Chapter Four

I'm in love with you

I started running as soon as possible. More and more tears flowed down my face.

“Daehyun…wait for me, please”

When I reached the hospital, i ran to the waiting room, where I met Jong Up, Himchan, Yongguk, Youngjae and Zelo.

When, Jong Up saw me and ran to me and hugged me.

- Calm down - he said, softly

- Let me go ... I need to see him - I said, trying to drop me of him

- He can’t receive visits. He is in a coma. – Jong Up said, releasing me

The other members of BAP looked at me and confirmed. I sat on the chairs and started crying again. Jong Up came, hugged me and comforted me.

The days passed and Daehyun never woke up.

I felt increasingly depressed because I didn’t know how he was, I didn’t know if he would woke up or not and it scared me more.

More than two months passed and he didn’t wake up. But i was more worried about the possibility that the doctor had given the previous day: "He is in a coma for a long time, isn't better turn off the machines?"

His mother said she'd think about that possibility and then say her response.

I don’t know what to do because this possibility scared me because if      Daehyun’s mother accepted the possibility, I would loose him. I couldn’t lose him. So I decided talk with his mother.

- Annyeonghaseyo, Mrs. Jung - I said

- Annyeonghaseyo - she said, sad

- Can I talk to you for a moment? - I asked

- Yes - she replied, looking at me

- Don’t turn off the machines, please - I said, crying - He'll wake up, I know he'll wake up .... please don’t turn off

- I don’t want, but the doctor has reason. Two months is a long time. I talked with Daehyun,I asked him to wake up but he didn’t listen to me. - she said, crying too

- Let me talk to him, please - I said, looking at her

- Mwoh? - She asked, confused

- Please - I said, wiping tears

Daehyun's mother spoke with the doctor and asked him to let me go.

He even tried to refuse but due to the insistence of Mrs. Jung, he accepted.

 

Before I go see him, was with Jong Up

- Good Luck - he said, smiling

- Is he going to hear me? - I asked, afraid

- Of course.... Daehyun only hear you - he said, sad

- What are you talking about? Daehyun .... - I said

- Likes you - Up Jong said, interrupting me

- Mwoh? - I asked, confused

- Daehyun told me ... he read your letter and then came to me. He asked where you lived. Unfortunately, I didn’t know where you live so I couldn’t help it. He showed me your letter and then told me he had something important to tell you. I was curious but didn’t ask…On the night of the accident when he was in the ambulance, he woke up and told me "Jong Up, call her please, I need her, I love her" - he said, looking at me

- He likes me? Really? He likes me? - I said, surprise

- But ... what will you do if he doesn’t wake up? - Asked Jong Up

- I didn’t think about it. But I'm sure he'll wake up - I replied, hopeful

- Why you can’t accept reality? - Jong Up murmured

- Yah! Jong Up! I know he may not wake up but I have to believe that he will wake up - I said, irritated

- Why you only can you look at him? - Up Jong asked, looking at me

- Mwoh? - I asked, confused

-You know. Even if he doesn’t wake up, you won’t look to another boy, you won’t be able to move on – Jong Up said, annoyed

- Jong Up .... how is that ....? - I said, incredulous

- The truth is that I like you. I always looked for you but you never looked at me, you just looked for Daehyun. That hurts me because I know you'll never love me and it hurts a lot – Jong Up said, crying

- Jong Up ... - I said

Suddently, the doctor came and said I could enter.

I looked at all that were in the waiting room and then went.

I walked slowly to his room and when I got there I put my hand on the doorknob and opened the door slowly.

I enter into his room, and saw him.

Lying on a bed, quiet.

At that moment, my heart ached. It hurt to see him there like that, without saying or doing anything.

It hurt me see him there, sleeping without worrying with me, because if he cared for me, he woke up.

I sat on a bench near his bed and was staring at him. I took her hand and one tear flowed down in my face.

- Daehyun, why you do this? Why you can’t wake up? Why do you let everyone around you worried? Why you can’t care about me? Didn’t you say you loved me? So why you don’t wake up? Huh? Why? ...... Wake up, please, I beg you, I implore you, for me, for your mother, for your family, for your friends ... wake up .... the doctors want to turn off the machines and they want to let you die, but I can’t let this happen, I will not allow and you also can’t allow, so wake up, please ....Daehyun - I said, crying compulsively

My heart ached more and I became increasingly alarmed at the possibility of losing him. I couldn’t lose him, he was the most important person to me, I had no one but him and my friends, I needed him by my side. I needed him.

- I need you .... the truth is .... I need you more than ever, nothing makes sense without you - I said, still crying

 

I decided to stop and got up. I took a few steps to the door but when I was about to open the door, I looked to him and said:

- Daehyun .... I ..... I like you too

I approached him. I gave him a light kiss and left the room.

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Will he wake up? I hope so!

I hope you are enjoying it.

Perhaps, in the afternoon, I'll update another chapter.

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BlueApple96 #1
Chapter 7: Wahh so good XD
MinjiLee #2
Chapter 9: Waaaahhhh...finally she's with daehyun...i love this story especially at the ending ^^
KimBabyInspirit88
#3
Thanks!!!
I'm working in a new story, soon I will update.
One more time, Thanks!
taemin2y #4
DAEBAK!!! so cute :)) please write another story but with youngjae or zelo please xD :D ^^ good job!!
KimBabyInspirit88
#5
Well ... I thought the same, so I'll write another chapter: D
I'm working on it, I 'll try update soon.
Thank you: D
KimBabyInspirit88
#6
Thanks for your support! I'll try update other chapter tonight