun died? Did the doctors turned off the machines?